Not the Surrogate Mother

Wedding day

Kailandra patted his own cheeks a little hard. He could clearly hear Kailani's words just now. It's very clear, though. Only, he still did not expect Kailani to say that. Kailandra's cheeks were also painful and hot due to his own clapping that was so strong.

"Not a dream," he said.

The expression on Kailandra's face is difficult to interpret. Whether confused or overly happy, his lips trembled not knowing what to say. He should express what he feels, whether through sound or just body language. In fact, Kailandra is like a statue of a confused person. Realizing his stupid reaction, Kailandra also tried to control himself to be calmer.

"Kai, I know you're doing this just for the kids. But I will still try my best for you, as much as I can to make you all happy. I'll prepare for our wedding." The voice of Kailandra was really shaking. Between haru, happy and sad are now stirred into one. Indeed, he is still afraid of the words of the late Love who says that he will never be happy.

"It's a simple wedding. I don't want any guests. Enough between us and the witnesses. If it can be soon." A moment after saying that Kailani stood up and hurriedly entered her room.

Kailandra may not know, Kailani's feelings are now mixed. The decision that was just made was a big one. Marriage is still marriage. Whatever the reasons behind the sacred bond occur, there are still rights and obligations or consequences that must be lived by both parties thereafter.

Until half an hour passed, Kailani did not return to meet Kailandra or just leave the room. Therefore, the man decided to leave Kailani's house. Not directly home, in the middle of the trip Kailandra asked to meet with his personal assistant to discuss and take care of marriage problems.

While Kailani himself was also seen talking seriously with someone over the phone. The one who was contacted was none other than Kenzo. Of course, it is very important to talk about his decision to the ex-husband. It was not a matter of asking for blessing, but rather because the decision Kailani made was clearly concerning the matter of Keiko as well.

"Does this mean you'll take Keiko completely?" Kenzo's voice was heard from Kailani's cell phone speaker. From his tone was clearly a worry.

"No, Ken. Not so. Slowly, we must correct this mistake. Keiko deserves to know the real story. Bang Kai also had the right to properly acknowledge and get Keiko's recognition. Not to break the cord of love between you and Keiko, just to restore our respective positions where we should be. Until at any time, you must remain Papa Keiko." Kailani explained straightforwardly, leaving no side of her tenderness.

"Promise, huh, Kai? You won't keep Keiko away from me." Kenzo's voice volume is getting weaker.

"Ken, what are you talking about? Keiko's a smart kid. He was so compassionate, kind and loving. Keiko can be like now, it's also because of you. So much time you spend building moments together. Keiko won't forget you just because of Bang Kai."

Not long after, the phone connection was cut off. There is no greeting or closing greeting from both. Kailani then chose to lay down on the bed. Closing his eyes-wish he soon fell asleep to piece together the major decisions he had just taken alongside dreams. Truly, he himself did not expect that it would eventually have to be what it is now. In the end, a little seed of taste that he had wanted to cultivate with Calvin, must be ignored because Kailani's happiness is no longer just about his own heart, but there are three other hearts that must be prioritized.

That night, it might be the most disturbing night for Kailandra and Kailani. Various sleeping positions have been tried, but the eyes are still closed in the pretense.But it is asleep, the minds of both are even compact to walk everywhere.

The state of turmoil, lasted until a few days later. Not only sleep is difficult, appetite is both much reduced. Not to mention the work that became unfocused. Until the long-awaited day finally arrived.

The living room is arranged in such a way with a simple. All are ready to be witnesses to the sacred pledge of two people who re-integrate - either because of love or because of circumstances. One thing is certain, the prospective groom looks very nervous. Even Keiko who continued to hold the man's hand, felt his hand get wet because of the cold sweat released by the oppa's hand.

Nervousness does not only belong to Kailandra, the same thing is felt by Kailani. The woman was still reluctant to get out of front of her dresser. He continued to look at his own face that had been polished thin by MUA which was deliberately imported by Kailandra. The snow-white kebaya intersects Shanghai, further affirming Kailani's level neck.

"You're so pretty, Kai. People don't think you have three children. Your body is still good" praised Keira who appeared because she wanted to call Kailani to come out.

"Thank you, Kei." Kailani answered softly with a faint smile on her lips.

"Kai, there are many reasons that make people finally decide to get married. Some are married because of love, some are married because of lust, because they want to have children, property, and some even marry without love at all. I'm sure this decision you've taken will not be wrong. Maybe at first for the kids. But deep down in your heart, the love for Kailandra must still be there." Keira walked over to Kailani. The bride's shoulders were gently touched.

"Return the meaning of marriage according to our faith teachings. Describe worship so that you are sincere with whatever will happen in the future. Take more time for both. You can't use children as an excuse to continue coexisting with Kailandra. In the end, we must realize that marriage is a long journey process to understand each other, accept what is, forgive, make happy and share for life. There is no point where we can stop understanding, there is no chance where we can get tired and give up. Or we will continue to lose to our own ego."

The long speech from Keira made Kailani widen her smile. In his heart he gave an incredible thanks. Even though his life path could be said to be so steep, at least he was never alone through it. There are always good people around him. The promise of God is true, where not a single test in the world is given without His help.

Kailani slowly stood up. "I'm supposed to be ready, Kei."

The two walked towards the room where everyone was waiting.Kailandra bit her own lower lip. Seeing Kailani step foot towards him, it felt like she was still in the dream realm. God does have his own plans in the journey of his servant's life.

Who would have thought? Kailandra and Kailani who had planned a wedding with a fairly luxurious concept and failed because of the thing that made the two hate each other - were rediscovered because of an event that was really beyond reason. In the end, fate leads them to an unexpected marriage today.

That is why, man should not boast of a thing that has not yet happened. Because in man's plan, there will always be God's intervention in it. As good as man's plan is, God's plan is the best and will surely come to pass.

"Can we start?" ask the ruler to Kailani and Kailandra who have been sitting side by side facing the table in front of him.

"Wait!" The female voice from the doorway, made everything in the room immediately turn their attention towards the source of the sound.