Past Trauma

Get used to

The POV Ana

Today I work as usual, in the morning I have to go into the pantry to make coffee for Mr. Adit. Sometimes I feel astonished by her attitude towards me, she is so kind and considerate.

Though when he first met, he had a cold aura with a frightening look in his eyes. Even I did not dare to look him in the eye, but after Mr. Ronald was about to harass me his attitude changed to be very good.

Because of her frequent asking me to deliver her coffee and lunch, even now my fear of men has begun to diminish.

Now I'm getting used to having to hang out with male friends at the office, even I have started to dare to talk to them. Yes, even if it's just a word of greeting.

I have also started learning taekwondo, at the beginning I was confused where to study. But after I asked Daddy, it turned out that he was a black belt holder.

I without a doubt studied at him, twice a week Daddy will teach me how to play true taekwondo.

After the coffee I made was ready, I also brought him to the room Mr. Adit. As usual, when I came in he always smiled warmly at me.

Sometimes I praise her good looks and kindness, so it comes to my mind to start getting acquainted with a man, but I'm afraid I'll meet the wrong person.

"Morning sir, "Who am I keeping his ordered coffee on the table

"For An, Aunt Bekelin was I cake onde onde green beans.You want nothing? "Task her

"Well, that's my favorite cake, sir. When I was a child I was often made the same cake Mother, and I always scrambled with - "My speech was interrupted because it remembered me when I was with Rey.

I don't know how I feel about Rey right now, whether I hate it or not, which is for sure even though she's ruined my future. But sometimes I miss her so much, her affection and also her attention is also always I miss it.

"An, Ana.."Call Mr. Adit while wiping my hand

"Eh? Sorry sir, I'm daydreaming."My vow

"I'm sorry if my offer made you uncomfortable, I'll throw the cake away then."Say it

"No, sir, you just eat the cake. I go first, it doesn't feel good for long."My vow

"Yes, please. "His mouthpiece

I immediately left the room, Mr. Adit, I had noticed the look on his face that turned moody. Maybe he was offended when I accidentally turned down the food he offered.

Sometimes I feel the same wonder Mr. Adit, why does he always bring food that I like? I never talked about my favorite food. Even he often talks about trivial things that always remember me in my childhood, I don't know.

I went back to work as usual, I and my three friends worked seriously. Because for us work time is our time to be serious, and we will act silly when the break time comes.

When lunch came, my friend and I gathered at a table. The tables and benches in the canteen are quite large, so it can accommodate ten people per table.

While eating with my four friends, there arrived four male employees who approached us. Like her they deliberately want to get to know us, and if noticed they are like singles who are looking for a partner.

"Hi pretty girl, can you join me, right? "Ask him to me

I looked up my head, I saw him staring at me expectantly. "Please,"My answer is short

The man was sitting next to me, while the other three men were busy looking for the face of my three friends.

"Hai Ana, I'm Herry from the finance division."His greeting while extending his right hand

I saw him pull his hand back, there was a disappointed look on his face. Not how, I've been getting used to gathering with my office friend's men, but if to make physical contact I still feel afraid.

"Sorry Herry, I'm not used to making physical contact with the opposite sex yet."My vow

"It's okay Ana, I can understand her. We've only just met, but my arrival doesn't bother you, right?"Ask her to me

"Of course not, "My jawab

We were eating together, and Herry and I ate without any chatter. Unlike Alisya, Vanya and Clarisa because they look to be instantly familiar with the three friends Herry .

"Well, are you coming home on Saturday?"Ask Vanya to me

I nodded my head, too, "Of course, Saturday is the time to gather with my family."Answer me

"Once we go An, just to watch or maybe the way to the mall."Clarisa's

"Yes An, we're paying today. An's first salary, we walk the road."Alisya

"You're a storm once, after all it's just Monday.Udah ah, I want to go to mushola, afraid of the time his dzuhur abis hunt."Saying that I died them

I immediately went to the mosque, I wanted to carry out my duty towards the Khalik. Selsai salat, I immediately returned to my workplace.

There my three friends are polishing their faces because the break time will soon be over, I feel bad because they died and they immediately apologized to them.

"Em, I'm sorry to you guys."My vow

"What's wrong, An, we get it."Speak to them

"Let's say, Saturday I'm not going home. We can spend time walking together, I'll be home Sunday morning."My proposal

My three friends immediately smiled happily, they immediately hugged me. I'm so happy, because they don't look upset at me anymore.

"That's dong An, I'm glad to hear it."Vanya

"Saturday after our prayers go straight to the mall, we have lunch there. Then we watch a romantic movie, we shop. "Sul Clarisa

"Right right, I agree."Alisya

I immediately smiled, it turned out that making people happy was very simple I thought.

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