Please!!Please Dear Me (Nia Daily Book)

Chapters. 5 Insults & Disfigurement

Happy Reading's... ^_^

(Custom reading because reading is the Window of the World)

The warning!!!

In the story there is a violent scene, a wise reader, will not imitate the scene.

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It was my position that confused me, between life and death. I who do not have the spirit of life, like a zombie. A living body but a dead soul that doesn't know what my life is really about

I've always been surrounded by people who hate me for no reason, who never thought I existed. I was always exiled, exiled. Cacian, insults are like my daily food

Began to be separated by teachers. Teachers who like to be picky in teaching their students. What else if the children of his students are children of the rich, most dear to the teacher. You guys never experienced it???

From friends who didn't want me to level up, who always kept pushing me to walk where I was. If I grow a little, they will suffer even more

Starting from the insult of words, exiled/excommunicated, will even play physical contact. I always wondered why they could do that to me, but I never did anything bad to them

Come to think of it, no wonder either. My parents were the same people who never thought of me. I am a biological child but like their stepchildren, born but never thought to exist. In my heart I always ask (What?? My birth, do they want it or not??)

Do not be for time together, what else to support me, ask about my condition alone never

If you say I'm cute and innocent,.I admit, I find it most difficult to interact with people around me. But I keep learning, for I can be accepted in my community. But instead they used me, because of my innocence.

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(School)

Because of my innocence, I was often told to buy food/cook handmade by my friends, almost every day they do it to me

It's not that I don't want to refuse. But I was afraid that if I refused later, they would do nothing to me

My position is all wrong, if I don't reject it. I will starve during the subjects, a short rest period, eaten by them.

Not only that they borrowed money/pocket money from each other and never returned it.

Faulting myself to the point that I fell on the floor, the distance between my face and the table where the nails protruded, almost a bit more ill-fated. You guys know that?? If my eyes land there?? (maybe I'll be blind for a long time)

And when I lay on the floor, they laughed at me

Seeing me I was tormented, it was seen by the look on their faces that they were very happy

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(Les Afternoon)

I intend tutoring this afternoon I want to look more attractive, with a nice dress. Maybe with me dressed attractively, maybe I could be accepted in their environment. I'll leave soon too

(Until School)

I went from home to school, on foot. Seeing them (there is our school security department, near the gate). I just entered the school gate, those who know my whereabouts (about me)

Directly talking about me, look at the eyes that look at me with no sellow

I just walked right away, to my class (without caring about it)

(Les t'lah over)

I was about to walk towards the gate, my steps were dismissed by my classmates, no longer was his name vivi

(my steps are stopped)

I immediately turned to look back "what is vi??? "

"Nothing, just want to say your body is ugly like the mother of one child and your face when old and ugly for a child of the age of Junior High" said vivi (with a spark and leave immediately)

Believe me, but it's real. He, just calling me just wanted to say that

****Up to Home****

I face the disbelief, seeing myself

"What??? I'm so old and ugly to be a Junior High" I murmured

Starting from these words made me never confident (insecure) in my face and appearance

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So afraid of school, inner fatigue and soul. I often skipped school pretending to be sick (to my parents). With the circumstances of my parents who never cared about me, the plan I did always worked

By me doing that, not getting myself out of my problems. No way, I will continue to reason that I am sick, so as not to go to school

I also ventured to eliminate my incident, which happened at school with my parents

(Night, at home)

I'm the one from the room to the guest room. I saw both parents, again busy with both his Mobile and Adek ku who was cool with his favorite show (the cartoon)

(I directly attacked them)

"Y!!! " say me

"Hmm" mama's response, whose view is still focused on her phone

Without talking, I immediately told her. This is ma, at school. Nia treated.... ". I haven't finished my sentence yet, my sentence is cut off

"Treated, Which cake???. At most they just play games" said mom

"From you here, go in the room. Learn better" said Mama once again

(I'll be in my room soon)

I who can't do anything can only be silent

Slow time, the inner pain that I feel every day. Make myself like a temperamental person who hurts myself (That stings my head, hits my head with my own hands, and pulls my hair as tight as possible )

I do this every day, on the third night. With my situation like this, I don't know what else to do (make myself like crazy) . I who continue to be treated the same by my friends, starting I sit in 4th grade Elementary School, already 4 years passed, I am still treated with the same thing

I don't know,, what I was thinking. But what I'm thinking now is I just want to die

(Connected...).

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