Pamite

1. Unjust

"Mas, the money to make Alif's school list already exists?" I asked as I ate breakfast for him.

"When the list is still a week away, right? The slowest day."

I was just about to have breakfast for myself. My youngest son sounded crying. I immediately approached him who was playing on the terrace with his second brother.

"Why baby? Falling huh? Cup cup is okay. Brother Agil let's go in baby, breakfast with dad huh. I want to give milk to Anin's sister first."

My left hand holds my youngest child, who is one year old. Being actively walking and making a mess of the house. My right hand is holding my second three-year-old. Of his three brothers, my second son is the most unable to escape from me. Nothing should be mom.

"Mas, help you feed Agil all of you. Anin I'll give you milk first."

Without hearing the answer from my husband I walked into the room, intending to breastfeed my son. However, my steps stopped because of my husband's words.

"I'm rushing deck. This late, tell Alif or you nyuapin while breastfeeding can. I'm leaving first." Mas Anang walked up to me and kissed the top of my head. The routine he's been doing since we were newlyweds. After giving me a kiss, she gave a kiss to her three children. Then just leave. Oh, that's it, every day is like this. I'm tired of myself with endless homework and kids.

I immediately sat down at the dinner table and breastfed my son. While ragil I was sitting in one of the chairs not far from me. Yes, I breastfed and nursed my second child. Fortunately, Alif my eldest son was a little independent at the age of five years.

"Mom, Alif want to play?"

"May darling. Don't fight yeah. Brother Alif will soon be entering Kindergarten school. So must reduce fighting yes, so that later the bad habits are not brought to school. Later in the same anger teacher."

I have always dictated my son not to start quarrels or to impose his will. However, it's another matter if he doesn't make a mistake and his friend starts first. I will apply this to my three children later.

"Yes mom. I'm not gonna fight and grab a toy that's not on loan."

I smiled and my son rushed out of the house. Now it's my turn to focus on my second child and my youngest.

With three young children and expensive necessities, I was given fifty thousand a week, sometimes more if my husband had a bonus from the company.

Not that I want to complain, but in this age anything expensive like fifty thousand money can not be used for up to a week. Not to mention the children when they see snacks passing in front of the house.

I'm used to pocketing more money in my pocket, brainwashing how to connect life for all of us. To be honest, if I don't sell, maybe I have a lot of debt where.

I sell various sausages and frozen snacks that are fried. Thank God, although it is not profitable that much I can meet my daily needs with my personal money. I can also comply with my son's request which is not too expensive.

Fortunately my house is strategically located, this building is located in the middle of the school playgroup and Tk then also close to the mosque. That's why my sales are selling because my neighborhood is from morning to afternoon many children who go to school and teach.

I haven't been able to save up until my sixth marriage. To be able to eat alone I have to slam my bones and be clever if I turn the money.

My husband gave me a living of fifty thousand not without reason. The salary that should be enough for us as a family, I should let it go to share with my mother-in-law as well. Yes, my mother-in-law is a widow and has children who are still in college. Our house is only two houses away.

My husband finally asked his mother to give up his sister until it was over. In exchange for her father who is gone, such are the words that my mother-in-law always put for her firstborn. For the daily needs of my husband.

As a wife, would I be wrong if I protested against what my mother decided? In any case, Mas Anang also took my life, not all the burden should be placed on Mas Anang.

"Yes Fadil is a grown-up, he can go to college while working."

"Yes no, later can not focus and do not pass him. How will he be soaked? Pain even more runyam right."

Once I express my opinion and am not heeded then I will never again protest or discuss it a second time. Because it's useless, talk to the stubborn mas Anang so surely the ends of the fight if I don't budge. And I'm a typical person who doesn't want to argue or fight with trivial matters.

"Kak Agil toys used to be the same adek Anin huh. Play in front of the TV. Her sister's in the care of ya, mother wants to hang clothes for a while."

"Yu," call my mother-in-law.

"Yes ma'am."

"Do you have eggs?" I asked her as she opened the refrigerator in the kitchen.

Why ask if it's presumptuous to open the refrigerator without permission.

"Your eggs are still a lot, ask yes for mom to cook balado."

Mom took a few eggs without waiting for my answer.

"Mom, don't do much. It will make supplies if the daily needs in the refrigerator have run out. I was also given the same money as Anang." I don't know how many times I've begged like this. Probably thousands of times since I and Anang got married.

"You're not the boss forbid mom to ask for something. You also have income from selling snacks. Mother's money is not how much love Anang. Money isn't how big it is."

"Obviously Mas Anang gave more money to mom. I was only given fifty thousand per week ma'am. Otherwise, the kids and I will not eat. How many sales I have. Not even a child."

"Who told you to make a lot of children. The economy is not well established, pregnant continues."

"Can I get pregnant on my own without any interference from Anang ma'am? What with me playing solo I can get pregnant?"

I was so angry with my mother-in-law. Not that I was disobeying him. But I'm tired of him always asking for home supplies.

I've already complained this to Mas Anang. But you know what the answer is? He still defends his mother. Even when I fight like this, surely later mom will complain to mas Anang and I end up advised by him.

"You don't stingy with the deck mom. Let me take anything from home. We can still eat with other ingredients. I'd like to eat whatever's available at your table. Although the same sambel and krupuk doang. I still eat."

"We can eat anything even if we don't eat it doesn't matter. But our children, I have plenty to eat for a week and we can eat nutritious."

"Mom only asks for the deck occasionally. Not every day. Udah yes, it will be beautiful if you continue to be angry."

It always is if I complain about the attitude of the mother when there is no mas Anang at home.