One Night Love Devil's

Depriving the Ego

He then ate the soup as a bribe for the sake of a mouthful. But when I wanted to bribe her for the umpteenth time, she suddenly caught my wrist.

"What's up?" my many. I think he's full, but the soup left in the bowl is half left.

"Sorry," he said, looking at me fixedly.

I don't know why he apologized to me, and he apologized for what he did wrong, because all this time he's been doing too much wrong to me. So I chose to be quiet. I still want to hear more explanations from him, why he suddenly apologized to me.

"I'm sorry for making you cry this afternoon" she said. I prefer to be quiet and not respond to his words.

That one last afternoon he was completely outrageous, to the point that he made me cry for quite a long time.

"How long have you been crying? Your eyes are so swollen." He said again as he rubbed the edge of my eyes using both hands gently.

"Can you please take your hand off?" my many. "And if you can, quickly finish this soup. I want to get back to rest in my room."

He did not heed my words at all, it felt like his fingers were getting stronger to grip my back head.

"Are you still mad at me?" tanyanya, while still looking at me fixedly. As for me, still the same as before, I prefer to be quiet, because in my opinion, it is not that easy for me to forgive his mistakes.

"Rania, listen to me. I really want to marry you not without reason. The fetus you are carrying is also my son, my flesh and blood, Rania. I don't want him to lose a father figure one day. The presence of both of us is very important to him, Rania. It's incomplete if it's just you, or it's just me. We should both take care of her and raise her together, give the parents affection together." He paused for a moment before he explained. He just kept staring at me.

"Rania, can you understand what I mean? Later, our son needs both of us, not just you as his mother. But one day he'll also find out where his father is. Why doesn't her father live with her and her mother, like other children who have complete family members?" He kept explaining it to me at length.

What he said is true. I know how it feels to lose a father figure. I felt it when my father died.

I can only breathe heavily. Honestly, it was the hardest decision for me. If I choose to marry her, I will definitely not live happily because of her bad habits. But if I choose to raise this child alone, she will be sad when she feels different from other children. Other children have complete parents, while my son only has one mother, no father figure.

"Rania, I won't force you to give me your answer right now. Please think carefully about my words from now on. Tomorrow, I'll be back in the capital. In 1 week, I'll be back here again to collect your answer" he said, continuing to persuade me.

"All right, I'll think about it. But please, don't tell my mother about this. Because I was not ready to face his anger and disappointment" I asked.

She smiled warmly while still looking at me. This time I saw him smile like that. Like it wasn't Kaaran Dirga I've known all along.

"alright. I'm just asking you, please tepis egomu a little. For our son's sake."

After returning to my room, I felt very restless and could not sleep. His words that were long and high were always ringing in my mind.

From now on, I have to think of the right answer. Not just about me, but about this kid as well. I can't be selfish and only care about my feelings. As a prospective parent, I must prioritize the happiness of my children later.

B e r s a m b u n g ...

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