Pasung Tuan Muda's

4. Prayer Memorization of the World and the Hereafter

A few minutes waiting in front of the ER room door. The doctors and other medical personnel entered the room that was treating the wife, anxiety again ambushed this self. Formulate the questions that come in many ways from inside the head.

I also paced in front of the ER room door. The right hand closes the mouth which feels very weak to say. Then, a few minutes waiting. Someone opened the door slowly, he was the doctor who was giving care to my wife.

Instantly the man in the all-white uniform gulped a few times. "Sir, there is something I want to say about your wife's current situation" he said, turning his head to the floor.

I also stared fixedly at the other person, while waiting for his words again. "Keep, Doc? What about the situation?" my question is very hopeful.

He took another deep breath. "Look, Sir. Your wife ...," the doctor hanged her words.

With both hands, I clutched his collar. "What happened to my wife, Doc! Please don't hang the greeting or you'll accept everything."

"Okay, Sir. I'd say this good news, if your wife has passed the critical period," continued the doctor with a triumphant face.

I touched my face with both hands. "Alhamdulillah .. yea, Allah .. thou hast heard the prayer of the servant."

Man in white uniform as hospital doctor H. Anwar Mangunkusumo touched my shoulder slowly. "Now, you can meet your wife. But don't take too long, let him rest to regain his strength."

"okay, Doc. Thank you," I continued.

With a crisp face, I can begin to breathe fresh air. Yes, walking very slowly across the doctors, nurses, and other medical personnel who have lined up neatly like forming a bodyguard formation.

Sitting on the left side, although the oxygen hose was removed, Marissa still received the infusion at a very slow frequency. I touched his right hand, and kissed him several times.

"Darling ... What do you feel right now?" I asked by twitching both eyebrows.

But Marissa did not answer. He threw a flat look at me. Instantly I continued to look right and left at the ER room. Then, again throw a gaze towards the doctors who were still crowded the room.

I said again. "Darling ... Why are you? How, does it seem confused?"

Waiting for him to say a word. "Who are you?" tanyakanya.

"I Revan. Your husband, darling."

"No! I've never been married, you're not my husband" she responded, staring with a disgusted expression.

Tears came out of both eyes. Apparently, Marissa had amnesia and forgot that I was her husband. Now, I can't afford to add an episode of grief to today.

Both ears catch the sound of someone walking two steps. I looked back, he was the doctor who was handling the wife.

"Sir, try you out of the room for a moment. Let us check the condition of the patient," said the doctor who was behind the body.

Instantly I changed position, stood up straight and walked away from the wife who did not want to prevent my departure.

Arriving at the ER room seat, I again felt a sense of pain, especially if not interpreting an event that had occurred at this time.

"Master. Kok, do not go into the room," said someone who seemed to have a female voice.

Head looked up. "Bi, I went inside and saw Marissa. But it is ...."

"But what, sir?" sosor Bi Ira was very curious.

"Marissa amnesia. He doesn't remember me at all" I continued.

"Astaghfirullah ...."

Ira is sitting next to me. He also shed tears and wept over everything that had happened. Suddenly, the phone rang very loudly. I reached into the bag of pants to see the sudden call.

Since I was not busy either, I finally picked up my phone and left my seat.

Arrived in a room with a portal that reads 'Surgical Room' seketia Siska pinched incessantly.

[Hallo, Boss.]

[Yes, hello, Sis.]

[Bos, sorry I called. This is very important news to convey.]

[What news, anyway, Sis? You can't say it tomorrow.]

[It's about the company, boss. Our project won the tender. And the companies dare to give their biggest investment for the progress of our company. The profit curve of our company also shot up, becoming a hundred times the usual profit.]

[Perfect .. Your work deserves an appreciation.]

I also give applause to the best secretary who works optimally in the company. Yes, Siska is the most reliable employee about the business. Since its presence in the company, able to break down the economy in preparing the tactics and strategies of the present market.

[Boss, how is the continuation for this project?] tanyakanya.

[So gini, Sis. You gather all the company's employees. Give them an announcement to gather at my home—lusa, because we will hold a party of success. Hows it?]

[Good, Boss. I will tell all employees to come to an event that, Boss held— the day after.]

[Okay, thank you, Sis.]

[Together, Boss.]

The phone died instantly. On one hand, I felt sadness. But on the other hand, I feel happiness.

Had it occurred to me in a short time that Siska was suitable to be made a second wife, maybe he could give me offspring later. However, I still love Marissa and have promised to accompany her life to the end.

Same with his parents first. I fought desperately to get her love, to sacrifice my religion to convert to Islam for Marissa. But come to think of it, when else would I have offspring.

Moreover, Marissa has failed three times in conceiving a fetus. The chances of me having a baby are very small.

Without waiting for a long time, I got up from the front of the surgical room and returned to the waiting chair. Taking a deep breath and gulping, I stared steadily at an ER room.

While glancing towards the wife who had fallen asleep. I also said, 'Darling .. why can you forget me. I was your husband all along. Until when you amnesia and constantly losing memory.'

Before long, the voice of Azan roared. I also stared at the watch in my left hand while making sure that the prayer time had arrived. Walking with slow footsteps, wash your face with water and immediately enter the musala available in hospital H. Anwar Mangunkusumo's.

After I finished looking at Azan, I put four rakaat this afternoon. While inserting prayers in each of the verses of the holy Quran that I mentioned in an expression of heart content.

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

اَللهُمَّ اِنَّا نَسْئَلُكَ سَلاَمَةً فِى الدِّيْنِ وَعَافِيَةً فِى الْجَسَدِ وَزِيَادَةً فِى الْعِلْمِ وَبَرَكَةً فِى الرِّزْقِ وَتَوْبَةً قَبْلَ الْمَوْتِ وَرَحْمَةً عِنْدَ الْمَوْتِ وَمَغْفِرَةً بَعْدَ الْمَوْتِ. اَللهُمَّ هَوِّنْ عَلَيْنَا فِىْ سَكَرَاتِ الْمَوْتِ وَالنَّجَاةَ مِنَ النَّارِ وَالْعَفْوَ عِنْدَ الْحِسَابِ

"Yes, God. Verily we ask You for salvation when religion, health, abundance of knowledge, blessings of sustenance, repentance before death, mercy at the coming of death, and forgiveness after death."

"O Allah, ease us in the face of death, grant us salvation from the fires of hell, and forgive us at the time of the hymn."

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