Perakor Diary
To the Police station
Mia's head was very ill when she learned that her other brother had been arrested by the police. The news that he received that his sister stabbed people just because of a female problem. His sister who was in 2nd grade Junior High along with 3 friends stabbed other children who were his age. Mia's sister named Zul helped to gang up on one person and stabbed him in the stomach. The victim was rushed to the hospital and the perpetrators were arrested by the authorities.
Mia was very confused about who to ask for help. Mia is afraid to ask for help from her extended family because Mia knows her extended family will be furious if she finds out. Mia's extended family always advised them good things, but Mia and her sisters did not want to hear any advice from their family.
Mia recalled one of her cousins who always heard her complaints in her time of need. Mia goes to Lili's house and tells her about the problems she just faced. Mia is very depressed and embarrassed by her family's condition which is always problematic with the police. Mia feels her family is a broken family.
" sister..! Zul was arrested by the police" Mia said sadly.
Lili who was replying to her friend chat was shocked to hear Mia's complaint.
" What? why was he arrested by the police? " ask Lili in surprise and surprise.
" He stabbed the sister" Mia said again.
" Geez, I'm surprised when I see you. Can't you be a good kid once? don't you love your parents? " ask Lili annoyed.
Mia is silent when her cousin is angry, Mia knows that it's a sign that Lili still loves them and doesn't want anything bad to happen to them. Mia waited until her cousin's sister finished getting angry and just resumed her grievances.
" Zul's not wrong, brother, he's just following along. The one who stabbed his friend, he only hit a few times" said Mia defending her sister zul.
" The follow-up was wrong too. Why do evil." Lili was really angered by the news of her arrest.
Mia peels at the zul that has made the family so embarrassed. Mia complained about her family's bad name in the eyes of people and neighbors. Mia also said that she was embarrassed every year dealing with the police. Three years in a row Mia is dealing with the police force. First Egi is in prison, her two ex-husbands are Robert and now Zul. Mia feels every year routine reports to the police station.
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One day Mia goes to Zul's school to report that Zul went to prison. Zul had to take the final exam despite being in prison. Mia is forced by her parents to take Zul's exam papers, Zul's teacher is furious to learn that Zul was arrested by police for stabbing people. The teacher who knows well with the Mia family is very sad Mia's younger siblings should be languishing in prison and make her family ashamed.
Mia calls Alan and asks Alan for help so that Zul can be lenient in his sentence. Mia salutes seeing Alan who does not stay away from her even though she knows that the Mia family is broken home.
" If every year there's a problem, next year's the problem what else is coming." Mia complained in her heart.
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Mia also ventured to tell her aunt that Zul was arrested by the police. Aunt gets angry and berates Mia. Mia is upset aunt scolded him for Zul's actions. According to Aunty, Mia must also be blamed, Mia the first child who should be able to take care of her younger siblings. Aunty asks Mia and her sisters not to make trouble every year. Aunty also felt embarrassed if her friends knew that her nephew often went in and out of prison.
Mia's stressed herself out, Mia didn't sleep at home that night. Mia stays at her best friend's place to temporarily disappear from the problems she faces.
" I'm staying at a friend's house" Mia said as she called Alan.
" Why not tell me, let's just stay at the hotel" Alan said.
" I want my own mas, my head is dizzy and I'm under a lot of stress" Mia said.
Mia sometimes cries remembering herself and her broken family. Deep embarrassment when meeting with neighbors and friends makes Mia more dizzy for him.
" What's my fault ? why is my fate like this?" ask Mia in my heart.
Mia writes the status of confusion every day. The status that should be written in his diary is even made in social media status that makes people increasingly know what is happening to him.
I feel like I want to escape from reality
Mia's status makes people who know her find out what is being experienced by Mia. Mia was honest with the person who was considered kind to her.
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In the morning when the sun was warming the earth, Mia rushed home. Mia doesn't ask Alan to drive her, she's embarrassed to meet Alan. Mia takes a taxi alone to her house.
Papi only saw Mia's arrival and immediately went to work. Mami calls Mia to the kitchen when she sees Mia coming home from her friend's house.
" Mia's here for a minute" Mami called from the kitchen.
" What Mi, I want to rest. I'm tired of Mi" said Mia.
" Last night you were sleeping at your friend's house not at work, so where are you tired of it? ask Mami annoyed.
" I'm tired of our family Mi, why do I always take care of the two damn children" said Mia angry and upset at her two sisters.
" That's why you don't like to look for trouble. Have a child but can't make a parent proud." Mami chimed.
Mia walked up to her room and slammed the door of her room. Mia threw her bag on the bed and slammed herself into the bed. The sound of a bed that seemed to scream into pain when Mia's fat body hit her.
Alan contacted Mia and sent her some money. Alan knew that Mia would be amused if she got the money.
" Dear ! it's been transfer yes to your account" said Alan from the phone.
" What transfer is mas ?" mia pretended to be stupid.
" Price money, take it and use it for shopping so you don't stress anymore" Alan so spoiled Mia.
Mia's nervousness and stress are gone when she checks the money she sends Alan can be used to buy some clothes and treatments at the salon. Mia rushes to get changed and leaves the house without informing Mami.
" Mas Alan knows it, so more dear" muttered Mia happily.
Mia withdraws all the money that d her ATM and is ready to spend it.
