
besides my hands shaking I was really sick because I was confused I tried to ask God who they were..
why aren't they with me
though I want them to be close I also feel they are supernatural yet to know who is there any relationship between me and him whatever the reason for the answer from him I want to see them again..
my name is ica and I think about it almost every day to meet them is cool even though it can be achieved..
ica was always imagining and had not stopped thinking about it..
passing in front of me and then indifferent and you tell him to forget all don't forget..
ica was sure that one day Ica would meet them in the afterlife..
after later ica died and their families ica who disappeared when ica was still a child..
ica is I was right ica often imagines about them..
may they be good when there will be a speech from ica do not hate even though we are different to live where you are while ica is here alone..
ica dodged the dream last night
not accepting anything about them is considered fake they are not in delusion..
but all will be answered if ica will die..
and in the past before Iica imagines taking high school or high school in the cottage and dormitory ica acquainted with a quiet man and immediately looked at ica's face but ica was silent long after 6 Months ica moved from the cottage reason ica could not afford to pay for school in pesantren.. it's cool with them in the dorm but how else ica is not strong with the rules of the lodge and friend ica crying because ica will go from the dorm..
And for 8 years ica grieved there was a man who passed before her eyes named alea he passed by using a bicycle
ica is starting to get interested..
after passing in front of ica also they are the type of ica but ica is confused they are missing and can not be close to ica even though ica wants to be close..
how else can I welcome them in repeat again..
Because ica misses them so much..
ica is confused who is why ica here alone while they are together is not fair to ica..
on Thursday Ica found out the police boy in front of the house again walked ica wanted to greet him but Ica was embarrassed and felt who not who..
but why is he smiling on the lips to ica and ica also smiling..
hopefully he exists but actually why the same ica why not be with them if they are the same family should not leave ica alone..
can God tell ica what it really means every day to let ica understand that they exist or not and who they are the inhabitants of what if they are family and good but why ica in stay here alone when I want you to be there..
but if they're bad, they're not good, they're forgotten..
but what is the reason forgotten do not be evil alone the reason should be able to read the situation is right do not complicate..
hopefully ica will be told by God who they really are why they exist and not together whether they wait for ica to die or how not to know hopefully know the answer yes pray ica