Perakor Diary
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Early in the morning Mia wakes up to leave for her new workplace. Mia is wearing a special SPG suit that is required to be used by the owner of the mobile phone store. Mia is eager to work to find rupiah coffers in order to cover every installment of her ex-husband's debt to loan sharks.
Since parting ways with Alan, Mia's finances have been running low. Mia has to work hard during the night as well as side work such as restarting selling through online. This time sold by Mia are mobile phones that are already available in the store where she works.
Mia also asked Lili and Auntie to help her to promote her sales to friends Aunty and Lili or other people such as neighbors Aunt and Lili so that the sale of many who buy.
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Arriving at work, Mia works as usual, but Mia is a bit moody because she still remembers Alan's treatment of her. Mia had put a lot of hope in Alan.
" Let's see, I'll tell your wife that you're unfaithful" Mia thought.
Mia does not accept Alan's cheating treatment behind her. Mia felt it was an insult to her. Mia kept thinking about Alan's actions and peeling herself while she was at work. The separation of Mia with Alan makes Mia not concentrated and not enthusiastic in working.
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Mia was bored by herself while in the room, no one accompanied her even no one sent her a message. Mia sometimes remembers all her girlfriends that none can be made true love. Sometimes Mia sings herself sad songs that describe her heart at this time.
" Am I going to go on my own?" thought Mia.
The fear of solitude in living life remains in Mia's feeling, although Mia is very confident in the beauty she has, Mia is still wary if she will age in her solitude.
" Why doesn't anyone last long with me, when I'm so pretty and almost perfect" Mia starts to fret over the loss of all the men who used to admire her so much and don't want to lose her. In fact, now all are gone with women who they think are better.
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Mami came with the news that Papi was still limp and could not move as usual, Zul asked for money because he did not have a handle of money when he was in prison. All the problems in Mia's family made Mia dizzy.
" I'm dizzy Mi..Why do I have to handle it?" mia tells Mami when Mami asks for money for Papi and his sister Zul.
" Who should you ask for money? Papi is no longer working and you know for yourself that Papi's savings in the Bank has long been exhausted" said Mami.
" You just ask your boyfriend who is a cop" said Mami again after thinking for a while.
" I'm ashamed Mi, Mami kok matre once anyway Mi? he's not my husband Mi so there's no way I'm asking for that kind of money" Mia was upset and put on a face with her Mama's words.
" Entar can be your husband as well" said Mami in a tone that is not good.
" I've broken up with her Mi" said Mia briefly.
Mia dropped herself onto her soft bed. Her dispute with Mami has no end if it continues. Mami who was also sitting on the bed Mia woke up and moved from Mia's room. Mia only looked at Mami's back which was walking behind her.
" My life is hard, how do you want to help your parents?" mumble Mia.
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" If you don't go to work, what is not in your salary later" asked Mami when she saw Mia with freshly fit pacing back and forth to the kitchen.
" I'm the reason Mi is sick, which sick person can work" Mia said as she took some sandwiches and smeared them with strowberry jam.
" You eat a lot, you don't diet anymore?" mami asked again when Mia had finished 8 seeds of sandwich.
" Tomorrow diet again" said Mia briefly.
Mami resumed her work, Mia opened the refrigerator again and poured a full glass of guava juice she bought yesterday.
" If the heart is messed up again this is the solution, eat until there is no time to think about him." thought Mia while chewing the rest of the sandwich.
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After lunch, Mia sat next to her house with a neighbor who also had a blood relationship with her. A Mother who is the Brother of Mami and often called Bude by Mia.
" The older sister is now her big son" Bude told Mia.
Bude who is the older brother of Mami Mia does not look like a Bude. He looks more like a stranger who always compares his son to the children of others whose lives are less fortunate. The most often Bude compared is Mia with her son Bude who is also the same age as Mia who is now married and has children.
" It's because he has a husband so his son is already big" said Mia sewot.
Bude's house is next to Mia's house, Bude almost every day comes to Mia's house either just stop by or invite Mami to gossip.
" I'm dizzy again Bude, please don't bother me first" Mia asked Bude who was sitting next to her as if inviting Mia to gossip about something.
" Why are you? broken love?" Bude is like a fortune teller who knows that at that time Mia was upset because she just broke up with her heart.
" What is it? " tanya Mia covered her turmoil.
" Your face looks sour and lack of spirit, like a new person just broke up" said Bude.
" It's not Bud's breakup... !! I'm not feeling well anymore, besides I don't want to date anymore" said Mia again.
" If you don't want to date, just marry" Bude said.
Bude does like to talk potluck without thinking first, Bude's words are sometimes not cared for by Mia. Mia would rather be quiet if Bude was already sitting next to her.
" The family next to Papi is all good and lives happily, but the family next door Mami is all troubled and cannot be used as a role model. I don't want my fate to be like Mami's" thought Mia later.
