Pamite

83. Baby Return

"You kurusan? Your cheeks are no longer puffed up like it is," said Rifki pinching softly on the cheeks of the girl who knows what her status is in the life of Rifki. The man tried very hard not to drop his tears. "Because of me, huh?" coined.

"Yes, because of you. Realize no, you hurt me with your attitude lately. I'd rather hear you say something, protest or say something to me than you tell me to go." Dara couldn't hold back her tears.

"Well, what else do you want from me? I can't do anything. What I have will be your burden."

'Unless you have extra patience to wait for me.' Rifki continued inwardly.

As if understanding what Rifki said, her lover said something that honestly made her more relieved.

"I'll be patient waiting for you."

Rifki. He is confused as to how to express. On the one hand he is happy if Dara is willing to wait. This was the thing he expected the most, but on the other hand he also wanted the opposite. Halfheartedly let Dara off and wholeheartedly wanted to be together. Rifki is made dizzy with her own feelings.

"Why are you so stubborn when told? I said stay up.."

"Wait for me, even if there will be harmed also me. Why are you so bothered. Huh, ah. Brother wants to eat, no, I want to buy seblak in front of the hospital, no. Or buy one, we eat both."

"Wild romantic?"

"No, let it be sparing," Dara replied chuckling. "Wait a minute, yeah. I'll be back soon."

Dara steps out, the door closes a little hard so that Rifki thinks that he really has gone from there. Though he stopped behind the door by looking at Rifki who was silent while curling his lips to form a smile.

"Basically, my girl has never changed. Always make me happy with his silly behavior, sometimes silly, awkward, not very clear." Rifki muttered clearly.

Dara who was still inside the room could only clench her mouth holding a smile. Rifki's words make Dara feel made to fly. He was happy, Dara realized one thing, Rifki did not really change, he was just insecure with his circumstances. Alright, now she can struggle quietly, Dara thought slowly back to open the door.

"Where are you going?" asked Jaka who was sitting not far from the door.

"Eh Brother and Mother are here," Dara replied stroking her chest softly in surprise.

"Yes, go home now? At seven Rifki's coming home, won't you wait?"

"Who wants to go home? People want to buy it up front. Uh it was ajakan who boughtin." Dara has not been able to hide her face since.

My girl, that one word was still clearly ringing in her ear.

"Why, anyway, Ra? You're healthy, right? Don't let this make you go crazy! Why are you smiling like that?" ask Jaka worried.

"I'm again a whim. I pretended to close the door so I thought I was out of the room, you know what Rifki said? When he called me my girl. She said my girl didn't change, she said I always made her happy. I was smiling, it turns out that Rifki has not changed, she still loves me, now I am relieved. At least I'm still in his heart, how do I make him believe that I love him today, tomorrow and forever" Dara sumringah said.

Jaka and Bu Rini are also happy to see Dara who re-carved a smile on her lips. It seems they have not seen the long screeching lips of the sweet girl.

"Udah Bang Jaka buyin seblaknya, yes already, deh today I treat. I need just one. Maybe Mom wants to? Or want something else? Let all be bought by Bang Jaka."

"No, no need. Mother is still full. Let alone look at you like this, more full Mother," replied Bu Rini chuckling.

Bu Rini is grateful Rifki knows Dara, although the girl is still childish, she can compensate Rifki who is really stubborn.

After fifteen minutes of waiting, Jaka finally returned with plenty of food. Dara's eyes suddenly widened, he focused on the food brought by his brother. He thought of the hundred thousand he had given him a few minutes ago. It must have gone unnoticed, thought Dara.

"Sound, really. I buy a lot of food." Dara stared at the barrage of snacks and two heavy meals.

"Awas later if you have arrived home," whispered Dara upset in her brother's ear.

Dara pamit back into the room at them. With a sigh he opened the door.

"I'm back" said Dara walking towards the bed. "Sorry long wait, it was in line. I told you that my brother wants to give birth and cravings to let him first."

"What?" Rifki couldn't help but laugh. "You stay, yeah. By the way, I ate there!"

"Just like you, I'm a bribe, yeah. "

Rifki hesitantly nodded her head.

"You're still ready here as I am why? You pity to see me like this? You must have thought that I wouldn't get married because of my condition, so you still want to be with me?"

"No. If you don't believe in my love, let's get married tomorrow. Let me take care of all our marriages. How's it?" tawar Dara is challenging.

Rifki chokes for a moment. Immediately Dara fed a glass of water.

"Slowly."

"You're the one who should talk slowly."

"I'm talking slowly, don't insist."

"Yes, no hurry, but it's too late. Yes, marriage is tomorrow" whispered Rifki.

"That's why not tomorrow?"

Momentary silence.

"Where, I want more." Rifki distracts, feeling trapped by her own words.

While Dara just clenched her mouth, she was sure Rifki must have misbehaved behind her silence.

"Where? Still want to tell me to leave? If, yes. You have not only lost me, but also my happiness and yours. Maybe I can go and find another one. But not with my happiness. I may not be happy forever because I am happy with you. You're the same, right? You're happy you're on me, right? Do you want to sacrifice your heart and happiness forever? Do you want me to suffer all my life because you can't be happy? Is that what you call love?"

Rifki took a long breath. It was as if he thought whatever answer he was about to give was a wrong answer. Then what should he be?

"Love doesn't have to have, does it?"

"Well, why did you come after me? You chase me until I fall in love with you, once you get me, already get my love, you go? It's not your responsibility."

'You better shut up Rif. The answers you're asking for just don't make you do anything. Your words seem to make you have to admit that your love is still too big for him.' Inner Rifki.

"You want me to take responsibility? Yes, I am responsible. No one can beat you in any debate."

"Yes call me baby again, not Dara."

"Yes Dear. Right, right?"

Dara clenched her mouth while jumping up in excitement. Had he not remembered that he was in the hospital, he might have shouted.