Not the Wrong Matchmaker (R2)
BSJ 27'S. Conquering Hearts
...ليس أحد إلا وهو يفرح ويحزن، ولكن اجعلوا الفرح شكراً والحزن صبر...
...“Every person must have felt the joy and sorrow. Therefore, make your tribe grateful and your sorrow patient.”...
...BSJ 27'S. Conquering Heart...
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Grief from loss leaves deep wounds. Likes and sorrows come and go, no stopping. Pleasure and sorrow is the circumcision that definitely colors into this life. No human being continues to be happy, nor does he continue in sorrow and sorrow. Everyone felt joy and sorrow coming back and forth. God always turns his heart back with love and sorrow that color.
God created happiness and sorrow so that man may realize the joy of happiness, so that he may give thanks and share. And the narrowness of Sadness is created that it may bow down before the Lord, who is merciful and loving, and does not boast. Let him complain before God. Lowered whining before God. Bows to the most merciful God. Like the complaint of the Prophet Ya’qub when a long time separated from his beloved son; Yusuf ‘alaihimas sasalam
إِنَّمَا أَشْكُو بَثِّي وَحُزْنِي إِلَى اللَّهِ
“Verily it is only to Allah that I complain of my suffering and sorrow.” (QS. Joseph: 86).
Of course, this is a guideline that until now held by Keevan'ar Radityan Az-zzioi. Surrender to the Khalik during his ordeal. Chanting prayers and restlessness in each prostration. For he knows that God does not make his creatures happy and sad nor laugh and cry. As stated in his firm :
وَأَنَّهُ هُوَ أَضْحَكَ وَأَبْكَىٰ
“It is Allah who makes a laughing and crying” (QS. An-name: 43).
Therefore, it is not reprehensible if one feels sad. It was instinct. There is no harm if it is appropriate.
But we must also remember, God knows. When the coming of calamity in any form, we should cry accordingly. Sadness and crying are human because of the weight of the ordeal, but remember the extent of lamenting the sadness itself. Do not let it dissolve in sadness so that we despair.
"Aurra?" Say hello to the beautiful woman with the cream. His fluttering Black Hair looked blown away by the wind with its ring.
"Sir Q, what's up?"
Ask the owner of the name to answer the question of the woman next to him friendly.
"It's been a long time since we've talked together."
Said the beautiful woman, while sitting next to the girl who was sitting on the wheelchair.
"Can you sit here, right?"
The young gray-grey-dyed hijab girl nodded, assuring.
"What kind of girl is Ra, until her cousin got drunk so unfortunately?" Tanya Q, while staring at the view of the courtyard of his extended family home.
"I don't know, my husband-to-be I don't know his face." Aurra said while looking down.
A beautiful woman who also works as a model is oh ria. He was surprised not to play. This is not the era of siti nurbaya anymore, where the colossal matchmaking is still happening. This is the 21st century that has advanced technology. Do not meet in person can see it visually through online. It can be through photos, videos, videocall or so on.
"Patiently, Ra. Ma'am also knew it must have been very painful, but he didn't know what to talk to either." Q said while looking straight around him.
He knew this girl beside him must have harbored a huge disappointment behind his determination. Because he was also disappointed with the decision of the side of the party taken by his cousin.
"But not sure, God will surely give you a better replacement than him."
He said as he glanced at someone who had just come beside him.
Aurra nodded. Hopefully, that is what God will plan for him.
"Why see me like that?"
Ask the bass voice flat.
Q smiled cynically, he was most annoyed when faced with cold and flat creatures or the like like him.
"If it's a smile dong bang, straight like a highway." Joking.
"Hm."
Selow the response of the young man who was now joining sat two steps in front of the two.
"Honey yes, handsome face handsome smell of kencur smell. Uh, he's been asking for mercy! Where is the level of fighting again."
Said Q while chuckling amusedly, teasing his cousin this one sometimes makes him happy and irritated because of his response.
"Mister, don't start!"
Instruction of a plain black-clothed young man with the small puma logo.
"Partially yes, where there are girls who like the same captain jutek rich you bambang." His words are becoming.
"My name is Van'ar, not bambang!"
Flatness.
Aurra who witnessed the feud both just a small smile behind the cover of her hijab. The presence of the two really improved his mood a little. Last night he stayed at Radityan's residence. This morning his father and mother had gone home with his sister, but he was still stuck here because Arkia asked for it. Actually he feels awkward here at the moment, but considering the Radityan family is very friendly to him, making Aurra nyamam here.
"You've been taking Ra's medicine?" Van'ar asked breaking the silence.
"It."
"Said mom you can call mommy if you need anything."
"Yes." Yeah."
See, everyone is paying attention to him. Maybe because of his pity.
"Udah ah, let's go in first. It's not good to be a mosquito." Instruction Q while moving from his seat.
'The spirit of conquering it Kap!' Whisper Q as it passes through Van'ar.
"But first Ra!"
"Yes, ma'am." Aurra.
After Q, silence enveloped the two. The view of the mini fish pond in front of them was more interesting than a conversation. Until Aurra turned her reflexes, because she felt someone pushing the wheelchair she was sitting in.
"You seem to need a little walk."
Entering the park area in a very spacious radityan residence. Lots of exotic trees there. Pine trees, spruce, resin, to date palms lined up neatly there. Carrying a soothing impression in the middle of his blinds. Even in areas deliberately planted with pine trees, already decorated with wedding knickknacks. White strands of cloth formed a beautiful square altar with a white flower arrangement there .Aurra instructed Van'ar to flick his wheelchair.
"Later fall Ra!" Ban Van'ar when the girl gets out of her seat.
"I'm doing better!"
Instead, Van'ar nodded. Let the girl with the dusty unggu dynamic walk slowly towards the altar in the garden behind her house.
While he walked behind him, afraid of fearing the girl in front of him fell because his condition was not stable.
Right in the middle of the beautiful altar, Aurra involuntarily shed her tears. Until he was struck by a burly hand that was thrust in front of his lowered face. Letting that burly hand receive the melt of his clear crystal.
"Your tears are too precious to waste." His words were soft, no longer with his typical flat tone.
The beautiful girl looked up, but did not dare to look at the man's face in front of her. Until he was surprised by the man's next act. He knelt before him, reaching for his feet wrapped in flat shoes and also leather socks that were up to his ankles.
"If you step on it, it falls on Ra!"
He said while confirming the rope of flat shoes used by Aurra.
Aurra herself did not know when the rope had come off. Though the robe that almost swept the floor covered it, but Van'ar? You can pay attention to that little thing.
"Thank you."
He said, but the man did not move from his position.
"Why do you keep kneeling, and then your pants get dirty?" Aurra said as she rewinded herself one step.
"Ra, marry me!"
Said to the point which certainly makes Aurra wide not play.
"But?"
"Listen to me Ra!"
He interrupted, not letting Aurra speak before he fulfilled his intention.
"I know it's hard for you. I know you're disappointed because of all this." Jeda for a moment.
"Before we die, oma asks us to get married."
Deg
"But Ra, regardless of that I've been intending to marry you earlier." Aurra thinks she married him just because of his grandmother's last request.
"I love you Ra."
Deg
Aurra did not know what to react to. He was surprised not to play, but strangely his heart was not crazy as usual. His heart was beating normally with a heart-warming beat there. Well, what's going on?
"I intend to marry you, not because I want to replace my brother. Honestly, I have loved you for a long time. But God seems to have his own way for me."
Further.
Aurra was still loyal to her position. While Van'ar who would have guessed now his heart is beating unbecoming.
"I married you not out of pity, but out of sincere affection for God."
Aurra shed her tears, listening to the heartfelt words of the man 5 years younger than her.
"But Van'ar-" he said disconnected.
"Ra, listen to me." Sela Van'ar.
"I know your status is still my brother's fiancee, because he hasn't decided on his sermon. I understand Ra. If you want, we'll wait until my brother comes home and decides your sermon clearly." His words that returned made Aurra shed her tears.
"If that day comes, and you will not accept me. I sincerely lilla hit'ala will be your decision. Whatever your decision, as long as you're happy I'll be sincere Ra. Really."
Aurra no longer knew what to comment. When people encouraged her to present a better man than her future husband, now she was confused herself. In front of him, the kind-hearted man who gently expressed his feelings. Appreciate his despair with full sincerity. Really, subhanallah feels. God brought in someone who was predicted to be his priest someday, it turns out that the figure who had been not far from his side.
"I'm sincere if you don't accept my proposal later Ra." Van'ar said back while removing the wooden box above it in a glass lid with dusty-colored edges just like the color of the clothes in Aurra.
"I'm sincere."
His words were reassuring, before he was taken aback by the girl's words before him.
"Your brother has cancelled his sermon for me."
Deg
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Sukabumi 08 May 2020
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