Not the Riding Prince

Luka

"This is so comfortable."

"Do you like it?"

"Yes. I think I can sleep well after a few years of being restless every night."

"We'll always be like this every night. I'll never leave again."

"President, where do you usually go and not sleep in this house?"

"I have my own house, Kinan. Do you want to go there?"

"For what?"

"Being the real Madam. Because that's where our real home is."

"Why do I feel so anxious about talking about the house you mean."

"Why?"

"Of course."

"Oh, don't talk about it. We're gonna live in a house that you think is comfortable." He tightened his embrace.

Sleeping in her arms makes me feel really comfortable. His body is stocky, smells distinctive and masculine but still soft. His skin was so smooth and his breath was fresh. I feel like I want to linger like this, every day all the time.

"President, I'm sleepy."

"Sleep. I'll hold you until you wake up."

"Come, we'll sleep together. You also need a break."

"Hm."

His hand stroked my hair gently. Sometimes I feel like he kisses my head. I slept with both hands on my chest, in his arms.

The night is getting late. Although I was comfortable, I could not sleep well. I don't know, in my head there's always something scary going on. Many shadows are unclear.

I opened my eyes slowly. And seeing that Jun was already sound asleep. Little by little I kept my body away from him. Storing his hands carefully on the bolster pillow.

I breathed while sitting on the bed. Wearing sandals, walk out of the room while tidying up the sleeping kimono.

I don't know why I wanted to go upstairs so much. I miss staring at the night sky in the dome. Still remembered how Evan and I combined love there.

Night with a thin rain stub, a cold wind that pierced up to the bone marrow. Warming ourselves by touching our lips. Aw, Evan. Where are you now? are you with your wife?

It's sunny tonight. The stars seemed to be blinking at each other even though they were not many. The wind hit my face, playing the hair boy around my face. The kimono dress that was not tied to a strong-shuffling, thin material and a little laugh made me shudder from the cold. The view of the night sea made me feel a little scared, dark.

"Why not sleep?" for a moment I stopped being so surprised. It even felt extremely claustrophobic and could barely draw air any more.

He twisted my body until we looked at each other. "Why so surprised? are you thinking of other men?"

The cup! he kissed my forehead, my cheeks and then to my lips. I pushed him slowly.

"Why? are you scared?"

"No, it's just ...."

"I miss you, don't you feel the same way?"

"Evan, stay. This is Jun's house. We don't deserve to do this here."

"Do you want to do it somewhere else? come on, I've missed you so much. This lip ..." she caressed my lips with her thumb. "Makes me crazy. I always couldn't resist the turmoil inside my chest when I saw you."

He tilted his head. I stared at my body from top to bottom. Focus when looking around the chest. I realized what clothes I was wearing right now.

I don't know why I'm so scared this time. The one I had just imagined, was in plain sight. It's just ....

"Your body is so beautiful behind that thin cloth."

"Go, if jun knows this then–"

"Haha. So you're thinking about him right now?" nyalang gaze. "Just calm down, he's already taking sleeping pills."

"What?"

"Since her mother died, she has always slept with the help of sedatives. Hssss, so we can relax play until tomorrow comes."

"No, Evan. Don't be like this, I miss you, it's just–"

"Then." she pulled my waist. "Let's let go of each other." she tried to kiss my lips. I closed my mouth with my hands. He laughed cynically.

"I'm getting challenged if you're like this, baby."

"Far away, get out of here." I tried to break free. Pushing his body away. However, the stronger I tried to dodge, the more excited he was to be able to get my lips.

"No! stop ... I beg you to stay away."

I tried to thrash when ferociously he tried to touch my body. His hands were traversing my back, pulling the kimono dress to shreds.

"Bangudong ... Kim Jun's! Help me." Help me."

"Kinan, hey!" I feel like my body is shaking. Slowly I felt it was all dark.

"Kinan! awake." wakeup."

I gasp. Opening his eyes wide and finding Jun staring anxiously.

"What's wrong? are you having nightmares?" tanyakanya. Is this really just a dream? thank goodness ....

I hugged my husband Jun tightly. It would be scary if it really happened. Wait, why do I dream like that? I should have enjoyed being with Evan. Why am I so afraid of him?

"President, don't stay away from me. Please!"

"Calm down, it's just a nightmare. I've always been here looking after you. There are bodyguards outside who are always on guard. Don't be afraid."

"Thank you, President." I tightened my arms. Only when I was with him could I feel the calm.

"Come, we go to sleep again" he asked as he let go of our embrace. I refused, I did not want to let go of his embrace.

"Don't be afraid, I'll always take care of you. It's still midnight, let's go to bed."

"Please promise, you'll never stay away from me? I'll always be your shadow, President."

"Kinan, you're overreacting. There are times when we have to be both, but we can't be together all the time."

"Why?" I let go of her embrace. "Is it because we only marry contracts that will one day be separated whenever you want?"

"Kinan, it's not like that, I mean ...."

"No need to talk anymore. Sorry I've crossed the line." I got out of bed, I want to get out of this room.

"Wait." she blocked my step. Holding both my shoulders and staring. I crossed both hands in the chest. Look the other way.

"Kinan, I have to work. I have to meet some clients and .. and there's no way I should take you anywhere I go. You just sit at home, do whatever you want while you wait for me to get home from work."

I moved my shoulder, trying to pull over his arm. Jun sighed.

"Enough! Kinan, I don't want to argue with you anymore. We'd better get some sleep, tomorrow I'll have to work."

I heard her sighing violently and recognized sleeping beside me. I thought he would apologize while hugging my body. Apparently, I expected too much.

Know that you are nothing to him. He looks so in love with you just your guess. Conscious! sober up!

Hixes.

I don't feel my tears dripping so hard. It feels like something is so torturous here-hatiku.

I can't stop crying Samapi the dawn is coming. Jun woke up, then stretched his body. I heard him yawn. He got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

I'm still cool with my sad feelings. I don't know how many tears I shed. With a bite of my thumb, I still cried until this moment.

Jun came out wearing only a towel. Her checkered stomach looks so tempting even though I am in a state of sadness.

He dries his hair. Walk towards the closet. Picked up a shirt and suit for him to wear to the office this morning.

He paced around in the room and did not see me at all, neither did he glance.

Just ignore Kinan. Who's Lo?

I pulled the blanket over my face. And tears poured down his face again.

What am I? very sensitive today. It sucks!

Beep it!

Whahuh? he went to work without saying goodbye?

I opened the rough blanket. And sure enough, he's gone. What a bitch, I cried all night and she didn't care?

"Basic ice balokan!"

I decided to clean up immediately. It feels really uncomfortable, sticky. Especially in the neck and face.

There was not much I could do, other than sit in the room. Until I remembered someone in the office. He's the one I haven't seen in a long time.

I immediately called Auntie, asking her to call my personal assistant who was out of nowhere at the moment.

It didn't take long. I asked them to court me who was going to go out.

"Bi, please get the car ready. I'm gonna go out for a minute."

"Okay, Madam."

"Is that enough, Kinan?"

"Are my lips not too red? I just ate raw chicken. Please cover a little."

"Ok, I'll do it. O, yeah. Don't get into trouble outside, kill the driver if it has to be battered again."

"Come with me, let the driver have a friend to persecute."

"No! thanks." thanks."

"Are you refusing?" i'm glaring.

"Of course not, ma'am." she's like freaked out. I was just bluffing.

"Then, come along."

"Good."

"Come, we're going down."

I'll be right down. Don't forget what I have to bring that Aunt prepared beforehand.

It didn't take long. I got to Jun's office. This time, they greeted respectfully by bowing my body as soon as I entered my husband's office building. Miris.

Tok

Tok

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I knocked on the door. And a response came in from within.

"Am I interrupting?" ask me behind the door.

"Well, of course not. Please come in."

I immediately entered with a cheerful face. Fat guy who's been so good to me, I miss him.

"What do we bring? I've long missed your cooking."

"If you miss me, why haven't you visited?" I asked my father-in-law. "I brought rice with my father's favorite chicken patio. I also brought broccoli capcay and mushroom soup."

"Hm. Looks delicious. Dad's a chip, yeah."

"Please, Father."

"It doesn't taste like your cooking. Something's different." he suspected.

"I'm sorry, Dad. It's not me who cooks. Hihi."

"Ooo, it's worth it. It's okay, I'll spend it, after all, you've bothered to come here. I appreciate that."

"Thank you, Dad."

"How's your relationship with Jun? is everything okay?"

"Yes, everything's fine, she's so good to me."

"Don't lie. Your eyes can't do that. Kinan, I don't know what Jun did to you, but trust me he just can't express what he feels. Please be patient."

"Yes, Dad. Dad, I have to be ready. There's still something I have to do."

"Alright, be careful on the road. Have a good day, son."

"Thank you, I'm quitting."

I came out after saying goodbye to a fat man who was none other than my husband-Jun's father.

I saw some employees looking busy, not as usual. It was as if they were preparing for an event. My curious soul overflowed, I followed those who were going back and forth towards the main hall. Right, they seem to be preparing for an event. Is it because of this Jun went in a hurry.

I stood in front of the main door, looking around the hall that had been conjured so beautifully. Will there be a wedding? I was amazed to see the decor dominant by my favorite color, purple.

The smile on my face instantly disappeared when I saw someone I knew was embracing a woman. They and Mia were talking.

Mia noticed my presence. He smiled and gave me a greeting. It made Jun and the woman look over. I'll get out of there soon.

How can it be, that wound that just last night has not healed, now there is a new wound in my heart.

I threw a high-heeled sandal, which made me walk very slowly.

Conscious Kinan! stop it!