
Agus pensively looks at Matt's home. He really did not expect if Matt's future wife was Risa. This reality was so bitter to him. But, he realized, he should not expect much from Risa and her family.
Agus wrote on a piece of paper. He wrote all his heart to Matt. Matt is a good guy and has been fighting to get Risa, not his rival. Agus is no match for Matt. Even for the better of all aspects, Agus will not be able to.
Matt, who had just finished his bath and dinner, caught up with Agus on the porch. Agus was no longer there. Matt went back inside and walked to Agus' room. But the man's room was tightly closed. Matt felt that Agus was asleep, and he went to his room to sleep.
Early in the morning, Matt was ready in his suit. He went to Agus' room to invite his new best friend for breakfast. He knocked on Agus's room. Therapy, there's no answer.
Feeling strange, Matt also ventured to open the door to Agus' room. The room was empty, nobody was there. Matt thought that Agus was waiting for him on the porch. Matt also walked to find Agus on the porch. However, he still did not find the man there.
"Where's Agus?" Mumbled Matt.
Matt, who was suspicious, went straight back to Agus' room. He opened the man's closet. Sure enough, the closet was empty. There's no Agus stuff there.
Matt panicked, as he was about to leave the room, he saw a piece of paper on Agus' bed. Matt approached the paper and grabbed it.
To: Matt
Matt scrunched his forehead. Then he opened the paper.
Matt, I thank you so much for all your help during this time. For all the goodness of your heart, and for all your guidance for me to be better than ever.
I am a coward, I left your house without saying goodbye to you.
Matt, congratulations on your marriage to Risa. Risa is the kindest and most sincere woman. I hope you are sincere and love him because of your heart.
Forgive me for not daring to be directly honest with you. Honestly, Risa is the woman I once disappointed. A woman who loves me so sincerely. But I was the one who threw him out of my life. I'm guilty of Risa and Arkha, my son.
I'm sorry Matt, I'm really a coward to tell you the truth manly from yesterday. I am ashamed, it turns out that a man as good as you is my successor. I am also grateful, Risa and Arkha can be happy with you.
Matt, I'm taking Risa and Arkha. I'm handing them over for you. I know myself, I will never be able or want to make them happy. You are the one who deserves them.
Matt, I'm leaving. Thanks for everything. Greetings to Risa and Arkha. Congratulations on your marriage. I'm sorry, I can't be there on your happy day. My do'a is always, for you, Risa and Arkha.
You're a good man, you deserve the angel-hearted Risa. He deserves to be happy without my shadow on your side.
Aguses.
Matt was stunned for a moment after reading Agus' letter. He was also hung on the edge of Agus' bed.
Matt really does not know, if Agus is the man who ever hurt Risa. However, Matt is also grateful, he was able to meet Agus even though accidentally.
Secretly Matt cries, he knows Agus' struggle for better and tries to return with Risa. Matt really felt stupid, because he was insensitive, when Agus did not want to come down with him while at Risa's house.
"I'm sorry Agus." Whisper Matt lirih.
Risa, who had just finished bathing Arkha, walked towards the front door of her house after hearing someone knock on her door.
The atmosphere is quiet at this time, Nyak Komariah is going to collect annual rent money in the next complex, while Rita is going to the campus to pick up her toga cloak because soon Risa and Rita will graduate.
Carrying Arkha, Risa opened the door of the house. Risa was shocked as she looked at Agus face as she opened the door of her house.
Risa remained silent without a word. Agus immediately looked at Arkha and smiled at the boy.
"Ris, congratulations, you're getting married. He's a good man, he's a man who deserves you." Agus.
Risa frowned and looked at Agus closely.
"Ris, Brother pamit. You will never disturb your life. But, let you sincerely apologize for all the mistakes you have made so far. Brother regrets Ris."
Risa seemed to be holding back her cries. But the girl kept trying to be strong.
"The gate will disappear from your lives. But, Brother make sure you will not forget the responsibility of Brother. Give me your account number. Let you send Arkha every month. But, sorry, for now you can't give much. But, Brother will routinely give a living to Arkha." Agus.
Risa was silent, her tears could no longer be contained. Risa was crying. For some reason, his heart felt pity for Agus.
"Don't cry, you know, you're too much wrong. I'm sorry, Brother, Arkha too, Papa's sorry." Said Agus who was crying too much."
"Abang wait here, give me your account number. Please never be rejected, you do this because you are the father of our child. You will never need your responsibilities after you let you down. But, let Brother make up for it by giving Arkha a living every month huh Ris." Agus.
Without a word, Risa moved from before Agus. Then, before long he returned with his savings book and handed it to Agus to be recorded.
Agus smiled as he received the savings book. Then, he recorded Risa's account number. After that, he immediately returned it to Risa.
"Ris, thank you. Brother take our son." Agus. Then, he moved from before Risa after grasping the hand of her biological son Arkha.
The farewell was so moving. Agus walked over while taking off Arkha's hand slowly. The boy's hand tightly grasped Agus' index finger.
"Pa's."
Agus stopped his steps, then he looked at Arkha with a sorrowful look. Then, Agus returned and grabbed Arkha from Risa's arms.
"I'm sorry Papa." Agus said while crying full of regret.
Since that farewell, Agus never came back. Only the delivery every month comes on time. With such heart-wrenching writing.
"For my dear, Arkha. Forgive me, my son.
Rp. 2,000,000."