
Since then, I have not spoken to my husband. I've blocked his number so he can no longer contact me.
All day and night I kept myself locked up in my room. Not eating, not drinking, not meeting anyone. All I did was cry until I was really stressed thinking about how hard my husband was to let me face all this alone in his absence.
How important is the business so that it accompanies me to give birth he did not have time? Is his business worth more to him than me and his children? Does she think that conceiving and giving birth to two children at once is a young thing? It's nonsense. Contain one child only many women who complain of this and that, especially if like me, two at once. Did he never think about it in the slightest?
At a time like this I need him most, no longer his endless money. Nor were the burly men who passed by day and night whom he assigned to guard down there. For what it's all about, it really doesn't do me any good.
Although there was a mother, Rina, and also bi Nining, but the existence of my husband could not be equated with the presence of the three of them. Still, I need more of his figure than others, even though the others are also important. But still I need my husband to be with me at times like these. Which woman is not sad if she is in the same position as me.
Where is your responsibility as a husband? Where is his responsibility as a father of the twin seeds he planted in my womb? Is he so cowardly that he wants to get away with his responsibilities?
Okay. It's okay if he doesn't think about me and how I feel. Maybe it's true that he's tired of me. Especially now that my appearance is not as attractive as it used to be. But, did she not think about her two child candidates? What if something happens because she's already stressing me out like this? What kind of father is he really?
Ting. While I was still crying until my eyes were so swollen and narrow, the elevator door suddenly opened. It turned out that mother, Rina, and also bi Nining were coming. Maybe they're worried about me. They even entered this room without my permission. In fact, yesterday afternoon I had forbidden them to enter here.
"Jeez Nia ...."
"Sister Nia!"
"Geez, Miss Rania."
The three of them immediately ran up to me. I don't know how I look right now. Why did the three of them look like that when they saw me?
As soon as they approached, mother and Lina immediately hugged me while crying. I don't know why they both cried? Do I look so pathetic now? Honestly, I have never looked in the mirror and seen my appearance since yesterday afternoon.
"Son ... Why are you torturing yourself like this? Aren't you thinking about the baby in your womb right now, hm?" Mother said on the sidelines of her cries, making my cries instantly break again.
Mom and Lina hugged me tightly as I cried out loud. They persuaded me for a long time until I started to feel calmer. But suddenly I felt something strange, my stomach suddenly hurt.
"Aw."
"What's up, son?"
"What's up, Nia?"
"What's up, Miss?"
"My stomach, my stomach feels very sick," I said as I stroked my stomach which was already very large in size. I wanted to stand up but it felt really hard because my stomach was so heavy. Plus my body feels very weak and my head feels very dizzy. This must have been because since yesterday I did not want to eat, did not want to drink, and kept crying.
"What, your stomach hurts? Don't you want to give birth, son?" said mom was panicking.
"Yes Bu, it looks like Kak Nia is going to give birth" added Rina.
"Good God, Miss Rania. Wait a minute I call doctor Santi first," said bi Nining no less panicked.
Doctor Santi is an obstetrician who was entrusted by my husband to handle me until I gave birth.
"Hello Doc, come here quickly, Miss Rania seems to be giving birth," said bi Nining.
Amidst the panic of the people, I felt my feelings getting worse. I felt more and more weak, my stomach also felt more and more painful. I don't think I can hold it anymore.
Maybe nothing happened to my baby?
The feeling of worry began to seep into my heart. Now I just regretted my stupid act of being too selfish and not thinking about the fate of the two babies in my womb.
Forgive Mommy, son. Sorry Mommy. Mommy is very selfish. Mommy only thinks about Mommy herself and doesn't think about the situation of the two of you. My inner.
Slowly my eyes began to blur. The cries of those who call my name I can no longer answer. My strength is very weak now. I think I'll pass out soon.
Honey, once again Mommy apologizes to you two. Mommy won't forgive herself if anything happens to you two. You two need to be strong, yeah. Don't be like Mommy. Mommy's weak, Mommy's whiny.
After saying those words in my heart, slowly my vision that had been blurred now turned dark. Since then, I don't remember anything.
B e r s a m b u n g ...
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