Possive Husband

PH-2

With a heavy heart I stepped into the Bagaskara group. The company belongs to om Bagas, the father of Satria my future husband. Maybe it's true, I'm just really as a security no more valuable than the company.

I let out a long sigh and tried hard for what would happen later, I slowly opened the door of the director's room. “good afternoon, I said, sorry I was late” my flat word was greeted with a smile full of happiness by om Bagas. Truly I thought it was a sincere smile, I replied with a thin smile.

“please enter Meisha” said om Bagas with his friendly and special smile. I just nodded then took a spot next to Satria. Actually I accidentally sat next to him because only that chair was empty. I don't want to have to sit down.

“so what's the purpose papa told me to come here in a hurry?” ask me on papa with a flat face.

“let papa's lawyer explain it” reply papa, while giving the code to pak Iko to explain everything.

“so here, I am here as a witness to this agreement. In this agreement it is said that this marriage is solely as a guarantee to pay off debts of twenty-five trillion rupiah in the name of the Wijaya group. Which has a time of one year and five months. So, if the Wijaya group is able to pay it off within that period, the divorce can be implemented. However, if there is a divorce suit in the time the agreement is running then the plaintiff will give all his property to the defendant.”, said Mr. Iko full explanation.

“so please Meisha and Satria sign this agreement” continued Pak Iko, while giving the paper and ballpoint pen in front of me.

I'm still quiet unmoved, trying to digest Mr. Iko's explanation. It's really painful for me, although I always seem undaunted and sarcastic but it's really inhumane. I thought again that I was just a security deposit.

“Meisha, before you sign it you can read the rules to make it clearer” said papa full of emphasis. And again I felt lured to reply.

“of course, I will read it carefully so as not to be harmed again” I smiled cynically looking at papa. Truly what I am saying, I have been greatly harmed so I do not want to lose for the umpteenth time.

“Meisha, why do you feel aggrieved? didn't you say you were going to accept all this?” papa replied in a half-mockery tone as if I had lost heavily on his reply.

“oh yeah, did papa forget? was I given the option to refuse? haha is so funny” I still smile cynically and reply sarcastically.

“you have quickly signed do not have much to ask” suddenly Satria said in a cold tone. Suddenly pissed me off and immediately did it quickly then I quickly passed away leaving all this silliness behind.

“i'm sorry everyone, good afternoon” I came out without a smile. There was only my flat face, it looked fine but my heart felt very different. I immediately entered the elevator and immediately pressed the button but Satria suddenly entered with me one elevator. There was no talk until Satria started.

“you shouldn't have much to ask about rejection” he said in a cold tone.

I didn't pay attention to what Satria said, I still calmly put a flat face on the elevator door in front of me. Only the two of us were in the elevator. My mind wants to get out of this shit situation. How not? I was the one who just wanted to reject this agreement but suddenly the wedding will be held the day after tomorrow. There really is no time for me to refuse.

“still college huh?” said again. And, I'm still just as calm with a flat face.

“what majors?” ask Satria again, I'm really sick of it.

“Business economy” I replied coldly without turning to her in the slightest. My eyes were still on the closed elevator door.

“before the day after tomorrow you're officially my wife. I need to emphasize on one thing, during the marriage goes you should take care of your heart.” said the knight who deliberately whispered right in my ears clearly with a cold tone but full of meaning implied in it. I tried to calm down and not be fooled anything, until finally Satria came out first than me.

To be honest, I'm still stuck with what Satria said. How not? he purposely forbade me not to fall in love with him. I rubbed my neck rough, and my heart cursed Satria's words.

“jerk” muttered.

***

The wedding day had arrived, everything seemed perfectly happy. Else with me, for me today will be the starting point towards the destruction of my eternal life. Papa's coveted wedding has taken place and it's really very luxurious, even though I didn't contribute at all but I'm satisfied for the party. I'm still not happy.

All the guests seemed to enjoy the whole event, as well as me. Put on a happy face so that all goes well. I want everyone to be able to walk quickly without any problems. Oh it's exhausting, pretending to be happy and always smiling. Hate this situation.

The night after the wedding, I'm still staying at papa's house. The reason is classic, I don't want to be away from you. Satria and I slept in a specially decorated room for the newlyweds. How laughable.

“chi. Dad, what are all these decorations for” murmured me when entering the room.

I sat in front of the dresser to clean the rest of the makeup attached. It was a tiring day, but I thank God because everything can go according to plan.

“aduh really complicated sih” grumbled I was upset because I could not open my dress. And then Satria made me laugh out of bed. I just stared at him with sharp eyes, you son of a bitch. And I'm still trying to open it myself, fuck Satria.

“need help saying, not nagging gajar” said Satria when suddenly unbuttoned the back of my dress.

“can be good also turns out. Thanks” I told him. And he just kept quiet and then re-positioned himself in bed. And I chose to go in the bathroom after that soak for quite a long time, because I liked that. Makes you forget what happened. Relaxed.

****

This morning was a new day for me, as a wife. Satria and I are ready for breakfast together. Everything looks happy from the glare of the eyes that radiate, as well as mother and father. But not with me, still with a flat expression. After that, I went back to my room as usual.

“we will move, let's pack your things” said Satria suddenly upon entering the room.

“hah?” my reply. It just makes me shocked and confused.

“home it wedding gift from papa”

“papa?” I raised one of my eyebrows, giving a code that I didn't understand.

“papaku” reply short.

Really, if all this wasn't for your mother I wouldn't have followed all your will. I let out a rough sigh and immediately packed up all my belongings. After all Satria is my husband, whatever he says I have to give up.

We both decided to move into that new house, a gift from my father-in-law. And again I feel that my life is increasingly on the verge of destruction, away from my mother is something that really torments me. How not? I can only tell my heart at will only to my mother, my friend is only my mother, and the only thing I trust most is my mother. But now I have to separate from my mother.

“Meisha, play here often yes nak” said mother gently while hugging me.

“iya bun, Meisha will often play here. Mommy calm down ya” reply me trying to calm mother.

“Satria please take care of your beloved daughter yes son. Mother believes in you” said mother while hugging Satria.

“of course mother, Satria will take good care of Satria's wife” Satria replied with a smile.

“jaga my daughter ya Satria” said papa suddenly. Suddenly startled me, did I not hear wrong? It can still worry me.

“good pa, that's Satria” main task reply.

We were both on our way to the new house, it took us about two hours to get there. I sat in front with a flat face and a gaze that imagined everything would be how it would be. Suddenly the car stopped in front of a minimalist two-story house and simple, really this is in accordance with my taste.

“ayo get off, just come in let me get off all the goods” said Satria while opening the car door.

“gaperlu, I can bring my own stuff. Not a weak woman” reply me sarcastic.

Satria did not reply, just looked at me for a while and then exhaled a rough breath. I entered the house and this was outside my expedition. In this house is very luxurious and elegant, I feel fooled by the simple exterior appearance but has a charming interior design. I feel comfortable and at peace as I want. However, I had to get used to living with my husband every day.

I walked around every corner of the house, I saw all the facilities were very complete and again I was amazed by the presence of a single swing near the blue swimming pool it felt peaceful. Maybe that'll be my favorite place from now on. I entered the room upstairs, with a king size bed and a balcony overlooking the pool. I want this room to be my room.

“i choose this room aj” said as I entered the room with pleasure.

“oke” replies flat followed by putting her stuff in the room.

“loh where can git—” said I was full of emotions

“already married, anyways no problem sharing a room with me”

“just relax, I won't do a no-no”

I took a deep breath and did not answer. Because I know, he didn't give me a choice and what he said was true. It's married and lawful so whatever my answer would be wrong.

***

I live my activities as what is called ‘istri’ well. In the morning I prepare breakfast, do not forget to prepare clothes for Satria. Satria should still be on leave to enjoy the honeymoon, but for what to enjoy a guarantee marriage like this would be a waste of time. Satria is ready to go to work, not forgetting I kissed her palm as a sign of respect. Although with a heavy heart I do it because this is your message to me.

“be careful see you” I said after kissing her hand after it closed the door. I just gave her a thin smile for him and kissed his palm. Satria doesn't mind what I'm doing, she smiles back at me and leaves.

Really, this house is very quiet and too big for me. Very tedious. I decided to go to the campus even though today I was not in college hours. Campus is a pretty comfortable place for me, although I don't have many friends at least able to make me momentarily forget what has happened.

I was in the campus only had a few friends, because if I was outside instantly being an introvert. The only male friend I have is one, and that's my best friend. Irsyad, who is always ready to listen to my story at any time. Actually I know Irsyad because he's Julian's friend. My ex is a psychopath. But, ever since I broke up with Julian, Irsyad has been a faithful listener to Meisha's grievances.

“May, why did you go to the tumben” campus suddenly Irsyad surprised me.

“oh hey Syad” I'm back.

“ngapain lo, today will be empty”

“iya I know, playfully here kangen also” I replied with a smile.

“oh again for lo sure”

“follow me aja yuk kalo gitu” he said by pulling my hand towards the park behind campus.

“eh why did you suddenly make me come here?”

“let ga sfor, we see alay people dating haha” he said desertai laughter

Indeed, the park behind the campus is actually beautiful and beautiful but many students alay dating so I don't think it's good even damage the scenery.

“emang hobby lo not sane” reply me while laughing

“do it, you're no longer fit. Laugh now”

I didn't reply to Irsyad, I just laughed at my best friend's ridiculous behavior. Honestly, Irsyad always has a thousand ways to make humor. Especially he is the type of goodboy humorist, but I only think of him as a friend. Not more.

“oh ya May, ya” congarts he said suddenly with a gaze that I myself did not understand. I only raised one eyebrow, indicating that I did not understand what he meant.

“for lo” wedding chirps

“as if I have the opportunity to talk first before lo wedlock ya Mei” suddenly he said with a little regret but look sad.

“hah? what do you mean I don't understand I”

“make express my feelings to lo” he continued sad

Deg.

I was still digesting what Irsyad said, I rolled my eyeballs as if I couldn't believe it. I understand what Irsyad means, I really don't believe in any of this.

“in fact from the past May, my feelings grow but I do not have the guts to ungakpin all the same lo”

“gue is afraid that you will be further away from me”

“gamau lo burdened by this stupid feeling”

“gue emang coward ya Mei” he said still with sadness and a sorry tone.

“....” I still remain silent unmoved, as if I do not believe in all this reality. I looked into Irsyad's eyes. The look in his eyes depicted a disappointment, regret, sadness. And all mixed together, I couldn't bear to hold my tears from dripping and falling.

“eh ngapain lo cry Mei” said with a slightly mocking smile

“sorry” I said while crying

“already relaxed aja time, I just do not know actually my feelings to lo”

“but I am also happy with the marriage lo kemaren”

I was still crying hearing what Irsyad said, again it seemed like I was too selfish to understand everything. I cry that increased hiccups because my guilt goes bigger with the words Irsyad earlier.

“eh bayik lo, use cry again haha”

“seharushnya I cry times. I'm the one who got hurt left out of wedlock” chirped with a seductive tone.

I wiped my tears and wanted to smash his ignorant mouth, but I was too mushy for sad things. I stretched out my hand to grab Irsyad's body, I hugged her and cried there as a sign that I was sorry for my selfishness all along.

“already, you don't cry anymore. My goal is not to make you sad rich gini”

“let you know, but I have no hope again kok same lo”

“happy yes same husband lo, I join seneng”

I let go of my embrace, I just nodded then wiped my tears.

“thanks Syad” reply me with a meaningful smile.

“yawah yuk back, already afternoon also nih”

“gue anterin aja all yuk” hail Irsyad

“with pleasure” I replied.

When I got to my front, I took the helmet off my head and gave it to Irsyad.

“thanks syad” I said with a smile

“yoi equally” reply

“be careful on the road lo do not flirt chili-cabean again haha” tease me with laughter

“majis I same chilli-cabean. But if you are beautiful, you can also haha”

“back then yes, see you” he said as he passed with his sport bike.

I entered the house that was shocked by Satria's voice from behind the door.

“oh so it's your girlfriend” he said casually

It just surprised me and a little bit of an emotional lure to get out.

“you know I” reply me with a flat face and try to allow my expression to remain calm. I was afraid Satria would scold me because I came home with another man. I am married, and my actions are wrong.

“great, just happened to see” reply then passed and sat on the sofa family room.

“here are you, can I say a minute?”

I took a deep breath and sat facing him.

“ada what?” I try to calm down.

“you understand if this wedding is only for guarantee, right?”

“tentu”

“do you mind if I have a girlfriend?”

Deg.

I cursed myself who believed strongly that Satria would be jealous of Irsyad, but in fact it was even more painful. I don't love him, I know all this is for bail. But, did he take that much to say it blatantly in front of his legal wife.

“hah? you asked me the thing you should know the answer mister” replied me with a cynical smile

“so?” the answer seems to not understand what I mean

“of course it is perfectly okay, why not. Even though you and I are married, this is just a guarantee for debt. So life will go like before marriage” reply me calm and look elegant.

“oh thank you, you are really a good partner” reply.

I went by leaving him to go to the room to take his side, but he intended to lure my emotions back.

“Meisha”

“what else?” reply without looking

“your taste is pretty good too for the size of the college” kid he said in a slightly mocking tone

Whahuh? my taste? of course I understand what Satria meant, maybe until now he thought that Irsyad was my lover. You are so stupid haha. I was thinking of just trying it out, why not. I am free, no.

“thanks I know it” I turned with a cynical smile.

“oh yes one more, do not use me-me but replace me-you can kan” reply switch topic

“gak can”

“why?” ask her with a curious face

“kalo me-I ya got to replace me-I, gabisa me-you. Later my lover can get angry” replied me with a tone of ridicule and a cynical smile at him. Oh no, it looks like I've started a bomb that's about to explode.

“but if I-you are legal how? your lover must only be able to cry” reply with a little mockery. It made me angry, and again tried to play with me.

“maybe that cry is just your lover, because I already ran away first with my guy. Oops!” my reply won't lose.

“sure check-mat” I said in my heart while laughing.

“how if you run away turns out you are pregnant with my child? your lover will definitely throw you away and in the end I will pick you up again” he said with a mocking laugh.

Whahuh? got pregnant? maybe his mind is dead-end. I was provoked by emotions but I tried to control all of that so I could win the debate this time. Meisha will not give up easily.

“but what if before I sleep with you, I sleep with my other girlfriends. So that's not your son? in vain dong has been picked up I” reply me with a cynical smile.

“how if in the end you I tell you when you sleep with me, we are like that, keep out the blood. Yes mean pure emang son I” reply with a very very mocking tone and full of implied meaning.

Deg.

Is really crazy Satria, may-can his mind go to the adult scene. It made my emotions even more uncontrollable and I admitted defeat.

“and in the end you know that it is only in your imagination”

“oke!” reply with cynicism. I left her by covering the door of the room roughly.

Brakes.

“alah sane that boy long ago” grumbled me in the room while cleaning myself

“can follow insane I”

“patience Meisha”

I kept talking, mumbling, annoyed. I can't accept my defeat with Satria. One day I'll make him check-mate until he doesn't come home.