Please!!Please Dear Me (Nia Daily Book)

Chapter 8. Ended Already

Happy Reading's.....

(Custom reading because reading is the Window of the World)

The warning!!!

In the story there are harsh words of wise readers, do not follow the scene in the story. Thank you ^_^

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I also woke up. I who woke up with a still blurry view (not clear), the head was still shakeless

Suddenly my stomach was nauseous, I immediately headed to the bathroom. When I finished I immediately lay in my bed and immediately dipped my phone. I found time is late afternoon

I immediately closed my eyes and unconsciously I fell asleep, with my condition (body on limp, and stomach hurt )

****midnight****

Time shows at 02:00 p.m. I woke up with a shivering whole body, I immediately took my blanket and immediately lay in my bed

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The next morning. I immediately told my parents that I could not attend school

"My body is all shivering (hatchii.), like I got the flu ma" I said.

"Hm. If you are, go to bed. Nih (until you give a sheet of money), you will buy your own medicine. Mama Papa go to work first" said mom leaving home

(I went straight back to my room)

With this kind of situation I've been used to the old age. Being hurt, being dumped, being ignored and being his

But I will never give up on praying to the Almighty in the middle of the night. It's exactly 02:00 in the morning

I always pray that someday I will be reunited with someone who truly loves and loves me sincerely, and I believe also all of it will be beautiful at his time ^_ ^

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With the walk of time I was finally sitting in the class lX (three Junior High) soon I will face the name of the National exam

But now I do not take private lessons anymore with my teacher, starting from yesterday's incident, making me decide to quit tutoring. From the continuous on my mind will be tormented

With my situation now makes me confused and afraid to face the National exam. For two reasons that

Afraid I will stay in class, surely if the class stay will be made fun of/deprecated - despicable

If you live in class, you will definitely meet and meet with the same person. I don't want that to happen, because I'm tired of seeing the behavior of my teachers and friends towards me

I also learned desperately from now on to face the National Examination later. Right now, I need someone by my side to teach me

But there's no one I can hope for right now. I also studied by myself. Fortunately my age now has the internet, I can easily learn it. Although it cannot be said with a killer he understands

I studied seriously and seriously

*****

Arriving at the National Examination, I pum got a good enough score, although not included very well. But I'm so grateful the end I was able to graduate as well

(Diploma time period)

"Well your diploma" said buk risda thrusting maps containing my diploma

I immediately took her, rushed to leave. Willing to step suddenly Mother Risda spoke made me so stopped

"You can yaa. A fool like you can pass "he said Buk risda with his cynical smile

I left with a sick heart. I don't understand, why does buk risda do that to me so often???

If you think that school breakup is the saddest thing. If for me it's the happiest thing in my life, because I'm going to get out of hell for the three years I've lived, it's over

*****

After the diploma t'lah out his end I can be free. The chances of interacting with the people around you will be few

I also enjoyed my vacation for months. If I can be honest, I hate/dislike having to interact with people around me

Most people around me who make me often injured in the conversation/words, actions/behavior they have towards me

I spent my holidays reading novels, comics, watching movies (comedy, romantic), playing games. During this vacation, it felt like I was living like this life was just my own

"Lonely" yups, that word that deserves to be described against me, I think I'd rather be alone, than have to gather will make a heartache to the person and hurt us

Whatever I try to blend in (join my group). I was always rejected, never accepted

*****

Time runs when fast, making school holidays will soon end until now I have not allowed to continue school where (High School)

From what I experienced from Primary School (SD) to Secondary School (SMP). Experiencing things that I do not want, makes me afraid to face the High School Period (SMA) later

I wish my life would stop because I've been tired of it all this time. I can only give up too. It's free that I end my life by suicide, there will be no difference if I go to hell ((i will be equally tormented both on earth and in the hereafter)

I can only surrender to the circumstances, maybe it is my destiny to live this all

During my junior High School (SMP) years. I also have one more desire for the Creator that is "May I die quickly" his death means I was like hit or a dangerous disease

With the circumstances that I have lived all this time make me not eager to live, and live only for whom and for what???

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I also forget the events of the past (which have happened). I also tried to open a new leaf for my High School later

I also live normally like a normal person, as if the events I experienced in the First High School (SMP) never happened

I was entered with the same school but now I am in High School (SMA). Me and my sister whose name is lia, we both went to school in the same place :-)

I was invited with my mother to buy school equipment, once there I saw the bag with shoes to make my heart captivated, as if I wanted to have it

"You see what" said my mother

"No way ma, I just see the same bag his shoes are good" I said

"Don't be weird, besides your shoes and your bag. Still good, right??? " strictly mom

"Still ma" I said

"Well that's it, baby later the money" said mama went to look for my school clothes

His taste I want to have it, but it's impossible to have it. Because I don't want to bother my parents (i'll catch up with my mother soon)

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