Possessive Demon

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Especially for this chapter contains the outpouring of hearts from asya zara sulthan the legitimate wife of the aerospace fatir maheswara which will certainly tell all the unek and thoughts based on his own viewpoint not from the point of view author as usual

Previously the author asked ma'af if the readers all have difficulty understanding the contents of the story

Author please understand you as a beginner author who many mistakes

Kang ageng Pangapurane

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The heart is the softest side of man that cannot be lied to and the heart is the hardest thing to understand

On the other hand, the heart may say no, but on the other hand it says yes

It is difficult to convince the heart, it takes a long time to convince a feeling that is produced from the heart especially if it is a woman's heart. Must have been harder on his business

But not all women have the same way of thinking and feeling patterns, some women are easily bored and reluctant but believe me! That a woman once loved is just that one. Even if he looks familiar and comfortable with other men then it is only a diversion without the intention to betray

So if you see a woman who easily bored and moved her heart everywhere, spread the charm all over let alone like to change the couple is a sign that she has not found her love.

During this time he has not found his love so he easily diverts his attention to things that are considered new

I never had any special feelings for men when my friend had many boys both at school and outside school

But one day I fell in love with one of my classmates in high school, a friendly, kind and certainly handsome Greek god with a sweet smile that shook my frozen heart

I tried repeatedly to get her attention but in the end I gave up. I know that he loves another woman and my friend Alicia

I will not deny that Alicia is indeed beautiful with German blood that makes her look so perfect and charming, my heart aches when I realize it but with all my strength trying hard to face all this reality

I spend a lot of time with navila, sherlina, kathrina and emily because honestly they make me feel better than I do with zeus and alicia which would certainly make me hurt

Not much is known about my feelings for zeus, perhaps only kathrina, sherlina and of course God is all-knowing

Until I finally decided to pursue a scholarship to study abroad, ehh! Turns out that zeus and alicia are coming with me, too. You could say wherever I went then the two of them would happily follow

Actually I was with alicia there was no problem so I was still good and treated him like a friend but, this zeus loh that became a problem! This self will want to move on from him even though he is always stalking to disturb the heart

God knows what is wrong and sins themselves until the ordeal comes before the eyes every day, it feels like the entire struggle to forget it will disappear instantly because of seeing a short smile

But yes, as much as my heart is broken, so much so that I build a solid wall to forget it

I thought my love for zeus was just a monkey's love that was about to disappear but in fact I was wrong because after I married into the air and met again with zeus my love was not reduced increased to root until the ground

However, with full self-awareness I prefer to live with the aerospace and try to express my feelings for him who is not worth it

Okay! Quite a story about the zeus mending us a story about the aerospace fatir maheswara aka my legal husband in the eyes of law and religion if the story about the zeus mulu there I added love and more sins so we gibahin my husband, though sinful but not as much sin as other men. This is all I think, hehe if the truth remains only in Almighty God

Honestly yes I married the aerospace based on compulsion that is very torturous body soul, I even repeatedly tried to run away from it but now I try to accept that this marriage is destiny between us

I'll tell you a little secret that hasn't been revealed yet, the Aerospace married me not out of love but out of obsession

I used to take psychology courses with good grades when dijerman and certainly have the ability to investigate one's attitude and personality

It was clear how the aerospace looked at me, that interest was based on the desire to have a great desire that was beyond the normal limits, he doesn't like it when I look at other men even I'm sure he wants to lock me up so he's the only one who can see and he's all I can see.

I did love zeus even to this day, but the religious knowledge that had been instilled in me made me strengthen my heart and choose to give it. I am sure her happiness is not with me

You need to know how possessive and arrogant an aerospace, I'm sure one hundred percent! He won't divorce me from seeing how obsessed he is with me and if I choose to run away with Zeus then I can be sure, in less than a week zeus will be a corpse because he was killed cruelly by the aerospace itself and I will regain his grip and he will act even worse on me.

During this time he gave me many things, the luxury he presented to me was not kidding for example, the non-limit Atm card he gave me. Imagine that! He gave me an unlimited atm card which means that even if I buy an item and the mall at once he will not mind and if until I can spend the contents and want to buy something else he will keep paying the bills

What is the best, right? Yes, yes, I can indeed be said to be the son of a wealthy person or arguably a rich family plus my own income is actually quite a lot, but my parents always taught me about the importance of simplicity. Even this yes! I've never set foot on holy ground when we had enough money, but Abi! My father always said that "We better use the money to help people around the past who are still less able than the holy land by lifting the chin while around us there are still many people who are hungry and sad. Remember zara! that God loves the prostration of a sinner more than the pompous dhikrannya"

Emang was right what abi said and it was proven by the act of sending poor children around our residence, abi, in order not to demean the family of the person, Abi hired his parents in our house to help clean up

abi says he used to live hard and how hard it is to make money so he wants others not to feel what he feels.

Umma also often does almost the same thing, for example, making donations to orphanages without including names. I am so grateful to have parents like them

You guys know that? I recently learned that my husband, the possessive devil, was doing the same thing as me, not even a few donated parlors but many. I am not angry or dislike but just surprised because it turns out he still has feelings of sympathy for others so

If you ask why I called my mother with UMA then the answer is because my aunt has a name Umi so I call mother with uma

Okay, back to the main ketopic. Actually in addition to looks and physical dirga it also has a melodious voice when chanting the holy verse al-qur'an wong on the first night of our marriage he had time chanting surah ar-rahman for me kok, kok, before he finally went on business abroad.

His prayer if I see also quite diligent because often pray sunah as well

Continued after the action of my escape from his residence until finally he forced his will on me, he also led me to wash alias mandatory bath properly

So it can be concluded if he is quite religious but why he also committed a big sin. For example, eliminating people's lives means that he is bad

Want this heart is reminiscent but what is the power of this guts that always shrivel if you see the sharp gaze, he said, all this time I also did not dare to fight us he asked for his right yes because his gaze was as if ready to chop off my head at any time

I diagnosed him with bipolar because of his unstable emotions, today he was gentle and kind to me and the next day he strangled me to death, but in fact it is not like my diagnosis because he is healthy wal afiat born inner body soul.

Because he doesn't like it if I defy and oppose him for the good of myself and my life, I prefer to stay silent and choose the safe way aka manut what he wants.

The air is opposed blatantly ready for war, subtly opposed ready for stoning! Less than where else try.

Honestly, I wanted to leave because I was not strong enough to face his attitude and madness, but again I remembered my whole family that I loved so much, he said, I can already estimate that the air can slaughter everyone in this town just to vent his anger on me.

Finally with a heavy heart I will stay by his side and accompany him, because I now know that his emotions can be stable if he is with me. So please, please yes! Don't make him angry because I find it hard

For the safety of many people I have been willing to sacrifice your time even provoke his emotions and make me in trouble. So do not mention the zeus problem in front of him or discuss other men who have the same relationship with me though a little

is an illustration picture between dirga and asya, this picture does not have an author because the author takes from having people

so that readers can imagine how the pair of absurd in the author's story