
Beep it!
Hearing the door open, I saw Jun running with a tense face. He immediately approached me who was half-sitting.
"It's okay. Go to sleep." she helped me back to lying down.
"President, please." I grimaced, "don't punish the father because of his attitude to me please."
He looked at me sharply. Her eyes are red. Beigefulotu.
"President, after all he's my parent, this time please understand."
"I can't let anyone hurt you."
"I know, it's just different this time. He's my parents, I wouldn't be willing if anyone hurt you."
"Rest." She passed.
"President!" I screamed and he hit his foot. "If something happens to my parents, you'll regret it. Catch that!" this time I wasn't just bluffing. I don't want to be a wretch anyway.
He's unmoved. I didn't answer anything for the threat I posed. Go awayl.
Even he will eliminate people who insult me especially now I am battered. What will happen to Father?
I can't forgive Jun if he does something to you. What's gonna happen? and what can I do later?
My head hurts so much thinking about everything. The longer the more complicated the road I take.
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Dorian
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Who knocked on the door so hard? I'll head to the door immediately.
"Bi–"
"Miss, driver .. driver ...."
"What's Bi? the driver?" Gosh darn. The driver who drove me? Juni, what are you doing? With a step I was still dragging, I immediately went down. This big house is really draining my energy that I have to spend more when in body condition is not fit.
"President! stop it." I ran hard when I saw Jun blindly beating the driver who was driving me back then. "What are you doing, President?" I tried to grab Jun's hand which just kept hitting the driver.
"Why did you shut up when my wife was kicked? this is how he felt at that time! delicious right?"
"June! stopit. Please, this isn't true, she wanted to help me back then, but I forbid it. Jun, stop. Enough's enough!"
I screamed as loud as I could, but she didn't want to hear me at all. What am I supposed to do? let's think cool! uh! therehewas.
"Mrs!"
"Don't do that."
"Stop it, Madam."
Everyone is screaming. It made Jun stop his act of beating the driver mercilessly. He was so surprised to see what I was doing.
"What's wrong with you? are you threatening me now?"
"No. Why would I threaten you, President. I just did what I wanted to do first."
"Don't be silly!"
"Why? since I was a child, my life has been difficult, but not as difficult as when I lived with you. I was so depressed." I started crying.
"Winning. Don't do anything."
"Do you know, President? being like that scares me. Whatever your goal, you managed to put me under great pressure, I ...."
"I don't want you to get hurt. Take off the knife!"
"I don't want to live if my life makes a lot of people wretched. Sir, I'm sorry, because of me you're seriously injured" I told the driver. He nodded slowly in his pain.
"Winning! don't act stupid!"
"President, thank you for what you gave me, it's just that I won't be able to live with you for too long. I am tormented every day in the haunt of fear. I'd better leave, because it feels like the world doesn't want my presence."
"Please stop this joke. Don't be reckless, Kinanti."
"Why? does my life mean so much to you, President? if you want me to live longer, why do you make my life look like hell?"
"What do you want?"
"I want you to be kind and more human. You have everything, but people's lives you can't manage on your own. They are also human, not animals."
"good. I'll obey whatever you say, throw the knife away, please."
"thank you. But this is my choice, I really want to get away from this world."
"Mrs."
"Don't do it, Madam."
Those-servants looked worried and scared. Jun looked tense. I really can't understand why he's behaving like that. He loved me so much, but on the other hand he was scary.
If only he could be as gentle as Evan. Ah, Evan where are you? if you were here. Take me away, Evan.
"Even my parents didn't expect me to be in this world. What am I living for?" I was in tears.
Crepe!
Bodyguard Jun quickly lightning took the knife from my hand. Pushing this body to the ground. Everyone was screaming hysterically. I just stay in my crying.
Jun came closer. He hugged my body tightly. Her hands were shaking, I could feel her stroking my hair.
"Come on, let's go to the room." she carried me and walked into the house. Followed by the bodyguards and some servants who followed Auntie. Every time I come into contact with Jun, I can't deny that there's a sense of comfort in my heart. I cried bitterly in his arms. "Don't cry, everything will be fine." she whispered.
Jun laid me on the bed slowly. Enveloped my body. He looked at me full of anxiety. Pecked my forehead and stroked my face gently.
"I'll call the doctor."
"President, promise me."
"What?"
"Please promise me you won't hurt anyone. Stop treating people like animals. I beg you."
"Kinan–"
"If you behave better, I promise to live with you until death. I will continue to accompany you under any circumstances. No matter what is in the marriage contract, I will devote my life to you. Do you want to do it?"
"We'll discuss this later, now you have to check first, soon the doctor will come."
"Jun." she turned. It looked like it was a happy twinkle when I called it 'Jun'. "Don't go, stay here, near me."
I smiled at him. And he did too. He immediately sat beside me. I put my head on his lap, and tried to enjoy every stroke of it.
I realized and I felt that he loved me so much even though he never said it. I don't know, maybe I'm just feeling.
My kindness should be used. I need to change myself into a better person. Only to me he complies.
Jun, I will be kind to you, I will turn you into a human being with a heart.
"Cop, the doctor has arrived. Let's check on you first."
"Stay here." I'm holding his hand.
"Yes, I'm not going anywhere, I'll be here with you. Now, lie down let the doctor examine and treat your wounds."
He lifted my body, laid it on the bed.
"Please, Doc." Jun stood up and let the doctor examine my body. Of course the doctor is a woman.
"The wound is only bruised, in the compress using ice water jiga will quickly heal. I'll just give you a prescription for the anti-pain."
"Alright, you'll drop the waiter, give him the recipe."
"Okay, then I'll excuse you."
"Thank you, Doc." I said. She smiles.
Aunts and servants, as well as bodyguards came out of the room. It was just me and Jun in that room.
"Do you want anything?" tanyanya while coming back to me.
"Don't do that again? suicide is the stupidest thing people do."
"Maybe it is the best solution according to them, where the burden they carry feels very heavy and cannot bear themselves."
"Did I make you so depressed? until you choose to end life."
"President, get closer." I asked him to come closer. He complies. "Let it be like this until I fall asleep. Go if I'm asleep." I hugged her. Comfortable.
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I opened my eyes and did not find myself in this room. Is it already night? I glanced at the wall clock. Uh! it was almost midnight.
I feel hungry and thirsty. With the head of money still heavy, I walked towards the kitchen. I accidentally saw Jun's study room open, I decided to take a look. Why are these nights he's in his study.
It seems he was talking to someone. I saw someone standing in front of his desk. Is Jun smiling? if only he had always been like that.
I unconsciously smiled at him. He who always nailed my eyes when he looked at her, this time it was the same. She who smiled sweetly made me even more want to keep looking at her.
"Mrs."
I was shocked when someone greeted me.
"Auntie, just hang on. What was? oh, yeah, who's inside? I can't see clearly."
"Oh, that was the driver yesterday, ma'am."
"What are they doing inside? did the president scold him again? is he fired?"
"Haha. Don't worry, Madam. Oh, yeah, what's the lady doing outside the room? rest up."
Could it be compensation money? oh my, Jun. I'm moved.
"I'm hungry, Bi. Don't you remember that I haven't eaten yet? why doesn't anyone prepare a meal for me?"
"Pardon my negligence, Madam. Say–"
"Hahaha." I laughed so hard at Auntie's fear. "Just calm down, Bi. Don't tense up so."
"What's this?"
I instantly shut my laughing mouth as soon as Jun came out. It seems like the sound of my laughter made him come out of the room following the driver behind him. Asia carried a fairly large brown envelope.
"It's nothing. President, don't you remember that I haven't eaten? why is there no food in the room? I was starving." I whined spoiled while shaking hands, with my head tilted forward, looking at him a little from below.
"All right, let's eat. I'll cook for you."
"really? can you cook, President?"
"Do we doubt it? it's disappointing."
"No, no, I'm sure you can cook. Come on, let's go to the kitchen now."
"Is your leg still hurting?"
"He-em, a little."
He walked a little ahead of me. "Alright." he thrust his back and asked me to ride.
"Are you sure?"
"I've held you a few times, haven't I? comeon."
I smiled and immediately went up to his back. This time I won't strangle him. I'll be nice and sweet to her, she should really always smile at everyone like that.
"Sit down here. And wait, I'll cook a really delicious meal for you."
"Alright, hopefully the meaning can get into my stomach without any problem."
"Ck! oh, mercy. This woman really doubts my abilities."
I chuckled to see him upset like that. He started wearing an apron, took some groceries from the refrigerator, washed them and cut them off.
She looks so sweet. Like an ordinary man. Not a president with an unstable temperament.
Not so she cooks. The food happened at the table.
"It looks delicious. I hope it feels right."
"Try it. Aaaa." she's feeding. I still closed my mouth with a laugh. I'm not sure if he can really cook.
"Try it first, if it's not good you can spit it out."
"All right." I opened my eyes and ate what I was given. And it really tastes really good. This guy is an expert in all fields. Justjust wonderful.
"How was? does it taste good?"
"Hmm." I nodded with a mouth full of food. He looked so satisfied when he saw me eating so greedily.
"If it's like this, I can be fat later."
"It's okay. Instead I'll feel comfortable hugging you while we sleep."
"Are you uncomfortable now?"
"How can I know, just sleeping together has never been."
"Ah, yes. I forgot."
"Quick spend. After this break, it's late."
"alright. Are you leaving tonight, President?"
"Why?"
"No, it's nothing. Just asking."
I greedily finished the entire meal without any leftovers. After a few minutes, I went back to my room. This time I don't want Jun to carry me. I asked him to pick it up.
He clasped my finger, with another hand grabbing my shoulder. We walk in silence. Without talking to each other. Busy with their own minds. Until we finally got to the room.
He's standing in front of me. Staring at me. His face is so close.
My heart is beating fast. I think my body is heating up. My chest is pounding and I have difficulty breathing. Why me?
I felt my whole body heating up, but my fingers were almost frozen cold.
"Why are you nervous?" tanyakanya. I can't answer. How can I speak, to catch my breath I find it difficult.
He drew his body and face closer. My breath's choked.
"Are you going to let me go?"
No. gabe. Stay right here.
"Why shut up? does that mean you want me here? or vice-versa?"
Stay here, President.
"All right, I'm leaving. Go to sleep." she left after kissing my forehead.
Oh, my God, why can't my body move. Come on, don't let him go.
With all the energy I had, I tried to move my body. Immediately ran after him who was almost out of the room door.
"Don't go. Stay right here. Don't go, President." I hugged his body tightly from behind.
Yep! I don't want him to leave. I want him to stay by my side. I have to make sure he doesn't do anything and doesn't hurt anyone anymore.
"Stay here. Always."
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