Not the Surrogate Mother

Sincerity Keira

Kailani returned Kasih's gaze, her gaze flatly covering all the flavors she had in her mind. Slowly, the woman drew a thin smile line at the end of her lips. Not forced, but clearly the smile was also not given sincerely.

"There are some things we can forget - and just forgive. Some more things, it takes a long time and hard effort to just forget. Especially to forgive, obviously not something easy. I realized, holding grudges will only add to the wounds and torture our own hearts. Mother's question I don't need to answer." Kailani stood up and was about to leave Kasih alone.

"Then, don't give hope to Kailandra." Kasih held back Kailani's steps by blocking the woman's wrist.

"Why is Mom busy managing how I should behave? It shouldn't be me that's the focus of Mom right now. We are both mothers. Keeping our child's heart from feeling the hurt is always our priority. But don't let, what we do even hurt the child's heart from others." Kailani took her wrist off the hand of Kasih.

"Our business is just children. Being kind and showing no hatred or hostility does not mean I give hope. Each of us has a very clear position. It is very childish if we address the children to force our feelings and desires," Kailani added again while lowering the hand of Love from his hand.

"As far as you are. One thing is for sure, if Kailandra again feels heartbreak, I make sure you will never be able to see and be close to your children again. Especially if Keiko has been legally proven to be a child of Kailandra. I will ask for full custody of Keiko" Kasih said.

"Sorry, Mother, from now on Mother spoke as if only Mother and child Mother had and must be guarded feelings. I don't really want to argue over such an unimportant matter. But I feel I have to be tough on myself. Which I want to ask. Is that your heart? Should others understand and take care of your feelings? If so, being with me and the kids obviously won't be for you."

Kailani's straightforward words and conveyed in a firm voice made Kasih swallow her own saliva. The present Kailani is clearly different from the Kailani he used to know. The woman is much stronger and stern. The journey of life with the problems faced, clearly makes the figure of Kailani who was once so gentle to become a strong woman figure.

At the same time, Keira, who was in the hospital with Kenzo, still felt tremendous pain. Infusion hoses and oxygen aids were already installed in his body. While the woman lay on her side while grimacing held back the sensation of pain that came more intense than before. One strange thing, with the tremendous pain Keira felt, the opening of the birth canal had not increased from last night.

"Sus, is this okay? I can't bear to see my wife in pain like this? Is there no other way to speed up the opening?" kenzo's girlfriend to the nurse who always accompanied Keira.

"This kind of thing could have happened, sir. We have done all the procedures accordingly. If one more hour remains no additional opening, usually the doctor will suggest a cesarean, sir. So far, amniotic fluid, fetal position and heart rate are still good. Depending on the mother wants to cesarean or keep waiting for the perfect opening," replied the nurse.

"Kei, yes, don't torture yourself like this. Fault alone," persuaded Kenzo while rubbing Keira's hair.

The woman nodded weakly. Then forced a little smile. "No, Ken. I want to be a great mom" said Keira. His voice trembled because he almost cried when he said it.

"You're a great mother, Kei. No one doubts that." Kenzo looked me gently in the eyes of his wife. Really at this time he felt very unbearable to see the state of Keira.

Kenzo fell silent. Keira's cheeks are getting wet due to the clear grain that is increasingly unstoppable. In addition to the occasional expression of pain, Kenzo felt an unusual thing in his heart. During this time, he saw Keira as just an ordinary woman who was lucky for being his wife. Everything about Kailani makes Kenzo close his eyes to the kindness and sincerity that Keira has given. Regardless of how early their story begins, after the wedding, Keira does show her sincerity and commitment as a good wife.

"I tried to check again yes, ma'am, the opening," the nurse who saw the seepage in Keira's hip area swiftly returned to check the woman's birth canal. "Breath yes, ma'am," he added.

Keira regulated her breathing. Kenzo stroked his wife's front hair to give her some peace. "Don't stand your own pain, Kei. You can hit me, can claw my arm or face even once."

Keira's tears got out of control the moment she heard Kenzo's words just now. So long married, only this time she felt how worried her husband was and really cared for him.

"Thank you, Ken. It feels like I'm willing to feel this pain every year, as long as you look at me in this way all the time." Keira's limp hands tried to reach and caress Kenzo's face.

Elsewhere, Kalvin appeared to speak seriously with a lawyer and two police officers. Several times the four of them turned to the figure who was drooping helplessly on top of the gurney with a blank look. Occasionally heard the name Kailandra lirih called by a figure who is none other than Karina.

"Fine, we just meet Bu Karina with the person named Kailandra. Who knows, after meeting with the person who always called her name, Ms. Karina can return to communicate with us" suggested one of the police members named Kambo.

Kalvin did not immediately respond to the suggestion. He believes, to ask Kailandra to come, is not an easy matter. However, seeing Karina's current state, obviously Kalvin himself could not just wait for Karina's healing process in the hands of doctors and psychiatrists. At that consideration, finally Kalvin was determined to meet Kailandra.

True Kalvin's guess, meeting Kailandra is not an easy thing. Plus, he did not make an appointment with the secretary of Kailandra. However, Kalvin never gave up before his goal came directly to the concerned. No matter more than two hours his time was up and wasted just to wait for Kailandra to come out at lunch time.

"Kai ..," call Kalvin as soon as you see Kailandra coming out of the special managerial elevator.

The man called by his name scrunched his forehead. After Kailandra expressed his refusal to be met through his secretary earlier, he thought that Kalvin had left his office.

"Kai, I'm asking you for a minute. No more than ten minutes. Please," pinta Kalvin, full of hope.