Past Trauma

Past Trauma
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The POV Ana


Tonight I feel very restless, after knowing how Kak Rey is feeling, my heart feels very sick. I know she's the one who ruined my life, but somehow I can't hate her.


I even felt so missed her, missed her touch, missed her hug, even I so missed her, her kiss.


I don't know when this taste began to grow, but I like the sensation that it arises. But right now I can't do anything, I can only cry and scream in my heart.


"Oh my God, what should I do now? I feel very worried about her, I feel very long for her.Allow me to meet her even if only for a moment, I beg God. "


If only Father and Mother did not restrain me like this, if only Father and Mother gave me the freedom to be with her..


"Hhhhh, all if only.."I said shiver


time kept turning, the night was getting late. Finally I was able to close my eyes, now I was late in my dreams.


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At five o'clock in the morning I woke up, I immediately took a shower and fulfilled my obligation to the Khalik. Selsai salat I heard Father, Mother and Oma are arguing.


"Where are you going, and what about Ana??! "Mother's Speaker


"But I miss your Father Alm so much, son, I want to make a pilgrimage to your Father's tomb."Oma blushes


"But Ma'am, "Father Adi's Speech


"This is why anyway? After Ana grew up, she knew what was best for her. Don't put too much pressure on her, I know you hate that kid. But the boy also suffered just as much as Ana, now he's depressed."Oma


Dad and Mommy are seen breathing heavily, "Let's up Mom, I'm sure Ana can take care of herself too."Say Adi's Father


Oma also looks happy, Oma went straight into her. Like his Oma will immediately prepare, and I can now smile widely, because just crossed an idea in my mind.


Not long after Oma also came out of his room with a large suitcase, Mother to shake her head.


"Mom why carry such a big suitcase? How many days do you want to spend? "Ask Mother


"Mom wants to spend a week at Leli's house, mom misses her."Oma


Oma also immediately approached me, she hugged me and kissed all parts of my face which of course the lips part that she missed.


"Heart at home baby, Oma wants to go first.Don't be naughty, think well before you step so as not to go wrong."Oma said, I nodded.


"Oma's heart on the road, I must miss Oma."I said, Oma smiled.


Oma went straight away, like she really wanted to leave for the city of J. It turned out that when we drove Oma to the front of the house, there was already a car waiting there. Oma really has prepared all her, she was really kangen on Alm Opa.


After Oma's departure, Father and Mother invited me to breakfast. We finally had breakfast three, between breakfast Dad also gave a message to me.


"An, right now Oma is gone .I hope you won't do anything as long as we're gone, be more mature."Say Adi's Father


"Yes Well, Ana will obey all the wishes of Father and Mother."My legow


"It's good if you understand, Mother same father wants to go straight away. You heart at home, don't be naughty. "Mother's message, I smiled too.


As I was standing up, I saw Daddy leaving. I immediately approached her, I wanted to ask her for something.


"Dad, "Call me


"What a darling, "Well Daddy


"Can I ask you something with Daddy.."I doubt it doubtful


"See what, baby? As long as Daddy can, Daddy's sure to kabul right. "Daddy Herdiyan's


"I want to go with daddy to town, Pleaseeee.. "My greeting while cupping both my hands in front of my chest..


"What do you want to do?"Ask Daddy


"I want to see Mr. Aditya Dad, I'm worried about his situation."I said as I bowed my head.


"But baby, later Daddy same Mother you must be angry.."Said Daddy Herdiyan


"Daddy don't tell me to tell them, Ana please Ana wants to meet her even if it's just a minute."My pinta


"Daddy knows what it feels like if we miss someone but can't meet," Daddy chuckled


"Dad, "Talk me while hitting Daddy's burly hand


"Alright, then hurry up.Daddy wait.."Said Daddy Herdiyan


I immediately ran into the house, I took a sling bag containing a wallet and makeup tools. There's no cell phone I can use as a communication tool, because my phone has been confiscated by Dad.


I immediately locked the gate, after which I immediately ran and got into Daddy's car. Daddy just smiled as he shook his head, his smile like a man who was mocking.


I also pouted and pretended to sulk, my gaze straight ahead regardless of Daddy. Every now and then Daddy looks to glance at me, then he refocuses on driving.


At half-eight we reached Daddy's florist shop, "You wait here, Daddy will just drop off the flowers. After that we headed straight for Xavier's residence."Say Daddy, I too according .


After all the flowers got off, Daddy got back in the car. He immediately walked his car to the Xavier residence, I became very nervous for him.


After ten minutes of travel, we arrived at a house so large.the fence is towering, and in front of the gate there are many bodyguards .


My guts went straight, I'm afraid we're not allowed in. Daddy looks like he pulled his car over. Daddy invited me down to meet Rey, hopefully the bodyguards will let us.


Daddy and I went straight to them, they looked alert and alert. I also hold Daddy's hand as a sign of asking for protection, Daddy also seemed to understand him smiling while nodding his head at me..


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