
I used to pray that he could love me, and now he loves me.
But I forgot to detail my prayer, for now his love comes at an inopportune moment
Often the heart expresses but unfortunately logic dominates more
Often the heart wants to settle, but logic chooses to leave
***
Asya felt despair by her heart and mind that began to fall out of line
There may be a lot of people who think that he is planless, but believe me. If you are in his position maybe you will also feel troubled and dilemma
Dirgantara was kind enough to him and accepted it as well, but that doesn't mean he loves him too. Asya is the same as women in general who are happy if treated gently and blushed when receiving sweet treatment
As good as anything, though, If it is you who experience it maybe you will choose to run away from the hug of the person you love so far rather than being on the side of a criminal who will gladly cut off your head if he wants
Asya is also just an ordinary man, he wants to be happy and so crave love, especially now that zeus comes back to his life. A man she once loved, she,
Logically, of course, you will choose to live with his love, considering what kind of marriage he built with the aerospace. But again his heart also spoke, the understanding of religion that had been taught by his parents made every step dragged so heavy and painful
I don't know how many times I exhaled violently, trying to evaporate all the burdens that clog his chest
All his thoughts made him want to kill himself, but he was also afraid. Suicide is not an act that precedes destiny
Among the endless restlessness he suddenly heard a familiar voice calling out his name in a loud enough voice, and he immediately got out of his bed to see
It turned out to be true guess, with a soft smile on his lips he began to step slowly down the stairs
While the uninvited guest only gave an indistinct grin when he saw the person he was looking for began to walk down the stairs
"What's up mike? why are you screaming like that" asked asya with her friendly smile as her steps drew nearer
"Hehe, I'm just hungry" Mike still grinned indistinctly
"Is there no food in your house?" There was a slight mocking tone between his sentences
"I just want to eat your sister-in-law's cooking" mike pursed her sulky lips
"Well, what do you want to eat?"
"Fried rice" answered mike quickly with sparkling eyes
"I guess you just got back from abroad, then what is this? You want to eat fried rice?" asya giggled amusedly by shaking her head in disbelief
"Fried rice over there doesn't taste good to sister-in-law, but the price really shakes the wallet"
"Ahahaha, don't be so dramatic mike. Your money won't even run out even if you buy 20 private jets" he laughed loudly at his brother-in-law's ridiculous behavior
"Haiissh this sister-in-law, I seriously know" said mike dislike
"How much does Mike cost?" Asya asked in order to hold back her laughter
"Equivalent to 200 thousand, the portions are few and the taste may be better street vendor cuisine"
"I admit about the taste maybe our Nusantara tongue is more suitable for home-made food"
"Of course, sister-in-law would know that too"
"He'em, for the price there it's a normal thing"
"So usually what, here may only need a piece of money ten to twenty thousand and is full. It's going to be bad for the health of my wallet for too long" said mike in annoyance
"Btw, did you ever eat diwarteg or street vendor mike?"
"Of course I have"
"Oh yeah?" Ask me not to believe
"Me and the aerospace team had a difficult time before finally getting up"
"Emmm. The question is yes" said asya seemed to think
"Did sister-in-law know anything?" Mike asked curiously
Asya did not immediately answer, his feet moved to the room across the stairs where they stood. Asya seemed relaxed when taking some ingredients to make fried rice that mike wanted
While his sister-in-law was just trailing behind him curiously without demanding an explanation, because mike knew if he was too brisk maybe even would not tell him so he had to bear the burden of curiosity that torment
After finding all the necessary materials slowly began to talk back to Mike
"Where does my sister-in-law know?"
"Anne told me" he said, turning his head to look at Mike for a moment
"Ooh, okay"
"..."
"I was even close to killing myself back then" said mike in a low voice and a dimmed gaze
"Really?" Ask her in surprise
"I'm so devastated brother-in-law, I lost everything at the same time. I'm just a young man who doesn't know anything, do you think I who at that time will be strong to face the situation? Especially with my bad mentality"
Asya looked at mike with sadness, judging from the look in her eyes it was clear that mike had deep pain and grief
"But lucky that the air had prevented me, I even got into a fight and tried to kill him too" mike smiled bitterly as he said
Asya only speechlessly responded to mike's words, he just continued to listen before finally daring to conclude
"But he patiently kept convincing me that I wasn't alone, he would always be with me as the big brother who always took care of me and all his words had already been proven"
"So how did you finally know it was all a conspiracy?"
"Me and Dirga including children with intelligence above average, we certainly immediately can feel the peculiarity in the incident. It was he who traced the events that befell my parents and it turns out that they were harmed"
"..."
"I looked at the problems that had befallen our company until I finally found out that there were people behind the scenes who had manipulated the situation so we had a fatal mistake that was bad for many people"
"..."
"By teetering me and young people trying to get back up, no matter how tired and tired we work. Without me knowing the air has changed"
"Changed?" Ask does not understand
"Yes sister-in-law, the aerospace I know is a jolly innocent child, he is also a coward like an ordinary child. But the tragedy that befell our parents and the grievous reality that he knew eventually turned him into a cold, stiff, arrogant and sadistic man. All the friendly attitude he showed was merely manipulation to take down his opponent without any resistance. There is no more sincerity of him"
Asya was just speechless trying to understand every mike speech without any mistakes
"He even entered the underworld, I did have a mental disorder so it was not impossible for me to be a psychopath. But it turns out that the air is able to surpass me, he is more terrible than the devil. Whenever someone makes him angry then he will gladly pluck the heart from the chest cavity of the owner"
Asya who heard mike's speech became creepy, he immediately remembered the event when he put a gun on his head and secretly aimed at his parents. He gave thanks in his heart, at least his decision at that time was quite right. Because according to mike's story if only that time he chose to rebel, of course, both his parents would experience something terrible
"But brother-in-law, some time later I was able to see a smile again, a smile that appeared from inside him and not a falsehood" mike smiled sincerely when saying
Asya just looked at mike with curiosity, near him mike and then he put a plate of fried rice that he had finished making it on the table to eat right in front of his sister-in-law
"I feel like I'm back to finding my missing brother" said mike happily
"really?" Ask curiously
"Thanks to the air more often smile sincerely, I'm really grateful for that"
"Omong empty" asya laughed in disbelief at the words of mike who he thought was making up
"I'm serious brother-in-law, the aerospace smiling even laughing sincerely by your cause"
Asya even opened his voice to divert his conversation with his sister-in-law, mike who realized the situation did not continue the discussion
"Eat mike, before the food gets cold" smiled gently at Mike who was still looking at the food in front of him
"It doesn't matter if the food gets cold, as long as it's not just Anne who is cold to me" said mike with a ignorant smile, anne who heard it just smiled clumsily
Anne was always accompanying asya, actually Anne had moved to rest earlier when she heard a loud mike sound that made her standby and quickly moved beside the mistress
"Stop flirting with my bodyguard, or I'll knock your head off" I don't know, Mike was always able to comfort her even in a silly, obnoxious way
"Sister-in-law" called out to mike as he stopped the movement of his hand scooping the fried rice
"What else is mike?"
"Whatever happens face it, never run away. Because running will never solve the problem, there only adds to the problem"
"Yes yes. Little sister-in-law is chatty, finish your food immediately"
Mike instead of being offended even chuckled, he really likes the blatant attitude of his brother-in-law. He felt sorry for almost killing her