Playboy Boss
I'm used to being ignored.
Episode 138: I'm used to being ignored.
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At Keenan's residence, the,
Love enters the room with a cry that can not be weathered, everything that happens today is too surprising and like not real, there is still hope in the heart of Love if all that is just a lie.
He sat on the bed, his hands unable to stop gripping, his fingernails always clashing with the other fingers out of fear and shock.
"He won't leave me, he says he'll be with me, it's all a lie! it's all just a lie! yeah, all the lies, he must be just kidding!"
The words shook and heartbreakingly from her mouth, unwilling to accept the reality of how her husband said she was bored.
Until his fingernails were pierced, which continued to clash in response to the unstoppable shock of him, he was not aware he was injuring himself.
"G ..."
He saw his fingers bleeding, his tears welling up in both his eyeballs making the scene feel hazy, the tears that again and again had to flow because he was no longer needed and would be thrown away.
"Tests!"
"Tests!"
Her tears trickled down the bloody wound in the hand caused by herself.
The wrenching emotional shock as if an old wound he was about to heal was tattered back but thousands of times far painful from the past.
"No!"
The door opened at that moment, and he saw that if Keenan entered their private room, Love immediately stood up and his eyes widened, Love followed Keenan's footsteps, as if avoiding Keenan not to look at her.
"Srek!"
Keenan took all the pillows and blankets on the bed and hugged her tightly, "I'll sleep in my private room, if you want to sleep here just sleep," he said, still taking his eyes off.
"Why do you have blankets and pillows here, and in your private room there are pillows and blankets, do you want me to freeze to death here?" ketus Love with breath that is increasingly hunting.
Her mood went up and down, and sadness, anger and disappointment were what filled her heart now.
Keenan who heard that of course did not agree, he took the blankets and pillows that were in this room because the blankets and pillows in this room had the scent of Love's body, she said, if she can't sleep with him at least she can hug the blanket and pillow later.
"Why did it die? the blankets and pillows all over this house are mine, I'll give you a new blanket and pillow!" ketus Keenan finally accidentally looked towards Love.
At that time he saw the face of Love who was angry like he was sick, his fingers drained blood and his body seemed to vibrate violently while standing.
"Shelf!"
He unconsciously threw all the blankets and walked over with big strides.
With a hunting breath and anger on his face, Keenan felt annoyed at how this woman would end up injured if he left.
"How can he live without me if only this is how it hurts?"
"Lady is weak, just makes me worry! goddamnit!"
He growled in his heart, he bandaged the wounds of Love with an angry expression yet he went back to silence.
The love that saw it was of course confused, when his scarred fingers had been bandaged, Keenan stood up and was about to leave just like that.
"Srek!"
Love held Keenan's hand, "Don't go, I promise I'll be a good woman, please don't throw me away like everyone else, you said you'll protect me and give me what I never got, I just want you, I don't want anything so please don't go, don't throw me away,"
Love looked down, her crying broke again, and she clutched Keenan's hand very firmly.
"Deg!"
Keenan's heart ached so much, he was eager to hug this woman and tell her if not even once she hated or threw it away, if her feelings remained the same even bigger every day.
But the more Keenan loves Love, the more Keenan must let go of Love.
Keenan did not dare to look and look into the eyes of Love, if he did that he knew that all his efforts would be in vain.
He would immediately embrace her and all attempts to separate himself and Love would be useless.
Keenan remained silent, he let go of Love's hand and picked up the blanket and pillow that had been thrown.
"Tomorrow, the waiter will come and give the letter again, if you don't want any further problems you'd better sign, I don't like it when women beg like this, it makes you the same as my playwomen all this time, who finally begs me," Keenan said, leaving Love silent.
He looked at the shoulder again, which seemed as if he would no longer look and draw near to it, would no longer hold it and give it protection.
Her crying stopped instantly, then as Keenan's footsteps reached the doorstep of the room, Love said a remark that hurt Keenan more than anything.
"Keenan, if you go through that door, our relationship will really end, I did say like you but all there is a limit, if you hurt me too deeply and go further, he said, I'm not really leaving and I won't be back until anytime!"
"You remember my words? I'm a man who likes to give up, I'm also forgetful, I'll give up and go and forget about you quickly!"
"I'm used to being thrown away, I'm used to being ignored, so if you dare to go through that door, then my feelings will also end for you just as much as my feelings for the person who threw me away!"
Love really, even though some of his words are lies, because his love has deepened, surely he will not be able to forget Keenan.
But Love will make this man turn his body around and not just show his shoulders like today.
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