ONE HOUR OF REBORN

R&G Eps 18

Back Ridho was surprised for how many times, but now Ridho began to understand and understand where the direction of Rani's conversation.

"You apologize in advance if your attention and affection make you finally become misunderstood, but believe you have your own place in your heart, you can't be replaced by anyone."

Now it is Rani who was confused by Ridho's statement, Rani again looked at Ridho with a very fixed and confused expression.

"What do I mean ?"

"Iah Sha all this time kaka has been wrong to not explain the intention of attention to you so that makes you misunderstand like this, all this time I've been paying attention to you kaka love you no other than just because I think of you as kaka's sister."

Rani's eyes immediately rounded perfectly hearing Ridho's statement making it like a lightning strike, because all this time he had been very misunderstood with all the good that Ridho gave, Rani thinks that Ridho also has the same feelings as himself, but in fact he only considers Rani as his sister is nothing more than that.

Ridho let out a long sigh then continued his story.

"Sha, I used to have a younger sister, her name was Riri, kaka and she was so very close, kaka was very protective of her if it was like a mosquito was reluctant to approach her because so protective her kaka there was Riri. Until he was only 5 years old, we were playing games together on the 2nd floor of our house and suddenly he slipped down the stairs resulting in a concussion of the brain and eventually died."

"From there kaka always blamed himself for the death of kaka's sister, until a few years later kaka can only accept all the destiny that has been outlined. Until a few months ago I saw you for the first time, I fell in love at first sight, I fell in love with you because I saw the figure of my sister whom I miss so much that I saw that figure in both of your eyes, so that from there I was determined to always protect you and love you as I used to treat my dead sister, I don't want to lose my sister for the second time, so that when you're sick, you're very worried about your situation."

"I'm sorry I was dishonest from the beginning, I'm sorry to give you hope, I'm sorry to play with your feelings, but honestly I love you so much, I don't want anything to happen to you. If what you're doing is a mistake, then tell me what to do to make up for all your mistakes ?"

Rani went back to silence, she was still trying to digest word by word that she heard, trying to interpret it well so that it would no longer be the wrong meaning that caused the heartache. Rani began to compose each word into sentences very carefully.

"If that's what you're feeling, I really appreciate it, I'm sorry because I've been expecting more of it on you, something that turns out it's not my right to get it. I do not want anything from kaka enough to remain a good kaka for me it has become happiness, heart problems and feelings Rani let time will heal her, it is, I hope after this our relationship will still be fine."

"You will be very happy if your presence grows happiness for you, you will always be there in your most difficult moments, you will never leave you, and you will be sure about your feelings...."

Ridho paused for a moment making Rani look at him confusedly

"About your feelings I'm sure there are people who want you more than you, he will be able to make you happy, he will be able to keep you more than you, kaka, it's just that for now maybe he hasn't been able to express his feelings, just don't worry he's here close to us and he'll meet you one day with his love."

Rani just stared in wonder and returned not too heed her words, she only considered it as a sentence of penghantis lara only.