Playboy Boss

Anger for yourself.

Episode 145: Anger for yourself.

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"Buck, motherfucker! why did when I left he look sadder than me? and he dumped me! goddamnit!" Love cursed within him while clutching his hand.

Anger, disappointment and pain fused to hurt her so deeply, that the cry would not be able to describe her heart right now.

He still remembers very clearly, how Keenan promised him the world, gave him a wish that exceeded his wish, and foolishly he believed it.

How else, the monster man came when he fell so deep, when he needed a lie, and the lie really came but he did not know it would hurt so much.

He hates everything, he doesn't like it, even when he looks at himself in the mirror he wants so badly to break the mirror, it doesn't stop him blaming himself for all his stupid beliefs.

"I'm stupid!"

"I hate myself!"

"Why should I trust him?"

"Obviously I already knew it was going to end like this, why would I fall into her charms?"

He then shouted he threw whatever he saw, his room was a mess, his breathing was like a rush after ruining everything.

He was now standing in front of the mirror, he was looking at his extremely pitiful face, pale face and puffy eyes.

With a hasty breath she took the small vase of flowers that was on the mirror table and threw it breaking the large mirror that showed her reflection.

"Let'soooo!"

She screamed hysterically, her hands sweeping through the scattered glass and dropping everything on the dressing table.

His mother, who had taken food for him to give her daughter, heard the scream.

Without waiting for long she ran and headed for her daughter's room.

"Love ...."

Layla was so shocked to see her daughter screaming hysterically with bloody hands, crying unbearably and pitifully.

Layla ran over and picked up the cloth she could find and covered the wounds on her daughter's hands.

"What exactly is it, son? why are you being like this?" Layla must have cried seeing the state of Love that looked like she had lost herself and could only cry.

Love did not even hear what her mother said, she kept crying and screaming.

Layla felt desperate by this situation, she knew that the wounds on her daughter's hands must be in order to bleed a lot.

Layla is a general practitioner so she knows, her hygiene and sterile tools are essential to a wound like the one experienced by her daughter.

At the same time,

The personal physician that Bram had alluded to earlier had come to Keenan's residence,

He immediately gave complete treatment to Keenan, where Bram had already explained how Keenan's wound, so the doctor had given treatment with complete equipment that he had brought.

After the doctor gave the treatment, he asked Keenan for permission to leave immediately.

Keenan who was not eager to do anything just lowered his head and leaned back on his bedroom bed, his eyes fixed on his side where he always hugged Love by his side.

He rubbed the bed and kept silent, this was the first time he felt a broken heart, it felt too painful and more like he had imagined.

"She really left, she went straight away, only one night she gave up straight away, she said she would forget me and give up on her feelings, whereas I, I love her so much, she said, the more the day goes on, you evil woman!"

"You don't know what my heart is right now, wanting to chase you down and say everything but I'm more afraid of losing you than of indulging my selfishness,"

He spoke softly, closed his eyes, now for the sake of the salvation of Love he must give up the selfishness of his heart as well as the feeling of his love, he cannot let Love be in greater danger and will regret it in the future.

Until he looked down and struggled with the emptiness of his heart, his eyes caught a ribbon slightly out of the desk drawer beside his bed, he looked at it for a little while until he finally decided to immediately sit down and open what it contained.

He opened the drawer and saw a box of his favorite blue, he was curious about the contents because it was wrapped very neatly and well.

He opened the ribbon and found a blue package, too, on top of which there was a letter.

He took the letter and read it.

"For my husband, you know your wish has finally been granted, now that our happiness will be complete, a baby has come into our lives, does this kind of excessive happiness deserve me? haha, obviously I'm so happy, I hope you don't laugh at me huh,"

"Oh yeah, I miss you so much, is it because I'm pregnant young? but I want to stay by your side, will you get bored of me if I stick to it? hehe, obviously I want us to be the fathers and mothers we deserve for our children,"

The writing he read seemed unreal, Keenan blinked his eyes many times, even shaking his hands until the letter fell.

He opened the little blue parcel in the box and looked at the photos of the still very small fetuses, and it must have been their child.

His gaze became blurry, his tears reminiscing in his eyes made everything blur, his tears dripped so profusely and his body trembled violently.

His hands clenched the photo very tightly. His heart was getting broken, he turned out to hurt his wife who would give this surprise to him.

His body was frozen but his heart was broken apart, regret but also anger towards himself, he hit his chest, he clutched his hand.

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