Prone Long

not that I'm surrendering

I just learned to let go, someone who never wanted to stay with me..

so if I let go now it's not because I feel tired..

but you didn't make any changes to me..

I always wait when you're late..

I'm always loyal when you forget intentionally..

it's always me who fights when you want to let go..

I always understand when you don't want to explain..

I'm always the one who stays when you won't say back..

it's a choice I'm not proud of when you chose me when you had one choice but I'd be proud if you had many choices but you chose me without your thinking over and over again..

there were a lot of questions constantly spinning around in my head..

am I really the one you love?

is it true that everything you did long ago was because you wanted to have me? am I really the one you chose? and if the answer to all the questions is yes then why do you still want me to be next to me and never let me go..

I also don't want to be mistaken and keep hoping and getting hurt..

I hate the fact that you have something else but me..

if I'm not the one you chose..

I don't want to be the one who always remembers her son's passing..

don't want to be a woman but never love too deeply..

after you left and for no reason..

I really don't know how you are doing anymore..

You, how are you? with or without I'm sure you'll be fine because there he is..

because until now I was worried about you..

sad you sad I also let healed by time because before we were happy the same before God met me and you became us..

but why are you still sitting in my head still remembering what you are?

they said don't try to forget..

I want amnesia..

because leaving doesn't mean not being in love anymore

but I'm not afraid of being left behind not afraid of you forgetting..

this night is dark and uncomfortable either because of a long broken heart or memories that have long stopped..

many people say we have to move forward in the future, forgetting what we need to forget.. putting the time of practice behind memories that are too sweet to forget I heard again his voice there is something that I should probably remember forever even if only in the head or heart..

something too sweet to forget for you who don't know where..

to a man when you don't want to be forgotten

help women to survive

love is not alone with each other..

a man who disappears without saying goodbye and is a deliberate sign of leaving..

not be patient for days..

without prior notice..

it is another form of abandonment..

the truth is bitter but for now when you thank yourself..

I haven't heard from you in days..

it's been days I don't know where you are..

and I've missed you for days..

akh misses everything..

but I miss you alone.When you miss you you won't leave without news, making me wait without clarity makes me wonder what is it? guessing the nebak himself..