ONE HOUR OF REBORN

R&G Eps 11

FATHARANI POV

Finished my business with Ms. Wati, I immediately said goodbye and hurried to leave the room, with a still sad look on my face, I continued to run as hard as I could to the place where I could be most comfortable and safe.

The back garden is still the only place I always visit when I am sad or happy. Here I can cry out, pouring out what is in my heart all the burdens, sorrows and wounds that have been trailing my life.

God, why my life is always faced with things that are so hard to get through, I guess deciding to stay in a dorm is the best choice for my life, but in fact here I suffer from my own life, no friends or parents who understand, I am also like other children in general want to be noticed, he said, why, Lord, did you make my life so hard, left my father at a very small age, an insufficient economy and an environment that seemed to be hostile to me, why, Lord why, what's my fault that you're punishing me this heavy ???"

I screamed sobbing until at last my body began to feel so limp, my body suddenly froze cold but the heat within was still bubbling, and my body was still frozen, my head was suddenly dizzy and my vision grew blurry until at last

Bruuuugggggkkkkkkkk

I was unconscious. No matter how long I lay in that unconscious condition, my eyes began to open little by little, I began to look around me who seemed all pure white, all clean, I just realized that before I was in the back garden, so why am I here now, where am I ??? I still wrestled with my own thoughts until at last the voice of a man awakened me.

"Sha, are you conscious ?" The man looked very happy to see me who was awake.

I looked at her, then back my eyes went around looking for answers to my questions.

"Where am I ?" I asked in a still weak voice and vision that was still not 100% focused.

I watched Ridho and looked at him with a small smile.

"Thank you for bringing me here, thank you for caring about me and always being there when I'm hard."

"Yes together, do not talk much you rest, your body is still weak and feverish, I will be here waiting for you." Ridho stroked the tip of my head.

I was very touched by her treatment, not expecting a man as good as Ridho, I was very lucky to meet and befriend him. I just smiled at him and why there was another feeling I felt when I got more attention from this man. What is this feeling ? I don't understand either.

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One Week later

For about a week I was in care, ka Ridho always faithfully accompanied me, after school he never missed visiting, never absent, ka Vienna my roommate who dahtah since when began to change his attitude to be warmer and gradually began to accept my existence and not only have started to be friendly with me, but also to be friendly with me, even when I was sick, he took turns to take care of me with Ridho ka. Truly at this time I am very happy, it turns out that God is very good always gives wisdom behind every incident that happens to us.

Rainbows that appear after heavy rain are a natural promise that bad times will soon pass and the future will be fine.