Obsessive Love Disorder's.

Muak

"Yes Allah.... Why is this happening, son?" His mother Arif, now even who cried hysterically in the arms of his son. He realized everything that was happening today. That his son-in-law is not a real woman.

"Mom... Will I be forgiven by Him? I have committed a great sin, ma'am." Said Arif sobbing in the arms of the mother. His whole life just this time he was as fragile and as destructive as this. Even he was disgusted with himself.

Moreover, the moment when he was with Flo all this time, flashed in his mind. Arif felt his body was very dirty, especially the core part. How foolish he was not to realize it all. Though it was clear, when they had intercourse, his wife was always complaining of pain so that when they had intercourse there was always a problem.

"You're not wrong, baby. Don't beat yourself up like this. Remember.the journey of life is still long, son! don't worry about Ali, your life is ruined. I don't want that to happen. Only you're mother's most precious treasure." Said his mother Arif, giving a look at his son, Arif's mother's facial expression also looks very sad. But, the old woman did not want to follow down and blamed the son.

He must be able to make Arif spirit again and be able to accept the reality of life wisely. Can be at peace with yourself.

"Repent son, ask God for forgiveness. You're not wrong, son. You're just a victim, so you don't need to be this bad." His mother Arif grabbed the child's chin, he coldly grew his son's confidence back again.

"Yes ma'am." Arif lowered the mother's hand from her chin, then hugged her mother tightly again. Arif desperately needs his mother's warm embrace right now. And moral support. Because he can go crazy, if he remembers everything that happened. He's a cop, Aliya Flo Yoshi can be fooled by. Trans gender women.

Starting from so comfortable he felt interacting with Flo, so he was very sure to marry the trans-gender woman. Obviously he felt comfortable, after all, what he married was his best friend starting from small.

The mother kept holding her depressed son. Gently rubbed the back of Arif, who was still crying in his mother's arms, and they were still sitting on the floor of the room.

"Take the silver lining, son. If there is a taste

upset in the heart over something, then the problem should be investigated first. Do not be rash like this, which will eventually make you feel sorry for the rest of your life" said the meek mother, the touch of her hands on her back and her head Arif felt full of love, that made Arif feel calm.

"Yes ma'am." Sahut Arif while nodding his head weakly.

"Good son, you're my only hope. You can't be ruined because of Ali. Remember mom is alive. O.k...!"

"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry if your son is wrong with you." Sahut Arif is still sobbing in the arms of the mother.

"Yes, son, you've never been wrong with me." Arif's mother noticed the face's back

the son who looked so insecure. Gently wiped away the tears that soaked Arif's cheeks with his fingers.

"Mom don't want to see you sad, because it was Ali. Let's just say it never happened, so your heart can calm down." The mother is not sure if Arif can make peace with her, for what befell her son. That's why the old woman, kept growing her confidence Ali.

"Mom thank you for your understanding. But honestly, mom. I'm ashamed, I must be Bullyan people's material. This case must be viral ma'am." Said Arif with his gamelang.

The mother seemed to think. Then he looked at the son with sparkling eyes. "You're a cop. You can arrange this problem, so that it is not covered by the media." Said Arif's mother.

Huuff..

Arif breaks his embrace from his mother He looks to take a deep breath and exhales slowly. He did it over and over again until he felt calm.

"Yes mom, hopefully. But, I doubt I can hide this carcass, because last night on set, Flo was on

shouted at by unknown people from the crowd who watched us while filming.They said Flo was a transgender woman, before the discordant screams I did not take a headache, I did not take a headache, because I didn't expect that. But when I got home and Flo, who was weak, got back to holding Ali's phone, and it opened, I was pretty sure Flo was Ali. because the only ones who can unlock the phone are me and Ali because I'm keeping an expert fingerprint on that phone."

Ali was already looking calm, when talking about everything.

"Yes son, thank goodness everything was quickly revealed. It means that God still loves you. From now on you must be closer to God, carry out all his commands and stay away from his prohibition, son." Arif was like a child treated by his mother.

"Yes ma'am." From the look in his eyes Arif, it can be read that he has not been able to accept the reality of what happened.

"Yes, we pray magrib first." Arif's mother got up from her seat resting on her knees and holding her waist. Ali, who could not bear to see the mother struggling to stand, finally helped the old woman to rise. Arif's mother came out of the room, while Arif went into the bathroom to make ablution.

***

The love and comfort when you first meet Flo makes Arif, accept all the flaws of Flo that look unnatural. So much the influence of comfort given by the woman so-called events, so that she became like a stupid fool obedient to the woman. While she was suspicious of him Flo, the woman at the beach once put together an answer. For example, the core part of Flo that looks not like the core of a normal woman in general.

Although Arif had never seen an adult woman before. He is not that stupid, does not know the core of women. But his life was deceived too.

Arif can't sleep. Decided to go down. He would ask ART for help to remove Flo's belongings from his room. Because he felt the existence of his item Flo in this room further damaged his mood.

Time still shows at 12:00 p.m. Arif really hopes his art will still be awakened to help him throw all of Flo's belongings out of his room. And when he arrived at the bottom floor, precisely in the gathering room of his ART number 2, it turned out that his ART, still in the gathering, gossiping in the kitchen hallway. Especially what they're talking about if it's not about He and Flo.

"So I saw Miss Flo saying Miss Flo is a transvestite." Bin Kumala said with his frenzy.

Arif is still eavesdropping on his second ART talk.

"Not transgenders, but transgender. That mother is already a woman. Banana's been cut, replaced with apex."

Hihah...

The two ARTs laughed offingly. They

they are funny about what they are talking about. While Arif is still confused behind the kitchen wall, made even more sad. In his house alone he has become a gosipan material. Especially out there, surely the news about Flo and himself has become a trend topic.

Arif finally left his place. He did not want to disturb the art that was gossiping about him. Looks like he better pack Flo's stuff himself.

Arriving in the room Arif took a suitcase from the top of his closet. It was Flo's suitcase. With a feeling of annoyance, sadness, anger and disappointment that raged in his heart. He decided to put clothes, bags and other Flo items in the suitcase.

It's been four big suitcases full of Flo stuff. And now he's gonna throw Flo's jewelry away. The point is, he doesn't want any of Flo's belongings in that house. Or at least he'll return Flo's stuff.

When opening the drawer of the closet that holds the jewelry and accessories Flo, Arif found a piece of white paper folded. Arif thought it was a letter, a sign Flo bought jewelry from the store. But, apparently not. It was a letter that Flo wrote specifically for her.

Dear soulmate

I knew and was well aware that everything would unfold as time went on. I have made all the right decisions in my opinion, as I indulge my turbulent desire in the heart to have you. 😥

Just reading one paragraph, Arif nausea already made. Whatever the explanation of the transgender woman, will not be grateful in her heart.

At first I felt very proud and satisfied, when I could have you, could feel love from you. But, the name of life can not always be controlled, there is just everything running from the scenario. Plus I kept a big secret to you, regarding my gender.

Sohibs....

In the 1st grade of Junior High, I started to feel something strange about me. I feel like I have a soul as a woman. And at that moment, I started to get interested in you. Maybe because we always spend time together either at school or playing out there. We always bathe together in the river helping each other rub the body from the legs, as well as the mud that is attached to our bodies when we are tired of playing in the rice fields.

The strange turmoil in the soul that revolted to be that woman, I was a damper myself. Because I knew my wish was not good, it was against religious law. But, the more I tepis taste and soul of femininity that dwells in my soul. I have a desire to change myself.

You know sohib, until now. I still remember the taste of your kiss on my cheek. It was my birthday, and you gave me a birthday cake. That moment was so beautiful for me. It happened when we were in 1st grade Junior High. Is that moment you remember?

"Gospel.... I hate you Ali...." Shouted Arif... He ripped the letter. He felt he didn't have to read it until it was over. Because the letter is so long. Reading the five paragraphs alone had made her nauseous. Especially continue until it runs out.

"A type of man like you who must disappear from the face of this earth Ali. Because of you my life is ruined.You'd rather die than live a riot in this world..!" Arif continued to vent his sadness. At any time, he will not be able to accept this harsh reality.

TB

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