Obsession Love's

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Next day. Callista fell asleep in a sitting position beside the ward. Because he was tired and because his mind was always worrying him. Making the girl again have to fall asleep in the chair. Meanwhile, Fiona, David and Alvis have returned to the hotel where Callista was staying. Why is Alvis coming? Because Callista asked him to look after Fiona and David.

Cold morning air piercing. Callista who was only wearing short-sleeved clothes felt his bones freeze. The atmosphere is very cold. Until the girl decides to wear Alvis's jacket which she accidentally left behind. Alvis knew Callista would need his jacket.

After wearing a jacket that wrapped her body warm, Callista walked out of Erland's nursery. Long time there makes the girl miss the outside atmosphere. Where you can breathe air freely. Callista walked to the park behind the hospital. There is a long chair with white paint. Callista took a seat there and breathed some fresh air around. His face looked up at the clear blue sky. Her smile was sweet. Then the girl closed her eyes. Enjoy every sensation in the environment. Fragrant and cold. There are several types of flowers there, with different fragrances. And Callista loves its fragrance and aroma.

Instantly a memory stopped in his mind. Where is Erland who will soon realize and Callista who has promised to keep and accompany him until anytime. As well as the shadow of Alvis who always managed to make Callista's chest feel tight again. But even so, Callista tried to accept everything. Trying to forgive what happened. And let go of what should have gone. Callista just wants his life to be as quiet as it used to be. Where only full of laughter and happiness, away from tears and wounds. Callista wants his life to be the way it used to be.

With a whole heart and determination that has been rounded. Callista decided to keep his promise. Accept Erland and spend the rest of his life with the man. Whatever happens, Callista will take it for granted. For him, no life goes well. There is no life without tears. Callista just wishes he had the right decision. And may happiness come later after the great wounds he has now. Learn to forgive and accept. Callista knew, it wasn't forever that he would be like this. Maybe her life will be much better. And he believed it.

The girl breathed back the air so deeply. Then blow it slowly and calmly. It seems everything has been answered. He is no longer worried. Given Erland who has done a lot for him, made Callista confident that his decision to accept Erland was right. Maybe he and Alvis are not a match. So that God deliberately brought Erland and himself. Then make alvis go when in a difficult situation. Callista believes that the path of destiny is the best.

Callista. Someone called him in a loud voice. Callista's relaxed body. The girl stood up and looked at who had called her.

"Miss, are you a patient's family on behalf of Mr. Erland? Now the patient is conscious" a nurse said as Callista looked at her. Callista smiled happily. Then thank the nurse before finally running quickly to Erland's nursery.

Callista got there. Without waiting he quickly opened the door. Get inside by running. Callista was silent as he looked at Erland's face. The eyes of the man who had been closed, were now staring at him. And his lips carved a smile towards Callista. Callista walked again near the ward. Looking at Erland's pale face up close. The man is still lying.

Even his face was still handsome. Inner Callista.

"Hey!" erland exclaimed with his voice still weak and choked. Looking at Callista who had been silent and daydreaming.

"Eh," Callista smiled. "You awake?" ask Callista looking for a topic.

"You can see for yourself whether I'm awake or not"

Checks. Stupid question. Why am I asking such absurd questions. Annoyed Callista without a sound.

"Then do you feel better?" callista asked again.

I hope my question this time is not wrong. Callistas.

"I feel good. But my head hurts a lot" Erland replied. Callista breathed a sigh of relief. Maybe because the question is no longer poking.

"Why you? You're happy if my head hurts?" erland said because he saw Callista who was breathing out.

"Ah, no no. Of course I'm not happy if your head hurts" Callista reasoned. "Then I'll call a doctor for you" he continued. He was about to step away. His body has turned. But the movement stopped when a hand blocked it. The check feels soft and smooth. Callista turned back. Staring at Erland's hands that were blocking him.

"no need. There's no need for you to call a doctor for me" Erland exclaimed.

"But you said your head hurt"

"Not hurt more than I felt. The pain in my head is nothing compared to the pain in my heart because of you" suppressing every word. Callista.

Why is it like this. Why did he talk about everything. As I steadied myself to accept it, why did he say something that made me hesitate again. Inner Callista.

"You just realized. We can talk about that later"

"I don't really want to talk about it either. But why are you still silent when you find out who hit me?"

"You mean?" confused Callista. And Erland smiled bitterly.

"You know very well that your lover was the one who hit me. But you didn't do anything at all. To just sue no" Erland replied. Looked at Callista's face inside. But quickly the girl turned her face away.

"I know because I saw his face. When he was about to hit me, I saw his face. His face may be closed and difficult to recognize. But I can tell his stature. That guy's my biggest enemy to get you. So there's no way I don't recognize it" Erland explained. Callista turned his head and returned Erland's gaze.

"Then after you know you're gonna sue him? You're gonna pay back what he did, are you?" Erland again smiled bitterly at Callista's words.

"No. I certainly wouldn't do anything. Or I'll go back to tormenting your life. I'm just gonna set you free now. Your lover is back. I knew you'd be with him. So why would I do something. Everything is meaningless now. My desire to get you is over. I knew you'd never be mine" Callista dropped her tears without her noticing. Hearing Erland say it hurts a lot more than when Callista lost Alvis. Callista quickly wiped away her tears.

"Thank you for saving my life. I don't know what will happen again if you're not willing to help me. Maybe not only will my life end, but Fio's life will be much more ruined" Erland continued. Callista was silent. Even when he saw Erland trying to resurrect his body, Callista did not help at all. Let Erland position her body until she sat down leaning on the back of the ward.

"I can't go. Fio wants me to keep you company" Callista said. Erland smiled again. But now his smile was more concerning.

"So Fio is the reason why you refuse to leave even if you want to? Then you don't have to hear it. He's still unstable. I'll talk to him and make him understand. Then you can leave" Callista couldn't resist the intense turmoil in his heart. Thing and so piercing. Why did the man in front of him say such a thing. Though the girl had worked hard to convince herself to accept Erland. But why is it like this now. Is this a sign that his decision was a mistake? Callista turned around. I want to get out of there. For a long time listening to Erland's words made his heart burn. Why does it feel this painful?.

Callista was running fast. But again Erland's hand stopped him. The girl turned back. Erland pulled Callista's hand strong with the rest of his strength. Until Callista's body fell on his field chest. Callista was silent. Not responding or giving a fight. Erland is still very weak. Callista was afraid something bad would happen if he hit the man's body.

Erland brought her face closer to Callista's ears. Whispering quietly there.

"Semoga hidupmu lebih tenang setelah terbebas dariku" bisik Erland lirih. Callista tetap tak merespon. Lalu Erland memeluk lembut tubuh Callista. Matanya terpejam menghirup aroma tubuh Callista dibalik ditengkuk gadis itu. Callista merasakan sebuah nafas telah menyapu tengkuknya. Tapi kali ini rasanya berbeda. Callista tidak merasakan gairah apa apa. Malah ia merasakan sebuah ketulusan. Sampai hatinya berdesir hebat. Sensasi berbeda yang Callista rasakan. Dan gadis itu juga merasakan sebuah penyaluran. Seperti Erland yang mencoba menyalurkan rasa cintanya yang besar melalui pelukan dan deru nafas.

Their embrace stopped. Because Erland released Callista's body. Then a little bit of Callista's body moved away. The same instant the girl felt wanted, but then everything was snatched away so she felt wasted.

Callista stared at Erland. And vice versa. They looked at each other with silence. The atmosphere between them was getting cold and awkward.

Please tell me if you still want to get me. I will not regret this decision. Please Callista.

"I don't want you anymore. After this you can go!" as if answered with Erland's words just now. Callista increasingly tight and sore that has now spread to the space of his heart. Why is his expectation inversely proportional. This way Callista will feel very guilty. He made Erland an accident and irresponsible. While in the past when the girl was in the same position, Erland actually took good care and took care of her. Even though Erland was not the reason for Callista's accident. Why does the path of destiny not go the same.

Callista dropped his tears back. The feeling of tightness makes him no longer able to withstand the flow of tears. The girl deliberately spilled her tears in front of Erland.

"I know what your tears mean. You're too happy to cry like that?" Erland smiled wryly.

Lord. It hurts more than I imagined. Why do you make everything this complicated. Inner Callista.

***

Erland pov's

Really, I never thought about saying that. Why am I so brave to say it. Why I made my own heart hurt. Why I let my obsession end here. Why did I let her go. Why I'm making everything fall apart.

I squeezed the white sprai of the ward. It's hard to let go of the girl I love. Even now my love is much more developed for him. Why would I be stupid to make him free. The point is I just want him to come back happy and live a quiet life. I realized I never made him laugh let alone happy, there I was constantly incising the wound in his heart. I can't be this selfish. I can't force myself on him. He deserves to be happy in his way. Even after her lover's return, made me realize my position. I don't have a special relationship with him. Or maybe there's no relationship. Our relationship is only due to the contract. And after the contract is over, then what makes me to continue with him. Now her lover is much richer than I am. I don't have people. Bankruptcy has befallen me. What makes me powerful. There's nothing left. Including to tie up the girl I love. I've lost my right to it.

Maybe my decision to let you go was much better for you and your happiness. Even though I have to endure extreme pain. May the wounds of my heart make you laugh.

I miss your lips. Even for everything that concerns him.

***

Please not on the demo.

Ko so gini anyway groove?

Ko Erland took off Callista anyway? ngaco deh.

Ko is so slack, huh?

Okay, so I said yes. Why did I make the groove become like this? Why did I make Erland take Callista off?

Because yes, everyone must have a point of fatigue and give up. Yeah, even Erland is obsessed with Callista. But still, whose name is never appreciated must be careless themselves. The name is also a feeling, it is natural that there is a cap.

But just calm down. Callista will love Erland with all his heart. So gausah neting first yaa :)

Be patient and follow the path. You will baper yourself when you see Callista who loves Erland very much.

And I took another step to leave a trace after reading. Because I swear, your comments are very valuable for the author. Don't forget to like too, and give this story a vote. Comments, likes, and votes don't pay, right? wkkp.

I would like to thank all the readers of this story. This is hihi's amateurs story. The grooves may also still be really messy. Understandably, I am still learning and still need learning. Wkk, guess what school still needs learning.

The point is thank you very much which is as big as it is for all of you:)