Perakor Diary

Distrusting

Mia could not think for a moment she wanted to see a doctor but was forbidden by Rendi to leave the house. Mia couldn't possibly tell all this to Rendi.

" She.!" said Mia.

Mia took her cellphone that was filling the battery, in the unplug hp then she looked for Rini's number and on her phone.

" Yes Say !" rini answered from her phone.

" Rin, I want to be honest with you, I want to tell a lot of things but you promise not to tell anyone" Mia said.

" Do you suffer there?" tanya Rini who has Mia working in Malaysia.

Mia tells and is honest with Rini about her lies all along saying that she is in malaysia. Mia tells the story of Rendi who made her a mistress and about Alan's wife who says that Alan is suffering from genital pain. Mia has been lying to her family and those closest to her.

" Is that true?" ask Rini.

" Yes Rin, I'm sorry ?" said Mia.

" So when Papi you died, you could actually go home?" ask Rini.

" Yes, I came to his funeral but I stood far away from my family so no one would know. I'm so sorry Rin" Mia started crying.

" Why do you want to be Mia's mistress?" ask Rini disappointed.

"I have no other choice Rin !" mia said in her tears.

" Do you know the news about Robert?" ask Rini again.

" What happened to Robert?" mia asked curiously while stopping her crying.

" Robert went to jail again" Rini said.

Rini tells the story of Robert who is still selling drugs but with a bigger city. Robert was arrested while transacting with a buyer.This time Robert is in prison for life, Robert not only sells but also uses drugs so that when tested by the authorities Robert is positive for drugs.

Between the joy and pity of hearing the news about Robert, despite Robert being mean to her, Mia still harbors a deep affection for Robert and feels sorry for Robert who has to spend the rest of his life in prison again.

Rini also tells about Erik who is divorced from his wife because Erik's wife can not stand the attitude of Erik who is very fond of cheating and sleeping with paid women.

" There are so many unexpected events during your departure" said Rini.

" What about me? everything related to me suffered a tragic fate, am I going to end up like that too? " Mia cried again and regretted what she did.

" So where's Rendi's house?" ask Rini.

" In spruce housing" said Mia.

" Can I go there?" said Rini.

" Later I will tell you again when you can come here, for now do not first, I'm afraid Rendi will be angry with me" said Mia.

*

Rendi was in her study when Mia came down to look for food because she was hungry. Mia checked all the doors and it was true that Rendi locked all the doors of the house. Mia walked slowly so as not to be known by Rendi then climbed again to her room.

" Where are you really going? if you want to see a doctor I'll come" said Rendi suddenly.

" No mas, I just wanted to see a doctor because I haven't been stuck this month" said Mia half-scared.

" What? you pregnant?" said Rendi surprised.

" Who knows, so I want to see a doctor" Mia tried to lie so that Rendi did not know what she meant to see a doctor.

" If you're pregnant, throw it out!!. I don't want to have children." Rendi then left from in front of Mia.

Mia did not know what to say, Rendi really just wanted to play around with her. Rendi does not even want a child born from the womb of Mia even though it is not yet, but Mia is very sad with the attitude of Rendi to her, until now Rendi has not also put her heart on him.

Mia sits on her soft bed and imagines what it would be like if she were pregnant with her son Rendi.

" I have to make sure that I will never get pregnant, she will definitely abort or dump me" Mia said.

**

The next day, Mia calls Lili. Lili's the only one who knows that Mia's been lying to everyone. Although Lili does not like the attitude of Mia and Mia's actions, but Lili also sometimes wants to be a place for Mia to pour out all her uneg-uneg.

" What other brother?" mia asked when she contacted Lili from her phone.

" When you're ready to take a shower, what's up? " ask Lili.

" Sister knows not that yesterday I met Alan's wife !" said Mia.

Mia then tells in detail about her meeting with Alan's wife as she once told Rini. Mia also told me about Rendi who kept her in the house without letting her out.

" Are you conscious now? there is no fun being an affair" said Lili began advising Mia again even though Mia did not want to hear it.

" So what should I do, brother? I'm like this because of Mas Robert's debt" said Mia annoyed.

" There are still many other ways, although other ways are difficult but will not add to this new problem. Does your Mama know?" said Lili.

" I don't want anyone to know except for brother and Rini" Mia said softly.

" I don't know Mia, I'm dizzy thinking about your problem" said Lili.

***

Mia daydreams herself in her room, Rendi who has been good to her now even seems to not care one bit. Mia then goes down and meets Rendi, Mia apologizes to Rendi for her attitude that she cannot control. Rendi accepts Mia's apology on the condition that Mia can't go anywhere without Rendi's permission. Mia had no other choice but to follow Rendi's will.

" Mas Rendi cannot be guessed" said Mia when she was in her room.

Mia was a little relieved by how well Rendi was willing to accept her apology. Mia is then invited to dinner together by Rendi as an apology also from Rendi who has been a little rude to her.

Rendi buys Mia new clothes to wear by her at dinner. Mia is a little happy but there is also still upset and angry at Rendi, even so Mia can not show it considering that Rendi is not her husband.

" It turns out that not all deposits are happy, it's still good to be Alan's mistress even though I now regret it" Mia spoke inwardly.

Mia is ready to go to dinner with Rendi, Mia wears the clothes given by Rendi earlier and acts sweet in front of Rendi.