PHYSILOVAS

PHYSILOVA 09 - Dilemma

"When you have to stop fighting, God must have prepared someone who is worth fighting for."

~Elsa~

With a heart as flat as mainland Europe Nita entered into his class. Then keep the bag on the table. Still quiet. There were only a few students who filled the classroom.

I was bored in class. Nita got up and walked to the toilet even though she just tidied her hair that she let loose. But the arrival of the owner of the flat gaze as if piercing both eyes.

Arial just came out of the student toilet next to the student toilet.

Nita tried to pass him without any nervousness despite actually continuing to attack his heart. He almost jumped in shock when a burly hand intercepted his steps and made him sculpt.

"My name is Arial" said Arial without looking at Nita but his hand was still holding Nita's arm. He still remembered Nita's silly question that was thrown for him.

Nita froze it. His nervousness was like jumping up and down in excitement above his head. "Yes," replied Nita briefly hiding her nervousness.

Arial released Nita's hand from his grasp. He unzipped his backpack and took something from inside. "Thanks" said Arial giving Nita's red handkerchief.

Nita's gaze turned on that handkerchief. "Eh, sorry about yesterday," replied Nita.

"Hm." Arial nodded then passed by without saying goodbye.

"Orial."

Arial stopped his steps and turned his head.

"Sound check." Nita chuckles, "hehehe."

The eyes of the Arial eagle are getting sharper. Feeling surprised by Nita's behavior behind her graceful face. Arial moved his feet closer. Staring at Nita with a concerned look.

Getting the gaze of Arial's eyes that was so confusing for him Nita stopped chuckling and changed the look of his face with question marks. Slowly Arial's hand was raised and touched his forehead with the back of his hand. "Lo doesn't hurt anymore, does it?" tanya Arial seemed to care about ayan's suffering.

Nita sculpting. It felt like immediately soaring from the presence of Arial and shouting loudly in the middle of the ceremonial field, but as a sane person Nita would not do it. "No. I'm healthy," he replied as if his mind was empty because it had to be startled by Arial's words.

"Thank God," said Arial as if he really felt relieved. Then breezed away leaving Nita in her place.

Nita was made. But the person who had just arrived was quite a shock to him.

"Hi," said Gilang excitedly.

Nita smiled thinly. "Gue to the bathroom first," she said.

"Eh," Gilang's hand quickly grabbed his wrist. Nita had to delay her move to the toilet.

"Why?" nita asked somewhat annoyed.

"Father." Gilang took off Nita's hand. "My back from school is anter lo, huh?" continued Gilang hopes big that Nita will reply by saying 'yes'.

But his hopes must be dashed with Nita's answer that sounds very honest. "Sorry, Lang. To this day I can't. Let me pick you up," replied Nita as if.

Gilang nodded his head understanding.

"Sorry, yes" ringis Nita cupped her palms together.

"Yes. Gapapa, just relax," reply Gilang smiled sincerely. "Yes, I went in first" he said politely.

Nita nodded and smiled sweetly.

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Kevin came from an unexpected direction, he patted the shoulders of his two best friends to almost make Arial and Angga jumped from his seat.

"Monkey lo!" rutuk Angga's.

"Look, Bro!" kevin started to bow his head between his two friends. "Gue has info" he whispered. The library room instantly became more horror.

Angga and Arial quietly wait for Kevin to continue his words.

"Gue Denger from IPS girls who are again gossiping if the Gilang again likes Nita," continued Kevin conveyed information that managed to make Arial a little upset. Only a little, if calculated no more than five percent.

"Newly also gossip," Angga commented.

"Geez! It's good we can know. Instead of knowing that Nita is already the same as a child," reply Kevin had a point.

Arial clucking. "Ah. I care about it" he added, reluctant to deal with something that would waste a lot of his time.

Kevin screeching. "You don't you? You're too prestigious, Al," he said annoyed.

"Gue is not prestige or anything. I just don't want to waste time" said Arial flat. He got up from his seat and then chose to leave his two best friends.

Angga looked at Kevin who looked disappointed. "I think Arial needs to be prepared" he said, calming Kevin.

"What preparation? Wedding reception or prewedding?" reply Kevin upset.

Angga clucked. He also felt confused to deal with love ... first for Arial?

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Arial leaned his body against the back of the chair. Several times he breathed his heavy breath. Being an adult is so annoying to him.

Elsa appears behind the door making the quiet and soothing atmosphere of the classroom turn to shatter unbecoming for Arial. The girl walked over and sat on Angga's bench right in front of him.

"Look at what I'm carrying," said Elsa eagerly starting to pull something out of the white pocket.

Arial looked at it lazily. Not at all interested in everything Elsa gave him.

"Brown cake" said Elsa again opened a plastic jar. "I made this special for you." Elsa gives the chocolate cake to Arial. Hope Arial wants to taste his cake.

Arial exhaled again. Trying to lift both corners of her lips to Elsa. "Next time you don't have to take it like a ginian, huh?"

Elsa frowned. "Why?"

"Toples you have my kitchen cupboard" replied Arial.

"How should I go?" Elsa looks shriveled. "But you like my chocolate cake?" elsa stared fixedly at Arial. He wanted a sweet answer from Arial's mouth that would be impossible for him.

Ow hell! I have never, Arial's mind feels cramped. "Yes. I love it," he said then solely to entertain Elsa.

Elsa's smile was perfect. "Thank God you like it" he said happily. His body seemed to float flying between the softness of the thick beautiful clouds.

"Hm." Arial closed the jar. But he got a questionable look from Elsa.

"Cock not eaten? I've opened it for you" asked Elsa in surprise.

"It's okay. I eat at home. Not good here," replied Arial flatly.

"Not good how?" elsa asked again for more clarity from Arial.

"It just so happens that I like it too."

"Oh yeah?!" Elsa looks bigger.

"Hm."

"I'll make it for Chika."

"No need to be like that."

"Why?" Elsa tries to catch Arial's bead.

"Can't you say there's an expression?" Elsa was silent for a moment holding back her laughter. "Lo face is always flat, Al," he continued laughing. But Arial looked at him with serious mimicry making Elsa have to stop her laughter this second as well.

"Why see me?" elsa asked in horror herself.

"El," call Arial.

"Why?" Elsa raised both her eyebrows.

"Enough until here you wish me the same. I don't want you to get hurt deeper just because you wish you could be my girl" Arial continued slowly. He was completely frank with Elsa. But Elsa's kindness to him will never be forgotten in her entire life.

Hearing him Elsa fell silent. It's like there's an electric shock running through his veins. He will be more resistant to the words that Arial uttered for him, but not with the word rejection accompanied by a request to stop here.

"Gue feels much better friends," added Arial still hold the tempo of his speech.

Elsa threw her face the other way. The atmosphere of the classroom is quite quiet so support Elsa to hide the tightness and heat in both her eyes.

"Gue. It's a matter of heart and can't be fooled, El. And this is the reason I'm frank with you" explained Arial hoping Elsa is aware of who she's talking to. Man is a thinker and always considers in every decision. "The courtship part is sin, El," added Arial put on an innocent look.

"sorry. I always hope the same you," said Elsa soon passed.

"But--" Arial's shout was cut off just like that as Elsa quickly darted out and disappeared behind the door.

Her tears wet her cheeks. The pain in her chest made Elsa forced to cry even though she had promised not to let out her tears in vain. There wasn't a word he said to Arial. For him it hurts too much. Too crowded.

Some of the students who watched the free drama were throwing gazes at each other and whispering with a friend beside him. A gaze full of disgust, pity, mixed.

"Well, how is he crying?" kevin asked as Elsa passed by with her wet face covered by two palms.

"Something's not right," Angga suspected. He quickly accelerated his steps towards the classroom.

Arriving in the classroom Angga and Kevin saw Arial with his empty gaze leading to a jar filled with chocolate cake in front of him. The two human children immediately approached Arial.

"Wooy!" kevin pats Arial on the shoulder.

Arial jumped in shock. Then he took a slow breath. Calm down from the emotions that had raged boisterously in his brain.

"No, what's wrong with Elsa, right?" ask Angga directly to make sure.

Arial exhaled again. "Gue's confused. What do I do to be honest with Elsa right or wrong?" ask him to yourself. But his two friends were ready to provide a solution.

"I think what you're doing is real. Honestly it's better though it ends painfully than you have to hold on to it until it gives you a beautiful hope and makes Elsa's heart flower but in the end you hurt her more deeply," kevin replied in one breath, his tone as if to be a professional love expert.

"Well, right!" support Angga lift his index finger.

Arial clucking. Kevin who sometimes crumpled due to his brain is less than an ounce of it can be useful for his anxiety to think of the owner of the heart without edges.

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The noise from the playstation fills the entire corner of the living room. The two sohibs were busy fighting jotos in games behind the monitor screen.

"Bosenin!" screech Kevin pissed off and threw his PS stick.

"What the hell lo?!" jak Angga was irritated.

"Liat noah!" Kevin's gaze led to Arial who had just been silently staring at the rustling rainwater behind the clear window of his house.

"Ck!" Angga clucked when he realized that one of his friends was engrossed by himself with his blank look. He put his playstation stick. Intend to stop playing.

The ringing of the phone resuscitated Arial from his daydream. One message came into his phone. With a little hesitation Arial picked up his cellphone that was lying just next to him. Then open the short message immediately.

Elsa: Pursue your love. Don't think about me let alone the chocolate cake that I have always loved you. I now realize that hoping in humans is painful.

"Elsa," muttered Arial then looked at his two friends who turned to look at him question markingly.

"Why lo?" ask Angga quickly.

Not the answer that Angga got. But the figure of Arial who immediately ran towards his room and back through the middle room then darted quickly with his iron horse.

"Eh monkey! Where are you going?!" kevin shouted trying to catch up to Arial. But he had to stop only until the terrace of the house because he had a strong fear of rain. His face was pale when he went back into the house.

Together with his sports bike Arial split the wet streets because of the rain. Almost exceeding the normal speed limit on the highway finally Arial arrived at the courtyard of the house without fencing. All houses in the residential complex of Griya Asri are not fenced but are closely guarded by professional guards.

Arial got out of his vehicle drenched. The rain still falls. But now Arial was standing tall in front of the large, two-story house. He grabbed his phone from his pants pocket. Typing a short message and sending it to Elsa.

Arial Bima: I am now in front of your house.

Arial stared at the window of the house on the second floor. He had guessed that Elsa's room was located there.

Five minutes passed, but the girl did not leave her house. Arial clucked. He sent a short message to Elsa.

Arial Bima: Research says, rain makes us feel better when the heart is sad.

After the message was sent. Arial returned his gaze to the windows of Elsa's house. Looks deserted. But when Arial looked at the clear window on the second floor, Elsa's head appeared between the curtains. Arial sent a short message back.

Arial Bima: Cepet lo meet me. If I don't go home now!

The message quickly entered Elsa's phone. But the girl still did not come out to see him. The limit of Arial's patience in waiting is only ten minutes strong, the rest he will choose to go home even without success.

Nine minutes to ten minutes less fifteen seconds. Arial ruffled his waist as if to scold Elsa. Right at the tenth minute and he had to be willing to be dyed by the rain that was getting heavier. Arial turned his body began to move away from where he stood for ten minutes.

"Orial." The call stopped Arial's steps.

Arial turned his body. Staring at Elsa who walked over with her pink umbrella.

"sorry. I was looking for an umbrella," Elsa said, even though she actually prepared all her life to meet Arial.

Arial screeches. He threw his eyes away in the other direction for a moment. Trying not to meet Elsa's eyes. "Lo less pinter or again not sinter to lie to people?" tanya Arial looked back at Elsa straight.

"Ta-tadi--" Elsa was shocked when the umbrella she was holding had to be violently detached. Arial threw the umbrella in any direction. His sharp gaze turned into a very calming gaze. He develops a permanent smile for Elsa.

"Thank you for the chocolate cake, thanks for the attention, thanks for the smile as well as the crying. I'm sorry I can't change everything you love for me" Arial said calmly. He was silent for a moment taking his breath. "But at least we can be good friends like that first again. Don't you ruin our friendship just because of a wasted feeling" continued Arial. "Oh yeah. Thank you for making me fatter because of the chocolate cake from you. Honestly, I've never eaten a chocolate cake that you make, '" Arial told me for the second time that day.

"Kok lo nyebelin anyway?!" elsa folded her hands in front of her chest.

Arial laughing. "Now you realize?" ledek.

"Lt!" ga.s.s Elsa clenched her hand.

Arial's laughter turned into a smile. "Gue is ready to be a place to confide," said Arial earnestly.

Elsa silently looked at Arial and developed her smile. "Gue is also ready to be a motivator, especially in the matter of your first love with whoever it is," replied Elsa sure. "Tell me, who do you like?" elsa asked the news of Arial's empty heart.

Arial fell silent. Not sure to tell Elsa that there was someone who had filled her heart. "Not yet" he answered briefly.

"Related?" Elsa raised her index finger right in front of Arial's face.

Arial nodded convincingly. Though in his heart he felt a dilemma about his feelings that were difficult to understand. Choose Elsa who has been present for the last two years and fill all her sunyya or choose Nita-girls whom she just knew yesterday with all her characteristics that are so surprising to Arial.

"This way, hopefully you can get a girl who you want," said Elsa sincerely. He raised his smile despite the pain in his heart.

Arial nodded. "Lo too, may you have a better guy than me" Arial said with a smile.

Elsa nodded.

Tbc...