Please!!Please Dear Me (Nia Daily Book)

Chapters. 7 Tears (Switching)

Happy Reading's....

(Custom read, because reading is the Window of the World)

Warning!!!!

In this story, there are violent scenes and harsh words. Wise readers do not imitate the scene in the story well ^_^

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It has been a year more passed, now I have unconsciously stepped myself in the class Vlll (Two Junior High), it turns out time goes so fast

Because I have started to sit in the class Vlll (Two Junior High). I decided to take private lessons with each teacher because in a moment, I will climb the class lX (3 Junior High) will face the National exam

Plan to make preparations from now on for a more mature future

If you say pinter I'm not too smart which is important to try and learn (because no one is not pinter(stupid), if he wants to try and try )). I'm the weakest/difficult to catch in math, physics, chemistry. What about you guys??? Hehe (:- D)

I immediately took private lessons with each of his subject teachers

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The night at home. I asked permission from both my parents, as usual, my parents were always focused on their cell phones

(I approached them)

"Ma!!!, I want private lessons can't ma??" just ask me

"Les??? " my mom looked at me

(I also got a beard)

"What do you want, what do you want??" mama returned her counsellor

"The nia plan, want to take the subjects of Mathematics, physics and chemistry ma. You see, it's a bit difficult in the field of lessons ma" said I

"How much money, private money??" many mama are back

"It's not expensive" I said

"Yes there. But remember!!, the tutoring is true. The tutoring money is not cheap loh" said the mother who refocused her views on me

"Oke ma" said I was happy (^_^)

(I'll be back in the room soon)

***The next day***

I can already take private lessons, when the tutoring after school. I packed myself to leave

(to the destination)

How surprised I was, when I met my friends who took private lessons, champion one (1) to champion six (6). What is my power that is only a twenties champion (20) only

I was immediately insecure (feeling no longer eager for tutoring). Not only that they can also be said to be people who are, rather than me just mediocre.

Just my guess is that they're more careful than me. I was just left alone. If by stating (actually) , it should be me who should be more concerned is me, because I am more less, than them

(after completion)

When the others are home. I want to go home in the intercept by the three of them (nisa, neha, risti)

"What do you mean??? Follow les all" nyolot risti with song

"There is no other meaning, just want to learn. I was weakest in this lesson" I said

"If you're stupid, you're stupid. Don't be so cocky" Neha said

"Eh!!, remember well. Eloo won't be a class champion. If it happens, then we are the same as us" said Nisa who immediately went to die with neha and risti

To encourage me, I always say to myself

"If they are sirik (jealous), because they cannot be like me. If not sirik, there is no way they do that to me" I said in my heart while stroking my chest

(Walking up time)

Well good thing I can follow her, it's a lucky thing. Gradually the lessons got longer, more difficult. Makes myself a problem

I was given the matter of the teacher in private diles, I also immediately worked on it. It turns out that all the things I've been working on are a lot of people who are in conflict

It made the teacher angry, and put out words I didn't want to listen to at all

" What's your name???" lots of Buk lisda

For a teacher to his student, I don't remember him

"Nia buk" I said, already scared

"Who are your Mom and Dad's names??" ask again buk lisda, immediately ask the names of my parents

"My father's name is william buk and my mother's clarisa. What's wrong with buk???" I answered back, who asked what this had to do with my parents

"Why else did you say???, you know they are both the most unlucky parents because they have given birth to you" said buk risda in a loud tone

"Why were you born???. You know what??? Your face is difficult (for people who are near you emotions, that makes people difficult again. I don't know for anything you were born" said buk risda who left to die in class

All my friends have gone home, I live alone in class. Mother Risda's words pierced the deepest of hearts, and destroyed her.

I immediately ran to the house with my condition very destroyed, After arriving at the house I immediately locked my room door and turned on my water tap, and turned on the television with full volume

I immediately screamed and cried with his frenzy, banging all over the body to the fatal part (head part), pulling, pulling, and hit my head against the wall as tightly as possible (causing bruises on the forehead)

I'm like a person who lost his mind (in my brain I just want to die and kill myself) and the word buk risda that but still keep coming to my mind

My gaze was fixed on one object, not another is the perfume of clothes that I often wear Everyday, I immediately grabbed it, and returned to sit under the floor of my room

I immediately sprayed the perfume into my mouth three times and immediately swallowed it. A strange taste goes into the uneasiness, a very bitter taste

I dragged on in grief, as if wanting to overflow. I immediately pulled out the grunts in my heart. With my situation like this, there was not a single person on my side

I am tired, with my situation like this. I immediately went against the Creator (God)

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Lord... Why am I born in this state, nia very tired of God with this situation, nia always be wronged constantly

Nia just wants to be happy, God. This is not the situation that you want. Why can't she be like other people, who can get happiness

Nia is not sinter, but not from that nia can be trampled without self-esteem. Why God is not in the division of life. What to be proud of in this life

Why should nia who should experience this, from parents who do not care, as well as teachers and friends who hate nia. What's wrong with that??? Why does everyone do this to Nia

Is that a damned human being, to the point of having to experience this. Whyyy??? Why then, must God be born??. Wh why?? (while writing the diary, I continued to spray perfume into my mouth constantly)

Unknowingly the farfum that was full, now only half her stay

In so many words, only this time it was a word that broke my heart. Do they know??? What they say, it breaks someone's heart

Do they know?? If what they're talking about adds to their life problems, do they know??? Before they talk like that, he's been having a lot of trouble with you talking like that you're making yourself more devastated

Do they know?? The person you've been talking about, isn't as loud (as strong) as you think

From now on"Let's be on trial"

Because (Your mouth is your tiger). Do not get in talking you/your words, make people hurt and do things that are not (such as suicide)

Then you are no different as a murderer (without touching him)

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After I finished writing the diary, my very chaotic thoughts directed to a view at the end of the room "Agomber Exterminator(Baygon)" I immediately took, intending to straighten it into the throat

When I was about to take a stand, suddenly my mind was stopped by the words of my religious teacher when I was a child

"If suicide is a sin, and will come in

Hell" made myself not to uphold her

Suddenly my head was dizzy, making myself fall on the floor

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