Post-divorce

The Part 71

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“Find your happiness, Vanya. You always pray for a soul mate who can accept your shortcomings, keep your feelings, and can also accompany and guide you at all times. However, when that person chooses to part with you, then that someone is not the best for you, not someone who can give you and that's me,” Denis said with a soft voice and a sad expression.

Vanya chest tightness felt squeezed by thousands of tons until the breath choked, clear circles lining the eyes. He did not expect Denis would actually let go after what he did, the sacrifice and the proof of his love.

“Really I don't deserve to be your companion, I—“

“Quite Denis!” snapped Vanya whose tears had shed soaked her cheeks, she stopped Denis' speech which certainly made her heart slit sore.

“No need to continue, enough is enough! I don't want to hear what you say again whatever it is.”

Denis was stunned, he was silent with a difficult expression to interpret. Really he did not want to hurt Vanya so good for him, only felt unworthy to be with Vanya because he was too good with his patience and sincerity.

“Sometimes there are times when we have to let go and mengikhlaskan because there is something that can not be forced that is love .. it is not easy for me, it is not easy for me, but survive with one choice whose heart is somehow for whom it will hurt.”

“Vanya .. sorry.”

“Only one I ask of you Denis,” pinta Vanya with teary eyes.

“What is it?”

“My fingers let go without hating you.”

Denis's guilt grew even greater, for the second time he hurt a woman who sincerely loved him after the first waste of Amanda. However, he does not want to hurt Vanya when her heart is still frozen by love and past trauma. Denis is not yet ready to accept a new love, making Vanya an even more unfair outlet for Vanya.

“We will still be friends even if not in a marriage bond, so that I can make peace with the past. Because when I force you to forget, it hurts. Let everything go as it is.”

Vanya stuck out her hand after previously wiping away the tears that wet her cheeks, she tried hard and did feel from the beginning of her marriage with Denis was not something good. They were only victims of each parent's ambition, Vanya accepted the marriage out of filial piety as a child.

“We start a relationship, starting from a friend .. In the future we will follow his destiny. Rest assured Vanya, the ribs will never be changed. You fix yourself there, and I will fix myself here, until God determines His destiny,” said Denis welcoming a helping hand, Vanya slowly entered into Denis's body's embrace, denis' hand stroked Vanya's back gently.

“If it is destined, the universe will unite us with the best version of ourselves, if not I am sure there is someone who can make you happy, Vanya.”

Vanya nodded weakly with an unbearable sobbing again.

**

“It's better, Mas?”

“Alhamdullilah, a little more palatable, the face is not so painful as last night, dear. You didn't come home to see the kids?” rama asked the wife who was preparing breakfast this morning for him.

Not a delicious breakfast typical of restaurants, just soft porridge with chicken milk and yellow coconut milk sauce. Rama has not been able to eat hard because of swelling in the jaw that makes it difficult for him to swallow food.

“No, Ummik and Mama have accompanied the children, Mas. You had breakfast before that take the medicine.”

“Each Bu Doctor.”

“Duh! Seeing your face I grieved myself, Mas. It must have been a tremendous pain.”

“Hmmm .. I was as strong as I could against them, the faces of my wife and children encouraged me to stay and fight to be safe,” Rama explained as he opened his mouth to receive a mouthful of porridge from Amanda.

“Thank you for holding on and fighting back, I can't imagine how sad Atma and the twins would be if something happened to you, Mas.”

“This is all thanks to your prayers, my wife who always prayed for me,” said Rama who kissed the back of the wife's hand that made Amanda smile.

The door of the inpatient room opened, Rio's head poking out with a snort followed by Dina behind him.

“Yes .. You guys are in the hospital still romantic-romantic,” chirps Rio who instantly get a pinch on the abdomen by Dina.

Rio got a cut on the neck, for a bruise on the face is not as severe as Rama. After the wound was sewn he was immediately allowed to go home but previously he was questioned as a witness and victim by the police.

“How are you doing?” rama asked who had finished breakfast.

“My situation as you can see, I'm fine. Last night I thought that was the last night we lived Ram!” cetus Rio who was sitting next to the gurney and Amanda retreated the body standing side by side with Dina.

“Rio! What the hell are you talking about!” dina's protest that doesn't like Rio's joking around.

“Sorry .. sorry ... it was like that, dear. It was so fast and so panic-stricken, they were fully armed and we were empty-handed. Lucky my best friend can martial arts,” praise Rio who got a fist in the arm from Rama.

“Only you who just scream hysterically for help like a woman, are laughable!” rama's insinuation that makes Rio chuckle because indeed he can not martial like what Rama did.

The movement of stomping and elbowing the stomach is pure spontaneity without expertise just want to try to survive the event of the braking, the, after the incident Rio was amazed himself could do that until he could escape from the snares of the knife in the neck and leave only scratches that are not so deep.

“I'm very afraid something happened with you guys,” said Dina.

“I am the same, Din,” timpal Amanda who when hearing the news of the braking directly makes the joints feel weak

“Alhamdulillah we are still protected and given the opportunity to gather as now,” said Rama with a feeling of relief and gratitude can pass everything.

“One more thing that is still a wedge, Ram,” between Rio.

“What is it? Not all legal cases have been submitted to the police and we have entrusted the lawyer to monitor the legal case and ensure Herman gets the heaviest punishment.”

“What do you mean, Rio?” asked Rama who did not understand the way of thought and what Rio thought of Tasya.

“Is there no pity for Tasya? Considering he's crazy because of you.”

“Rio!” reprimand Dina.

“What do you mean because I Tasya like that? Why do I have to take responsibility for what happened to Tasya?”

“It's not like that, Rama. This is purely because the sense of mercy is no more,” kilah Rio who knows what belongs to him can think like that.

“I refuse firmly if Rama wants to help Tasya, whatever the conditions. Because it's all for the wholeness of our family, Rio. Really this time your way of thinking is very narrow,” reject Amanda firmly.

“I agree with my wife Rio, no matter who I think I can do that to my best friend. Sometimes selfishness is needed in order to avoid something that will harm ourselves and our loved ones,” Rama said.

Dina just shook her head in disbelief at what her husband was thinking.

“I just don't have the heart with Tasya, nothing more. What a tragic end to the story, Tasya's relatives are looking for you Rama .. It does not rule out the possibility that they ask for the same thing as I said, asking for your mercy as a friend in the past. And ... I hope that what you will answer in front of the Tasya family is just as emphatic as what you are now telling me.”

Rama began to understand Rio's intentions, this was only a possibility that would happen according to Rio's thinking, and it was not impossible that it would happen. One of Tasya's relatives asked Rama for mercy to be able to accompany Tasya in difficult times after Herman was imprisoned for his actions.

“I will not give the slightest gap to anyone who will make my household destroyed, Rio. For me the main one is my wife, child, and parents not for others,” stressed Rama who makes everyone relieved to hear the assertiveness of Rama.

**

Denis came to a different hospital room 1 floor from where he was treated using a wheelchair, he knew from the beginning that his mother was the one who donated her heart. It's just that when the mother is in critical condition, Denis is not informed by Amanda and the other medical team.

Denis condition has been much better after several times following physiotherapy to restore all the nerves in the body to work optimally.

“Mama,” call Denis shriveled with teary eyes.

The Mama smiled faintly, should be happy to burst into the chest, the sacrifice and pain was not in vain when the condition of the Child was already looking healthy and could approach him at this time.

“Do not regret what you have sacrificed, Denis. This is a reward worth making your heart die by the love that you break is replaced by your heart in return for what you did to your life.”

“No, Ma. Denis has forgiven Mama, thanks for everything. A boy's devotion is to his mother, but Denis shouldn't have followed Mama's wrong wishes. Should Denis firmly determine Denis household life at that time, Denis was guilty Ma... not only Mama is wrong,” Denis said while kissing the back of the hand of the Mama with full affection.

Even if I made a mistake, I am still a mother. A love that never chooses love, a love that is uninhibited, a love that never fades even though the love of Bu Sinta leads to regret and lifelong sadness for the child, the child, but believe me a mother will sacrifice her own happiness for the happiness of her child.

**

“Papa!” peekkik Atma who was on the doorstep of the main house waiting for Rama and Amanda out of the car.

When Mbak and Mbok say Amanda and Rama are coming, Atma immediately runs waiting for someone he has not met for almost a week. Amanda decided to say that Papa Rama was sick, although it did not explain clearly the actual incident.

“Honey,” said Rama who lowered the position of the body by stretching his hands and smiling.

Rama's face had looked back to normal, only blue bruises were still slightly visible.

“Kangen,” said Atma who immediately gave a kiss to the entire face of Rama as well as Rama who replied to the kiss of the Son.

“Duh! Which is considered by Papa alone, the same Mama enggak,” ledek Amanda.

“Mama is exhausted heart, Atma can not see Papa and call Papa,” complained Atma who responded to the hardness of Rama.

“Sini Papa gendong,” said Rama who immediately raised Atma's body while languishing very tightly because of anxiety, he also missed his eldest son as the child missed him.

The roar of the car engine entered the gate area of Rama's house that was still open, all turned to know, someone got out of the car. All eyes were rounded to see the existence of someone who was now in front of him, especially Atma.

“Denis,” hiss Rama and Amanda together.

Denis stepped slowly, the smile on his back even though hesitancy stopped in his heart, the fear of being rejected Atma still he felt now.

“Let down Atma, Pa,” pinta Atma who directly obeyed Rama, before stepping towards Denis, Atma kissed Rama's cheek.

“Atma dear everyone,” said Atma smiling.

“Samperin Papa Denis, Dear,” said Rama who immediately got the nod of Atma, then Atma turned the body, walking towards Denis with wide steps.

“Papa ..” call Atma who directly hugs Denis body until the warm feeling of running through Denis heart with haru feeling.

Amanda teary eyes saw Atma who now sincerely loves Denis with her warm embrace .. loving a child is not enough with the expression, but reassuring the child that her parents love her too.

"Love you, honey," Denis kissed the entire side of Atma's face with love.

"Love you too, Papa ...," replied Atma who wiped away the trail of tears on Denis' cheek.

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