Pomegranates

Musing.

The afternoon after I was driven home by Zahwan to the house, after arriving, I immediately entered the house without inviting him to stop by first. Meanwhile, from inside the house my mother was watching us from behind the window.

"What is your relationship with Zahwan? so you're still reckless with him. You have no self-esteem huh? , no pain and no shame?, you should inget ... how do people know Zahwan to you. Whatever the case, you are always blamed. His son was also wrong. You are humiliated by his sodas in public, in tanpar without knowing the obvious reason.remember it was As!!, I was heartbroken if I had to remember that, it felt if not restraint, I was afraid to, I want to take the matter on the legal track."

Hearing that I can only be silent, what my mother said is true, and. when her family blames me in every detail, Zahwan is silent instead of defending me. I know he loves me, but not as much as I love him. I sacrificed everything for her, but not one of her sacrificed for me, should I hate her? why does it feel so hard.

What this love has fooled me, enough until here I was toyed with, I am not his doll as good as his heart he came and stayed away.

Not because I love him, he can be as good as his heart, make mistakes as he pleases, because he knows I will forgive him, not this time. I have to change.I have to have self-esteem.

Choose to leave, or leave.

Mother's words really made me dilemma, because it was difficult to hate her, I better go to avoid her.

The next day I was away from C city, with just a little change of clothes would not make anyone suspect I went far.

While on the trip I decided all contracts with the company, on the grounds of leave ahead of the birth, fortunately my boss allowed it. After a few hours, I reached the city I was heading to. When I entered the apartment building I wanted to rent, suddenly in life I felt my stomach hurt, I forgot that now my gestational age is almost 9 months.

He carried me until the life was open, and the doctor came. Looks like it was the doctor she knew so she came immediately and took me into the apartment room I had ordered.

After a long time of labor, I did not know that it felt like it would hurt this much, as hard as I could give it up to the life of the bet, and I also heard the cry of the baby and then unconscious.

After awakening, the doctor approached me and congratulated me, the baby boy.

"Oh yes doc... who was helping me.. that's RB right? "

"Yes mba, he's an R-B actor. It just so happens that he's having an event in another room in this apartment to take on the filming of a toll show"

"Wahh.. was very happy to meet him. did the doctor know him?"

"Yes, I'm an obstetrician who has worked with his sister."

It was a good thing to meet an actress.