Pomegranates

Lousy.

Arriving at home.

"Please enter!!" I cried while opening the door.

We entered the house and sat in the living room.

"Oh yes, sorry if my house is less comfortable and small. There are two rooms here, so tonight I'm not going to sleep with you"

"Oh.iya makasi" she replied.

After a few hours later, the time showed at 22:00 pm, Mangata woke up and cried making Zahwan deliver her to my room and just entered without permission.

"As.. sorry to bother, Mangata seems to want nyusu?"

Hearing that voice woke me up, shocked and screaming because tonight I was wearing thin pajamas with no arms.

"Sorry, I don't mean" he said.

I covered my body with a blanket and took Mangata.

"Well, can I stay here until she's done breastfeeding?"

"No way,!!"

"But I want to get you guys"

Because I don't have to accept it either.

Given our relationship that does not know ended or not, but according to our country still have married status. But religiously, he and I separated for a long time, we should have separated, but because I ran away, and not Zahwan's intention was to abandon us to die of responsibility and living, so according to religion, I kept his wife.

Given that, it made me dare to open my blanket and pull out my breasts in front of her to breastfeed Mangata, making her misbehave.

"Emmm.. As, I'm sorry if I used to like asking you to keep penanpilan. Now that I see you change, stay young, and your body is good, no one else will think that if you are a woman who already has children, you are working hard to maintain your body shape. There must be a lot of it, peria who taught you to be Mangata's father."

Hearing that Zahwan was stunned, he just remembered if I was his wife.

"Well, will you come back to my side?" Seriously said.

The atmosphere also turned awkward. But that awkwardness broke when Zahwan's phone rang.

Then the man brought the phonsel from his pants pocket and lifted it.

"Ethalia called. I'll pick up!!"

"Why should I ask permission first?". My speech.

Zahwan raised his phone, heard if Ethalia asked about her situation. And tell Zahwan to come home tomorrow.

Why, now hearing that I don't feel pain anymore, maybe because I'm used to it and start forgetting my feelings for it.

I didn't realize I was falling asleep while breastfeeding Mangata. Making Zahwan come to us and try to move it, but when he wanted to release Mangata's mouth from my breast, his hand accidentally touched my chest making his behavior wrong. I felt it was made to wake up, at first I wanted to scream but my mouth was closed by his index finger, while telling fear to wake Mangata. We looked at each other, my chest began to beat fast, I began to feel restless, Escape in my thoughts, we refracted the feelings of the heart through the eyes that greeted each other. I could no longer control myself, unconsciously, our heads came closer and docked, then our lips touched each other gently.

"Mom!!"

The voice instantly awakened the two of us, making me instantly detach from Zahwan.

"Darling.you're up!!"

But suddenly he fell back asleep, and Zahwan moved him to the cot that was on the side .

Because it was so sleepy that we did not remember so we slept in the same place.

The night was getting late, I felt a heavy object was beating on me, then slowly growling into my chest. And when I opened my eyes, it turned out to be Zahwan, but the touch hypnotized me so that I was powerless to rebel, I began to fall asleep, a feeling that had been two years away from my body, and I had no power to rebel, now I feel it again.