ORANGE (The Second Wife)

after seven years

"what needs to be fixed? our marriage was broken before you said Ijab kabul on our wedding day seven years ago.

why are you doing this all the same to me? have you considered me a doll that you can play around with? do you think I'm a robot with no heart and no feelings?" tanya orange stared at the person who had been down and was still kneeling at the feet of the orange

"it was you and my father who forced me to accept our marriage even without love between us, I desperately killed my feelings for my beloved whom I loved so much back then just so that father would not be disappointed and consider me an ungodly child, and after I had forgotten about it and already loved you wholeheartedly, fully accepted our marriage with the presence of sabia among us but now what do I get? WHAT'S?" the tone of the orange voice began to rise with a loud breath because of his crying that did not want to stop

"my sacrifice for seven years was in vain, my presence was as if it were only a shadow for you. It hurts, my heart really hurts. You are evil" lirih orange while hitting her chest hoping that the pain in her heart will be slightly lessened

*tests

test

tes*

tama tears dripping see orange until it is destroyed, tama disappointed with himself, tama regretted his actions why should be stuck with a complicated position and make orange as the most hurt person here. Especially when remembering the innocent face of sabia makes the chest tama feel more tight because it has hurt two women at once, the most valuable woman in tama life

"mas realized the mistake of mas is very fatal, at that time mas was forced to marry the barrel because he was pregnant first, and married him solely because he wanted to be responsible to the baby he was carrying at that time. please ji think again, give the mas one time just a chance to fix everything mas promise soon will divorce the barrel for your sake" tama continued to beg while tightly grasping the orange hand

"just as much responsibility as you say? but why is she pregnant again now? even three days ago you could still make love to her and purposely leave a trace of your love, what do you think my heart is made of? the fact is that you are never satisfied with one woman only PRATAMA and you know very well from the beginning I hate a thief" orange smile miris hear the tama confession that makes him more fed up

"the law of mas in any way as long as you never leave the mas, you can separate sabia with mas? sabia will be very hurt if if we really part, please think again.mas sorry tolomg give mas a chance"

"chance for what? the chance to continue hurting me and Sabia with all your lies? it's enough mas the longer I last the deeper the pain I get and it will even have a bad impact on sabia.

you don't worry about sabia maybe now she will get hurt and disappointed with my decision but gradually she will understand, bia will definitely not want to see her mom continue to cry every night if she continues to survive a marriage that is not okay"

"ji isn't there a little bit of pity for you? is your love for you just gone? mas please very orange revoke your divorce suit, mas can not live without you and sabia, forgive mas ji sorry" tama cry continues to beg orange forgive him

"i may forgive you but sorry to continue our marriage I can't, my heart is already sick it's not easy to accept everything back as before" said orange while staring at the face of tama that has been swollen without hesitation directly carrying orange into his arms

"sorry our marriage has to end here, thanks to our seven years together. Honestly I am very happy to be married to you despite the many lies in it, thank you for being the best papi for sabia.

lie that I'm not in love with you anymore, but the wounds you give are so deep. Sorry for now I prefer selfish and love myself more" said orange while continuing to suppress the tightness in his chest did not expect his marriage would end this way

"ji mas please do not leave the mas, can you not feel how deep the love that mas have for you. do not leave the orange mas, mas please" again Tama begged hoping that the orange would be leached

"once again I'm sorry I can't mas, be happy with the woman of your choice.I want us to part ways properly, I hope we can still give love to sabia even though we are no longer together. Sorry if all this time I have not been able to be a good wife and far from perfect" orange releases a tama hug and kisses the forehead until both cheeks tama and ends up tama lips

"i'm going, take care of yourself"

jingga left a weeping tama wailing at the agony of his run aground marriage after seven years of hard-earned defense.

tama had never felt pain until this deep, her chest felt so tight as in the impact of a stone chunk so large.tama could not take her parting with orange just like that.

the first night thought it would be the most beautiful and romantic night of their marriage but it turned out to be a disaster for him.

it comes to all her togetherness with orange and sabia during their blissful marriage, the laughter of sabia which has always been a tama encouragement will now no longer be obtained, he said, a warm orange hug every night will no longer feel, all the attention, all the attention, spoiled whining and all the habits of orange to tama have now disappeared replaced with a sense of loneliness that will accompany the old days from now on

"ORANGE"

yelled loudly with a cry that he could not stand anymore hoping that the orange would come back, embrace him and undo his intention to part with tama