Painting Your Eye Ball
AT THE END OF THE HORN
The last conversation on the phone with Cakra brings a new question to Naya's mind. The girl felt something strange. Not as usual. Cakra's voice sounded very weak and uninspired.But, he was happy because his slight longing was healed.
January has now passed. Cakra never told Naya again. While on the phone, Naya always asks when the guy visits her again. Various but reasons given by Cakra. Right now the girl's heart and mind are trying to be friendly with what she is feeling.
At the same time, Bu Dian and Pak Yudha were confused instead of thinking about Naya and Cakra. The two parents did not know what to say in case their son Naya asked for Cakra. Like today Naya just kept talking about her boyfriend to Bu Dian. I want to say all, but not to the heart. After all it is the demand of the chakras themselves.
“Pa, it's only been a week since Naya kept talking about Cakra. How will the days ahead be? Mama couldn't have lied to Naya. Should we just tell Naya?”
“It's not time to say all that to Naya, Ma. Let's just wait. For now we better tell Naya to focus on the same physiotherapy first.”
Bu Dian agreed with her husband's words with a still sad feeling. I don't know until when they'll hide about Cakra's health from his son. In fact, Cakra can always make his son cheerful.
***
This holiday actually Eagle wants to take advantage of his time to write, and occasionally go out with Fahrani to buy a novel or just read a novel in the park. But, his carelessness back then required a lifetime of regret in his heart. Now he really can't see anymore. The cute guy did not expect if the glue was very easy to damage his eyesight.
One afternoon the Eagle asked Dika to wait for him to meet Naya. He can't wait anymore. He had to express his yearning for many years on Naya as sensibly as possible.
At that moment, Naya was sitting facing the window. The girl's gaze was forward.
Bu Dian escorted Dika and Eagle to enter Naya's room. They had told me everything before. The woman who had given birth to Naya nodded and turned out of the room to make room for the two of them.
“Whose way?” Naya surprised. Suddenly two unknown men were in his room. “Ma! Please Naya! Someone's in Naya's room!” His cry was stifled as he stared at the Eagle. His eyes glare. The man had the exact same face as the man of his imagination before dating Cakra.
***
Cancer cells in the stomach are spreading. The hull was no longer able to receive food. Even water can not enter the thin body. His face was pale with sunken eyes. Bu Susi and all her family have resigned to the current state of Cakra. Maybe, the guy only needs a few days to feel the breath he breathes during his life, or maybe there is no time for him anymore. Doctors have stopped giving Cakra medicines. Only an infusion hose remains.
In such a limp state, Cakra asked his mother for a paper and pen. There are several sentences he tried to write with difficulty, and he said that the writing please give to Pak Yudha his father Naya. And, he also said to convey the word “thank you and sorry” to Naya. Cakra is very happy and happy to get to know the girl, and very grateful to be able to become Naya's lover. All this time her feelings for Naya were completely reciprocated. Cakra was very happy with all the memories he created with the little girl.
Susi when reading sentence by sentence written by Cakra, she immediately contacted Bu Dian.
On the same day Bu Dian held back her cries as she read the line of words that Cakra had written.
“It looks like it's time Naya found out, Ma.”
“Tau what, Pa? What's with Cakra?” Suddenly Naya emerged from the door of her room turning her wheelchair.
“Naya Darling.” Mr. Yudha approached his son and grasped his cute fingers. “Cakra he can no longer come here not because Naya is wrong to him, but because indeed Cakra can not to come.”
“Busy what, anyway, he's up to Lupain Naya?”
“Cakra is not busy, nor is he lupasama kamh. In fact, he still loves you very much. Forgive Papa and Mama who didn't tell Naya before. This is all actually Cakra's request not to tell Naya.”
“Cakra why, Pa, Ma? Cakra why?” Naya had held back her grief long enough. The tears fell as rain.
“Cakra pain. He's been hospitalized all this time and can't do anything.” Ms. Dian hugged her son tightly. “So his mother Cakra calls, and Cakra's state gets worse.”
“What pain chakra, Ma. Why doesn't Naya know? Ma, Naya. want to see Cakra. Naya is going to Jakarta, Ma.” His crying is getting stronger.
“Gastric cancer already end-stage.” Mr. Yudha is still trying to toughen up.
“Pa! Naya, Dad! Nay, wake up Nak!” shouted Bu Dian panicked to see her son unconscious.
