Not the Surrogate Mother

A mother's struggle

"Sir, how is this? Bu Kailani must be informed, so that he can immediately give his ASI." The nurse reminded Kailandra. Making the man even more confused should prioritize which one. While the phone in the hand of Kailandra continues to vibrate.

Without a word, finally Kailandra rushed to leave the baby twins, one of which still continued to cry. Like being in a race against time, Kailandra decided to run towards the parking lot of his car. For a moment he ignored his mobile phone that was still vibrating with the caller number still the same. Only after he had already sat in the back then did the man receive the phone call while tucking the bluetooth earphones in his ear.

The greeting sound of the caller was heard along with the movement of the wheels of his car moving away from the hospital parking area. Kailandra did not immediately respond, because he was still focused on crowded roads in front of a very crowded hospital.

"Yes, how's sus?" tanyanya after successfully making the position of the car is on the right track to the residence Kailani.

"Look, Sir. Ms. Kasih has regained consciousness. It's just that he seems to be facing some unusual psychological pressure. His eyes were blank and refused to answer our questions. For the heart the condition is stable. Although blood pressure is still high. Instead, you immediately see a doctor to discuss the condition of Bu Kasih more clearly," said the voice of the woman at the end of the telephone speaker very clearly.

"Well, I'll be here in about an hour." Thailand cut off phone.

Kailandra refocused its attention on the road. The gas pedal begins to be pressed deeper, a sign that the driver wants to shorten the travel time. However, the man's patience is really being tested. Towards the last fork that passed, the road was so crowded, it could even be said to be jammed. While moving, stopping for three times longer.

Meanwhile, Kailani was sitting pensively on the edge of her bed. A clear thread occasionally drips from Kailani's eye patch as the woman performs a flashing motion. It's a lie that Kailani says she's okay. Whose woman is willing to let go of her child for others. Especially after the incredible birth drama, it feels like Kailani is always close to the baby twins.

"O Allah, I entrust the care of the children to You. Always give Your hand to hold and protect them when my hand cannot reach them. You are the Owner and the Controller. Please strengthen me, God. As Thou hast created happiness, so with him must Thou also include sorrow." Kailani rubbed her wet cheeks. Then he grabbed the phone lying on the nightstand.

The woman immediately knitted her forehead perfectly. Thirteen incoming calls caught his sense of sight as soon as Kailani opened the screen lock on the phone screen. Not lingering let himself wonder, Kailani immediately dialed back the number.

A soft and friendly greeting voice immediately sounded in Kailani's eardrum as soon as the third dial tone ended. "What's up, Sus? Baby twins why?" tanyakanya.

The nurse explained the baby boy. Not exaggerated and not reduced. Exactly the same explanation given to Kailandra. After that, the nurse immediately stopped the phone call from Kailani. Because the cry of the baby boy that had subsided for a moment, suddenly again sounded shrill-until heard by Kailani.

Ignoring his physical being far from recovered and still wearing the same clothes as earlier this morning. Kailani rushed to order an online motorcycle taxi to take her to the hospital. Hearing the cry of the baby boy, Kailani's feelings became increasingly unsettled. If he takes an online taxi at the closing hours of lunch as he does now, it's clear he can get to the hospital in two or three hours due to traffic jams.

"Sir, please do not be too fast yes bring the bike," Pinta Kailani while receiving the helmet given by the driver of the online motorcycle taxi that came not ten minutes from the time Kailani ordered his services.

"Good ... To the hospital, Mom. Sorry in advance, I did not miss the main line because this time is usually jammed," replied the father ojek online, friendly and polite.

When Kailani has moved quickly to the hospital, Kailandra is still stuck in traffic. Many times the man swore while hitting the wheel of his car. The truth is that he wants to play with his emotions.

Kailandra then contacted his personal assistant in connection with the important work that was forced to be abandoned due to various events that happened to him from the morning. Again, it was not the information that made his mind a little quiet that was heard, but the burden was even more after his conversation with the assistant.

"Why taking care of something like this can't. What is the use of an assistant, if cooperation is that simple I have to go forward myself," said Kailandra while ruffling his hair.

Meanwhile, Kailani who almost reached the destination, seemed to continue grimacing to feel the tremendous pain in her abdomen. Shocks that often occur throughout the trip, making the pain no longer muffled. Sweat soaked some parts of Kailani's body. In addition to the scorching heat of the sun, also because of its actual physical condition is not recommended to travel using a motorbike.

"Thank you, sir." Kailani got off the bike in slow motion. It felt as if his feet were no longer on the ground. His body seems to float. When he wanted to take off the helmet, Kailani's hands did not even reach his own head.

"I have to be strong, I've got here. Don't let me faint." Before stepping, Kailani tried to collect the remnants of the energy he had.

Feeling better, Kailani stepped slowly with a slightly bent body position and both hands clutching her stomach. The cold sweat is getting worse. Not yet in the lobby, Kailani finally chose to give up. The woman asked the security guard to call in a medical staff to bring her a wheelchair and push her to the nursery of baby twins.

"Mother is pale. I'd better take the mother to the ER, we'll see first the mother's condition" suggested the nurse who helped push Kailani while they were in the elevator.

"Later on, Sus. My son first," Kailani refused. His voice was barely audible.

The nurse had to comply with Kailani's request. The power of a mother who loves her child is difficult to reason with logic. No matter how big the obstacles and pain are felt, there is nothing compared to the worry on the condition of the baby.

"Alhamdulillah, finally Bu Kailani came too." As soon as Kailani enters the room, the nurse who contacted her earlier immediately brings the baby boy who is in his arms - approaching Kailani.

"here, Sus. It was a pity, his voice was so hoarse," Kailani reached out her hand to hold the baby boy.

At the same time, but in a different place, Karina smiled with satisfaction while holding a letter of proof reporting on the actions of the DPRT she had just experienced.

"I won't make our farewell as easy and fast as you want, Kai," muttered Karina, followed by a sly smile at the end of her sentence.