Past Trauma

Past Trauma
Endeavours



POV Aditya


For one month I approached Ana, I even accidentally asked her every morning to make coffee and immediately bring her to my room.


I also deliberately told Ana every afternoon to come to my room while bringing lunch to me, all I did at the direction of the Psychological Doctor.


It was one form of light therapy, I want Ana to recover quickly from her trauma. I often even pura accidentally held her hand, or even embraced her shoulder as she carried a tray filled with lunch for me.


At first he looked scared, but over time he seemed to have gotten used to me. Even now if I pretend to forget to hold his hand, he also looks ordinary.


Today is Saturday, where Ana is coming home to her Dad.His feelings are, I miss that girl so much. The beautiful and sweet girl who always filled the space in my heart, the beautiful girl who had made me fall in love.


From waking up my work is just pacing back and forth indistinctly, I would love to see Ana. It's okay if I can't talk to her, but at least I can see her face.


Suddenly crossed my mind to catch up with Ana, but what was the reason.I also thought hard, and finally I also have a reason if later caught looking at her ayu face.


I immediately took a shower and prepared, after being neat I immediately went to the rural area where Ana lived. I can't wait to get there, Ana's innocent face as soon as I miss it.


At ten o'clock in the morning I had reached the garden of flowers owned by Om Herdiyan, from which I saw Ana who was cool to help the workers picking roses.


I smiled happily to see his ayu face, I think I want to immediately make it my own..I want to tie Ana to a marriage soon, but the problem is, does she accept me?


I have to think about how she wants to live with me, I have to take her heart. As I was focusing on looking at Ana, Ada turned to look at me.


She squinted her eyes, like she recognized my car. I was misbehaving, I was confused as to what to do.


Though he had not seen my face, but I was like a thief who had been caught red-handed. So nervous and feeling I'm not ready to meet her in person.


Before long Ana came to me, she knocked on my car glass from outside. Inevitably, dislike it, dare it or not, I must still face the woman.


I dropped my windshield, and he looked at me with a strange look. I could only grin the horse by displaying a row of my white teeth, Anna smiled at me and she asked me.


"What father is here? "Task her


"I want to go to my friend's place, but I forgot his address."Answer me


Ana looked frowning in wonder, maybe my reason was not right. But let it be, I've already reasoned like that and I hope he'll believe me.


"Keep if the address of your friend did not meet how? "Ask him to me


"Maybe I'll just go back to town, nice to meet you Ana ."My vow


"Eh, you've come a long way. Stop by yuk first, Dad's house is over there."He said pointing to a large house.


I quickly nodded my head, and I was so happy to be alone with her. I immediately drove my car towards her house, Ana immediately opened the gate for me.


"Please sit down, sir, would you like some coffee, what tea?"Her bargain


"I drink warm tea, no sugar. "My Request


Ana nodded in understanding, she soon died. Like her she went straight to the kitchen, and sure enough before long she had returned with two cups of warm tea and a plate of Bolen cake.


I smiled and immediately took a sip of Ana's tea, the smell of jasmine from her tea smelled very fragrant in my sense of smell.


"Thank you An, I love the smell of this tea."My vow


"Same sir, please stick it on the cake icing. Last morning I made the same Mother, I hope you like."Say it


With spirit I immediately devoured the cake, the taste is good and it makes me remember Mother. The one who raised me with great affection, and the one I had disappointed.


Somehow his attitude will be on me, if later we are found. Somehow I have to ask forgiveness, but I always hope that Mother will forgive all the mistakes I have made, because God is all forgiving.


As soon as my face changed, I felt sad and I felt very disappointed in myself. Ana looked at me in wonder, but I pretended not to notice.


"Why does your face look sad? Is the cake bad? "Ask Ana


"Not so, I just remember the same cake my mom made. "My original answer


"Ooh, the story of his father again miss ya mama nya. Then you just eat the cake all, let the kangen taste a little treated."He said while smiling sincerely at me


I immediately ate a few pieces of cake, after which I drank the tea back. The taste is so good, and the taste is that I would love to meet Mother.


I also chatted briefly with Ana, when the time of dzuhur arrived I also prayed together with her. Selsai salat, Ana invites me to lunch together.


I feel really good going through today, because I can be alone with Ana. Hopefully not just today I can be with him, but next time. Or if I may ask, I will ask the khalik so that I can spend my time with him.


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