PHYSILOVAS

PHYSILOVA 04 - Dizziness With Scorsing

"Sembarking is better than talking to people who no longer believe in explanation despite the full truth."

~Arial~

Feelings restless. Arial opened the door of his house, silent. There was no sign of life welcoming him home. His legs were waltzing in with all the fatigue in his brain. Then shut the door of his house slowly.

Arial turned his body. A middle-aged woman stood upright in the middle of the living room with her hands folded in front of her chest, the look in her eyes showing emotions of disappointment, anger and full of warning. Arial grew increasingly violent, his body frozen stiff as ice. Wulan's gaze was scaring at him.

"So Mama got a call from your school" said Wulan coldly.

"Sorry, Ma. Arial can explain everything," said Arial timid if his speech disobeyed Wulan.

"Clearly what else? It's obvious!" Wulan lifted a piece of white paper.

"Ma," resigned Arial.

"Mama and Papa gave you the best to raise you. But this is your reply, Arial?! Not enough to disappoint you?" said Wulan began to vent his emotions that had been held for two hours to wait for Arial's arrival from his tutoring activities at a foundation after returning home from school.

Arial was speechless unable to reply to all of Wulan's words.

"You're a big boy, right?" ask Wulan then shut up for a moment. "You admit you're not a kid anymore, right?" continued.

Arial is still.

"Mommy's air, Arial!" wulan's exclamation rises an octave.

"Yes, Ma" said Arial quickly.

"You should know what's good and what's not for you and your friends" Wulan said.

"Sorry Arial, Ma" said Arial.

"Remember! Mama doesn't want to see you like this anymore. Mama wants, this is the last time you let Mama and Papa down. If you make Mama and Papa disappointed, Mama does not hesitate to transfer you to boarding school again," said Wulan firmly.

"Yes, Ma" answered Arial.

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Arial broke down his body that felt very tired. His muscles are stiff and may even freeze. Both of his eyes were very difficult to maintain to stay awake. Instead of wanting to sleep, Arial instead heard the sound of ringing messages in a row on his phone.

The group which was only inhabited by three people began to be crowded with chatter from Angga and Kevin.

Kevin Aditya: I was suspended for three days.

Angga Pratama : I also. Fate, yes. Wkwkwk.

Kevin Aditya: Kasian si @ArialBimaPradipta, noh! Tomorrow he has to help Bu Ambar give additional hours of lessons for students who are good at physics.

Arial scrolling his phone screen while feeling his name mentioned.

Arial Bima Pradipta: What lo, bring my name?!

Pratama Angga : Setdah! Wkwkwk.

Kevin Aditya: Lo khilaf, huh?

Pratama Angga: Uh, sorry! Typo guys! Hehe.

Kevin Aditya: Oh!

Angga Pratama : Btw, I mean very fierce.

Kevin Aditya - Haah. Lo ngeles!

Arial keeps his phone back on the nightstand. The twilight light entered his room, hitting the side of the box room containing rows of books on shelves one meter and a half high. His body decided to get up and walk out towards the backyard. But the sound of the doorbell made Arial turn around and walk towards the living room, although lazily then opened the door for the guest.

"Let Mama open," said Wulan from behind.

Arial turned his body and nodded. He resumed his steps for the back.

Arial sat leaning against the garden swing. His thoughts lead to a world of antagonism. His eyes were tightly closed.

"Arial," called Wulan as he walked over.

"Why, Ma?" tanya Arial straightened her body.

"There's your friend, girl. He said he wanted to see you" explained Wulan.

"Who, Ma?"

"Elsa. Samperin's spit."

That creature again. Arial sighed heavily then lazily stepped his feet towards the living room. Every time he heard the name of the girl, his ears were always throbbing pain.

"Hi" said Elsa standing up from her seat as Arial appeared and sat down on the main sofa.

Bi Tini came up with one glass of mango juice. "Please, Non," he said politely giving the mango juice he brought.

"Yes, Bi. Thank you," said Elsa.

Bi Tini passed, Arial started to open his mouth with a question. "What's wrong?"

"Gue miss you," honestly Elsa. His smile did not escape to show the figure in front of him who he always considered as a prince.

Arial screeches. "Sorrys. I don't have much time. Mending lo go home," he kicked it out later.

"Well" complained Elsa. A disappointed look was clearly on his face.

Arial exhaled his breath rough. "Mending lo go home. I'm sleepy," he said cuek.

"l. You didn't really? Hooke's law is a law or provision regarding love in the field of taste science that occurs because of the elasticity of a heart or soul," Oceh Elsa does not care about Arial who will listen to him or not.

Arial was silent, with a puff he turned his face away and refused to look at Elsa.

Elsa continued to develop her sweetest smile despite Arial's apparent cold demeanor before her eyes. Good thing baby, be patient my heart, his mind caresses the chest.

Arial clucking. His mood is getting destroyed because of the presence of a tiny girl who does not know the time.

"Al," call Elsa sound spoiled.

Arial didn't tell him.

"The magnitude of love according to Hooke's law will be directly proportional to the longing that resides in the heart from its normal position," continued Elsa issued all the formula of her fingers that she had memorized desperately.

"Honey, your brain position is not normal," Arial replied indifferently.

Elsa gulps down her mango juice. Let's just say it's the sweetest reply from Arial's mouth.

"Mending lo go home. Before I call the security guard to ngusir lo from here" Arial said coldly.

Staring at Arial's flat face, his hand turned the lid of the jar of banana chips. Then eat it regardless of Arial's face which clearly looks increasingly upset.

"Calculate from now on. One until five" said Arial coldly.

"Lo was already counting," replied Elsa deliberately wanted to make Arial even more upset.

The man snorted. Then looking at Elsa sharply made the girl before him blink his eyes while trying to survive Arial's piercing eyes.

"Good face. Hehehe" said Elsa, chuckling as she picked up the banana chips she picked up.

"Bring it home. Your ex, I'm not doyan," cynical Arial.

"Now I'm not talking. Lah, later when we are married, you will be the most loved by my used food," reply Elsa is not afraid in the least. His mouth still devoured the banana chips he plucked.

Arial screeches. Completely annoyed with the rancid girl before him.

"Gue know, you jaim guy," chirped Elsa and then shut up for a moment. "Gue knows you like me, too" he said a second later.

"Small body parts, rancid behavior, uplifting. Complete package," maki Arial.

The girl sizzled. "Lo himself. Body kayak stick, behavior songong. The fix! Similar to agarwood," replied Elsa did not want to be defeated by the insults and insults that Arial threw for her.

Arial clucking. The girl in front of him could always turn her back. "Mending loan back! Back there!" he was full of emphasis in every word.

Elsa throbs. "Gue won't come back until you tell me the truth if you like me too!" resolute reply.

Arial rolled his eyeballs. He was really caught off guard by the presence of a girl in his life. "God! The horrors! Upil kudanil aja no one likes the same lo," he said.

Patience my heart dear, patience. One day, I will certainly Arial often talk romantically, said Elsa in her heart. The girl stroked his chest again.

"Denger too, Arial! Sometimes I like hard bedain where the ass of a horse, where your mouth that you like to talk about blasphemy people," the girl in front of him with a punch. Then get up and go. But the heavy hand managed to stop his steps. Elsa felt Arial's breath blow through her ears.

"Originally you know. Your effort is like a number multiplied by zero," sharply Arial shrinks Elsa's guts.

The girl turned to look at Arial. "Gue tau's. You like me, "he said. The look in his eyes even more challenging the two eagle eyes of the guy in front of him. Until his gaze met each other for a few seconds before Elsa landed her kiss on Arial's lips with a glance.

Arial could do nothing when the girl touched his lips. He could only be dumbstruck while staring at Elsa who quickly blurred from before him.

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First day of suspension!

At six and a half in the morning, the group chat trio of cows started to fuss.

Angga Pratama: I want to go to school, guys!

Kevin Aditya: What is it?

Angga Pratama: At home, I got a nagging nyokap mulu!

Arial Bima: Patience. Come istighfar. Astarghfirullah's.

Angga Pratama: Astaghfirullah's.

Kevin Aditya: The Astaghfirullah.

A few moments later.

Kevin Aditya: Lo vent?

Angga Pratama: I'm speech!

Arial Bima: Enough Rhoma!

Kevin Aditya: Wait. Gokil lo!

Angga Pratama: Training as a comedian. Wkwkwk.

Arial Bima: The Luwak!

Kevin Aditya: Funny lo, kayak dog!

Angga Pratama: @KevinAditya. Wkwkwk.

Arial Milky Way: Wekwekwek.

"Hm."

"Called Papa" said Chika.

"Yes." Yeah." Arial immediately came out of his room and met Iskandar-Papanya. He just left the group chat.

Arial sat opposite Wulan and next to Iskandar.

"You got a suspension?" tanya Iskandar began to open the main topic without further ado.

"Yes, Pa" replied Arial.

"How many days?"

"Three days, Pa."

The middle-aged man nodded his head and was silent for a moment. "Thank you for making Papa embarrassed" he continued, leaving the dining room. "Chinese. Come on!" then on to his youngest.

"I go first, Ma. Sis. Assalamu'alaikum." Chika kisses the back of Wulan's hand and Arial then immediately darts following Iskandar.

"Wa'alaikumsalam" replied Wulan.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," added Arial slowly barely audible. His mind was unable to compromise with Iskandar's words a few seconds ago. He realized that he had often made Iskandar ashamed of his behavior.

"Al," call Wulan.

Arial looked at Wulan.

"You see for yourself, don't you see how your father is disappointed?" wulan.

Arial nodded weakly. "Arial just goes after Kevin, Ma. He was gang-raped by five thugs" Arial said. "Is that wrong, Ma?" he started telling the truth.

Wulan seemed to be silent.

"Ma. Arial please. Mama believes in Arial, "persuade Arial for the truth. "If my mother doesn't believe. Mama can ask Angga and Kevin," he continued.

"obvious. They're yourfriends. Will support you" Mama replied.

"Ma. I swear, Arial does not lie," said Arial assured.

"Arials. This is what you got, brave to Mama?" press Wulan.

Arial exhaled slowly. "No, Ma. Arial just wants to tell me the truth."

"Yes. Ja. Mama believes in you," said Wulan briefly did not want to take a headache and then passed.

"Ma. Please, Arial this time alone, Ma," said Arial following the steps of Wulan.

"sorry. Mama's late," Wulan's response cuek.

"Ma. Arial should not have nolongin Kevin and prefer to menggebiarin he was gang raped by thugs rather than make Mama and Papa disappointed like gini," Arial cried again. But unfortunately, Wulan increasingly passed and did not seem to care much about her screeches. Arial exhaled his heavy breath. He ruffled his hair in annoyance and then immediately went back into his room. "Aarrrggghhh!!!!" anxiety restrained.

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Second day of suspension!

Arial sat on a light blue rug. Her back was propped up on the bed bale. His blank gaze looked at the leaves behind the window. He had not been out of his room all day and chose to be alone in his room.

"Sister," call Chika timidly to disturb Arial. He still wears his school uniform complete with his shoes and bag.

Arial kept the book he was holding on the carpet. He was still staring at the green leaves behind the window.

Chika looked towards the nightstand beside the bed. There is still a whole plate of food. Arial really didn't touch her at all.

"Don't eat?" chika asked attentively.

Arial is silent. He felt his stomach shake deeply. But whatever the power, the rice that should have entered his stomach accidentally he vomited again.

"Next time I don't eat. Brother can be sick," persuaded Chika gently.

"Yes. I'll eat later" replied Arial lazily.

"Sister." Chika sat next to Arial.

"Hm."

"From this hem-ham-hem mulu!"

"I have to tell a story, anyway," said Arial.

"Papa's not angry, really."

"Yes you know."

"Papa buy PS4 for Brother. Now it's in the middle."

Arial. I was intrigued by the facts Chika said. "Yes yes," said Arial sok cuek. Although actually in his heart he jumped excited.

"Ah, Brother. If it's not made, Papa says it will be sold again, you know!"

"Sell it," Arial challenges Chika to get upset.

"Dad Brother!" furious Chika.

Arial laughed a little.

"That's very nice, anyway!" exciting Chika.

Arial screeches. "Nyebelin too, you want me to whimper!"

"Udah ah! Tired! I was waiting for Papa in the middle room. Take Brother for a battle game," said Chika rise.

"Why are you home?" Arial looked up, staring at Chika.

"Udah," replied Chika jutek.

"Tumbens. Usually two days back," murmured Arial his head back to stare at the leaves outside the window.

Chika clucked. "Papa take three days off!"

"Oh."

Chika clenched her hands together with anxiety. He really wanted to punch Arial in the face right now. Chika immediately left as she was caught off guard by Arial's sharp gaze.

Soon Chika comes out of Arial's room following. Then immediately meet Iskandar in the middle room. It turns out that Chika did not lie about the PS4, Arial saw Iskandar was engrossed in playing alone on a tosca colored carpet with a playstation stick in his hand.

"Chika," call Iskandar.

"Yes, Pa. What's up again?" chika on the doorstep of her room.

"Say to your brother. If Papa still does not want to talk directly," said Iskandar.

"Yes, Pa." Chika immediately went into her room. Change her school uniform as fast as lightning.

Arial was only silent with a flat face as flat as a blackboard. He was still standing in the middle of the family room, staring at Iskandar who was engrossed in playing games himself. Soon after, Chika came out of the room in her casual clothes.

"Chika," call Iskandar again, still busy with the game.

"Yes, Papa," said Chika lazily rolling her eyes.

"Say you haven't?" iskandar.

"Yet, Pa."

"Say."

"Should ya, Pa? Brother Arial is also horrified, really."

"Quick say!"

"God, Papa," said Chika almost squealing.

"Do you want Papa to cut your pocket money?"

"I-Yes," resigned Chika.

Chika's gaze turned on Arial. "Sister," he called later. Arial returned his gaze.

"Papa said 'Papa still does not want to talk directly to Brother'," Chika repeated over her father's message.

"Hm" said Arial waltzing into the kitchen, taking a milk box containing a liter in the refrigerator and then pouring it into a glass. His mind seemed to float flying when he had to remember the incident two days ago when Elsa so desperately kissed his lips even though she quickly darted away.

"Arial," Wulan's reprimand sounded resolute.

The rebuke immediately made Arial aware with the white milk he poured into the glass was overflowing everywhere. "Shit!" gerutu.

Wulan shook her head. Trying to hold back his emotions.

Seeing the gaze of Wulan that was like a female tiger that was ready to prey on her, Arial could only scratch her nape with resignation. "Sorry, Ma. It wasn't focused" he said slowly.

"What do you think, just don't focus?" search Wulan fast.

Instantly Arial hesitated to answer him. How could he tell her everything about Elsa who dared to kiss her lips. Ah, no! Better find Arial safe! "No, Ma. It's okay, it's nothing." Arial then shook his head and immediately darted to clean the floor with a mop.

Wulan could only clench with patience.

Arial turned to Iskandar who was seen inviting him to play the playstation together. Arial just stared at his papa flatly. But Iskandar's gaze was much more rebuking.

After cleaning the floor and gulping down her milk, then she walked towards the living room leaving Wulan who was busy making snacks with Bi Tini. He sat beside Iskandar. Take the playstation stick and lean his body on the bottom of the sofa. His right leg relaxed. He only obeyed the advice of fun games that Iskandar said.

As long as the game goes on. There was no sound of screams that sounded anxious, trembling let alone greget coming out of Arial's mouth. His eldest son really kept his mouth well and there was only a small smile on his lips when he felt trapped during the game.

Iskandar stopped pecking at his PS stick and turned to Arial who was still focused on staring at the 41-inch wide monitor screen. Then looking at his eldest son well, Iskandar only realized something that Arial was a boy who was very different from boys in general who would shout loudly just because of anxiety playing games. He is very irritable to talk and will only speak as necessary.

"Kok stop, Pa?" tanya Arial saw his opponent on the monitor screen there was not the slightest movement when he attacked mercilessly.

Iskandar was still staring at Arial. "Al," call him.

Arial.

"Graduated High School, have you determined where you want to go?" ask Iskandar seriously.

Arial is aware of who he is talking to. He would not answer it with two words that would turn Iskandar back cold to him, 'not knowing'. Because he understands that is not the answer! Arial was silent for a moment. Although in fact he has not determined where he will continue after finishing High School. "forestry. Okay, Pa?"

Iskandar nodded small.

"Thankful-gratitude the reporting path," added Arial chuckled aware of something. The first time he took part in a remedial was a few weeks ago.

"alright. Papa and Mama will prepare all their needs," Iskandar replied in earnest.

Tbc...