
Episode 147: Truth is like a double-edged sword.
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Keenan who in his mind there is only Love and the baby candidate did not even have time to wait for a private driver to deliver, he immediately drove himself at full speed to the hospital mentioned by Rey.
The clock is late in fact but Keenan does not care, he must ensure the condition of the woman he loves with his own eyes.
"I hope you're okay, otherwise I won't be able to forgive myself" Keenan stressed his voice, gripping the steering wheel and speeding faster.
Fear and worry filled his chest.
Due to the high speed and the quiet road because it was late at night, Keenan had quickly reached the hospital.
She ran into the hospital, and by chance that night Layla returned briefly to her house to pick up essential supplies for Love, because she was in a hurry to bring nothing.
So he rushed to the house and would return to the hospital soon.
While Keenan, his breathing became heavier, his footsteps slowed down as he reached the door of the room where Love was cared for.
His heart raced and his hands clasped tightly.
He opened the door which was a sliding model, slowly and gently he opened the door.
"Deg!"
A roar of pain at the sight of his most loved one lying limp and pale, all of Love's hands and wrists wrapped in bandages, Keenan stepped closer and stood near Love.
For a long time he looked as if he was going to make sure that nothing dangerous happened to him.
His firm hands approached and rubbed the face of Love, he rubbed so gently to make sure that Love would not wake up by his touch.
He sat down at the side of Love lying down, staring at her face as if he wanted to record Love's face in his memory.
"If I were just an ordinary guy with no family background, you and I would be so happy, I can't even show you how excited I was to know we were going to have a child,"
"I can't let you know anything, I can't do you any harm, so please just hang on and take care of yourself until I become worthy of you later on,"
"Feel my heart because I'll never forget you like I said, I never said this in person, but I love you so much,"
Keenan lowered his body and placed his face near Love, he whispered softly, saying things that he could not say in his house earlier.
She then looked at Love's face up close, she kissed her lips softly as she closed her eyes, "I'll be back quickly, once everything is done I'll be back to you, telling me how much I only love you and how much I can't express my happiness in the presence of our future baby,"
Keenan kissed the lips of Love for so long, feeling a kiss that he will remember forever, he rubbed his cheeks and spilled his unexpressed feelings while he was in his house earlier.
One thing Layla knows, if the man has loved his daughter too much that puts her on the edge of the abyss alone.
There was something she could not say to Love and it was that made her daughter look so frustrated and sad.
Layla slightly lowered her head at this moment, she stepped away and let Keenan spend time with her daughter, her instincts as a mother could sense her, if the man really was a man who wanted to protect his daughter out of what danger.
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Truth is like a double-edged sword, if truth is known to a person then the burden he carries is equivalent to how much truth he knows.
Just like Love, if Love and the people around him know the truth if in fact Keenan never let go of Love and do not want to divorce it, he said, then the chance of failure of the plan that has been prepared by Keenan will be greater and the life of Love or Mother will be threatened.
If Love knows everything Keenan hides, then what he knows will endanger Love at any time, and everything will be in vain.
So Keenan chooses to put up and sacrifice his heart for a while, he will eliminate all the dangers that always come close to Love just because Love comes from an ordinary family.
Only in that way can Love be truly free and protected without any danger to come in the future.
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In the hospital,
After a moment of satisfying the longing he could not show while at home, Keenan now stared intently and firmly, now he had something he had to protect.
Not only the woman he loves, not only his mother, but his future baby too.
She rubbed the flat belly of Love, "Take care of your mother, I love her so much you know, you have to be my substitute when Dad's not around, you understand?" Keenan spoke as if their baby-to-be could answer.
After he did that, he swallowed all the bitter taste in his heart, he got up and stood up, he indeed could not choose which family he was born into, but now he could do one thing.
That is killing anyone who wants to harm what is valuable to him, no exception whatever it is.
He clutched his hands, his sharp eyes and his racing heart.
He will return to the place where everything came from, where the elders who uphold the customs of their noble families, who are willing to eradicate anything that is not in accordance with the norms they created themselves.
Keenan sure, who harmed his mother must be them, his father had not been able to dwell for too afraid to harm his mother who was hidden and also Keenan himself, then Keenan would replace his father to eradicate them all.
And the way is only one, releasing all the bonds that exist so that Keenan does not have weaknesses, as if following the path like the elders plan is to pretend to have a good relationship with Clara then that's when Keenan will finish them all off.
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