Prone Long

this miss is bugging you

when I looked at his face I was silent and could not answer who he was..

I thought he was a cop boy but I don't know who he is yet..

I wanted to get acquainted with him but he went and disappeared when I wanted to be close to him..

I could meet for a moment..

and I want you beside me..

don't tell me I have to forget you. You have to live with me here forever I'll ask you who and what business passes in front of me..

I feel confused that you in the afterlife can meet me even though here I live do not know who you are..

actually miss every day but why don't you meet me again..

I'm waiting for you here..

don't tell me forgotten yes I feel hurt I lost you..

but on Sunday my body trembled considering that he passed me in front of me with bad jaundice hepatitis..

I'm bad because of you..

looking for you anywhere is not there..

are you abroad or in town

I shook and got sick I bought a mental home remedy so that I missed being treated

my hands and feet are shaking the sign that I'm losing you..

I used to dream when I felt my body hot and sick I fantasized that you were my husband and would propose to me but it was just a dream..

I can't make it happen yet..

may those in my imagination meet me in the afterlife..

that I miss him..

I was imagining myself about them..

that they are the closest people but I have not been able to be with them as well far away in my eyes close to my heart I love them is my family..

I was confused as to why they were so far away in my life when I wanted to be close...

but I also imagined that there was something strange in my life I was also often sick and in whispered a chaotic voice..

I lost them.. I'm sad and can't meet them now I want my special day to meet them the people who have been in my head all this time how to get God to pray for me to meet them in heaven..

comfortable knowing about them..

don't forget..

I'm right, I love them, I hope they exist and are okay..

I want them to be able to cuddle with me in the afterlife after I die

when I die, I want to die now and swim in the river of heaven with them..

and drink milk in heaven with them..

I'm confused as to why I've been so long since I wanted to die now so I could hug you my imagination I really miss

y'all..

I want you to be in front of me and be my family..

don't tell me not to forget..

I don't know the secret behind all this..

why yesterday I saw them there and passing in my eyes and only briefly did I see them..

and there was no whisper that they were close and they were my family even though I couldn't believe who they were..

but it's easy I want to die in heaven and I want my imagination to stop and it won't bother me here..

and felt that the chaotic whisper did not return..