Not the Riding Prince

Married Contract

I grew even more appetizing after hearing Jun's explanation. I feel that my fate now, is no better than when I became 'trash', back then.

"Tomorrow, I'll take care of the contract. You can revise the contents. We will sign it together after finding the Tetang mufakat. I want you to feel comfortable and not at a disadvantage."

"Comfortable? I've never felt any comfort other than being with Evan. Do whatever you want to do, President. I just have to accept, right? there's no choice for me."

"Goodoo. Good night."

She went. I closed my eyes, squeezing a chest that felt very tight, like a giant mace.

My fate is really bad. Even though I hated you so much, as a child, I didn't want him to die because of me.

"How can the President threaten to eliminate the Father if I do not want to marry him? wh why? why should I?"

Can't stand it anymore it feels to stem this tightness. I let go of everything by shouting as loud as possible. Throwing food plates in all directions.

Prangs!

Brakk!

Gedebugh!

Whatever. Anything near me turns into a UFO.

"Why should I? is there not another woman you can marry? aarghhhh!"

I sat down weak. Ruffling hair violently. Crying really.

"Miss." Aunty and two servants came.

"Are you okay? don't be like this. Oh, my gosh. Quick, get me the medicine box!"

I feel a little relieved. Although my tears could not stop dripping, at least I did not roar as loudly as before.

"You're hurt, Miss." I saw Aunt wiping my right hand, apparently I was hit by a piece of plate that I threw.

"Auntie,"

"Yes, Miss. What's up?" he was still busy treating my minor injuries.

"Dead it hurts? is my life more painful now than death? I feel so tired."

"Miss, don't be like this. Strengthen yourself. As long as you follow Mr. Kim Joon's wishes, your meal will be fine. That's it."

"What about this?" I showed my heart. My heart is very sick. "He's got an owner, I can't have someone be my husband if this is Evan's." I cried again.

"Miss." Aunt holds my shoulder. "He's married. It's not good to love someone else's husband, don't do that. It'll only hurt you."

"I'm willing in honey, Bi."

"Doctor Evan's wife doesn't necessarily want to, Miss." Aunt stroked my hair. "Miss, I can only say, just live what is ahead, achieve what can be achieved. Forcing the will if it hurts people, it's bad."

"I love him, Bi. Even though he lied about his status, I still love him. Hu hu hu." I cried sobbing.

The night is getting late. My heart, and my mind are so fucked. I couldn't close my eyes at all. The clear threads from my eyes were unceasingly sliding down.

Yesterday, I lived in a slum. My place is not this comfortable. Every day I'm chased by fear of being chased by those thugs again. My body crumbled after they beat me every time they got into debt.

Now I am in the palace. Living like a princess with many servants around me. Luxury facilities with abundant materials. However, I am not happy. I have no freedom in determining the way of life. There's just a compulsion where I just have to say 'yes' to what I don't want.

And I also have to break my own heart. The one I love has belonged to someone else for a long time. Tomorrow, I have to sign the marriage contract. Marrying such a scary person. Neither is he, I don't even know.

Eyes glanced at the antique clock on the wall. Showing at 05.45 WIB. My eyes haven't closed for a second.

"Miss, I'm in." I didn't answer because Auntie would definitely enter even if I kept quiet.

"Miss," she said. Approaching me. "Yes my. Why are your eyes swollen? have you been crying all night?"

I'm still quiet. Don't talk, don't move.

"Miss, you'll be here soon. We better get ready. You wouldn't like it if Miss was like this. She loves cleanliness and beauty."

"Excuse me."

"Yes" replied Bibi, looking back.

"I am Miss Kinan's assistant, I was asked by the President to come here."

"Oh, to me it seems."

"I will serve Miss, and this is the one who will take care of the clothes and also the look of Miss."

"alright. I'll take Non Kinan a shower first, you better wait outside."

"I brought a special soap for Miss. Let's give it, "he said to the two women behind him. He came forward and handed the paper bag to Auntie.

"I don't want to go anywhere. You guys, go."

"But Miss."

"If I was the princess you served, would you dare to oppose? get out now."

"All right, we'll excuse you. Come on, we're all out now." I asked everyone in the room to come out. Including three new women. Whahuh? personal assistant? even Jun gave me a special person to take care of my clothes and appearance. Too much. Really, I'm not strong.

I faintly heard a slightly boisterous sound outside, this room soundproof. It's just that the door isn't closed. Auntie accidentally opened the door, maybe so she could keep an eye on me. Is that Jun's order too?

The door is wide open. Jun in. The man who always looked perfect walked with arrogance.

He just kept quiet when he saw me still in bed. What Auntie said was true, she would not like me with this kind of appearance when she came.

The question beckoned for the bodyguards who always went with him to go out. Door is closed tightly which will automatically lock. I'm still quiet. Even when he would strangle my neck to death, I didn't care.

He opened his suit and tie. He sat with his face down.

"Do you want to strangle me again, President? please, even if I can't really live again."

"Just think about what your father will accept."

Again he threatened to bring the Father.

"Why not just another woman? a much better woman to accompany you? i–"

"I just know what's worth it or not." He stood up, took a suit. "It's up to you, I won't force you anymore." He just left.

As he disappeared behind the door, there was a deep sense of regret. He always managed to confuse my heart.

Pinter really makes people feel bad.

Think for a moment and decide to follow the path ahead. Married or not, my life must ultimately be cornered by a choice that is not my will.

"Is there anyone outside?" i'm yelling. Holy hooch! this is the room even though there's a Hiroshima bomb here, outside no one will hear if the door is shut tight.

"You guys." I pointed at my assistant. "Come in, dress me right now" I said at the door. They gave me soap and shampoo to take a shower.

Hm. It feels really relaxed, my head is a little light.

When I get out of the bathroom. They started to prepare everything. I squint my body for a moment. Drying my hair with some vitamins and I don't know what they are, there's so much they give my hair.

Hair and body finished, they started to feel my face. This is the part they touch the longest. I don't know what they're doing, what they're doing, I'm just being asked to keep my eyes closed until they're done. Why not just sleep in this way?

"It's over, Miss. Please open your eyes."

Slowly I started to open my eyes. It was actually a bit heavy because I almost fell asleep. Haha

I can't believe what I saw in the mirror. Is that really me? what they did to my face.

"Miss, why? don't you like the makeup?"

"No, no, I'm just–." is this really me? why do I feel so beautiful?

"Bahh. Thank you ..." I stood up and hugged them. "You guys, like fairies. Through many miracles. Thanks." I hugged them back. They blushed and looked sad.

"Don't hesitate if we're just four like this. Okay?" I blinked one eye at them. And returned with a friendly smile. "I'm wearing shoes what are these slippers?"

"Ah, until I forget. Wear this, Miss."

"Not wrong? that's high, I'll be upset."

"It's comfortable, just try it on."

"All right." I'm wearing it. While being coolly spinning in front of the big mirror and trying the sandals, Auntie came in.

"Miss," he said with a breath of excitement. "Master, go."

"What?" I held up my long dress. Running to try to catch up with him. As I walked down the stairs, I saw that he had just come out the front door.

"President." I tried calling him. He didn't hear and just kept walking. I kept running with my sandals and the dress I was wearing.

"Jun, wait." They were already in the car when I was still inside the house trying to run as fast as I could to catch up to Jun.

Their car was already on the move, but I wasn't desperate. I chased after them even though I started to go out the gate.

"Security, stop the President's car." Surprisingly really, security was just acting confused, he might be disinclined to stop his crazy boss car.

I still have to run. Even my hairdo is messy again.I hope this makeup is not messy. What happens when Jun sees my face like a clown?

I kept running, until my brain suddenly watered. I took the stone that was on the road. Throw it as hard as possible. And ....

Bugh! yes! succeeds.

Car stopped. There was no reaction other than silence. The back door opened, and I saw Jun get out of there.

Ahhhhh. Relieved it.

I walked closer. "Auch!" I feel like my legs are hurting so much. Sure enough, I seem to have sprained. Why not feel, huh? when did I get sprained?

"www!" I was so shocked when suddenly Jun lifted my body. She carried me like a bride. I'm ashamed, what did he do? why not just pick me up?

I looked at him for flashing marks. He just looked straight ahead. His attitude was sometimes frightening, but other times, I felt safe around him.

Although hesitant and hesitant. I tried to put my hand around his neck. It made him look at me. Staring at me for a long time without stopping his steps.

"President, let's get married." He just kept quiet. He moved forward without caring about my words.

"President, I want to marry you. Let's get married."

He's still quiet.

"President ... do you hear?" aska whispered. "Let's get married." I whispered again.

He's staying quiet.

"President! why shut up, let's get married. Don't you want to marry me now?" I whine with her body shaken. Die stopped walking. And lower my body.

"You think we're goats. So want to marry when it also married ap–"

"The goat married, President. KA-WIN."

"Do we also have to KA-WIN now?"

"We? You're just 'cause I'm not a goat."

He squinted his eyes, with a hardened jaw. Then leave.

"President! wait." I'm trying to chase with a limp leg. "Auch!" I got stuck in a dress and fell off. He came back when I massaged the painful leg.

"Take it easy!" his weakness. I'm the one who's upset pursing my lips.

The cup!

I swerved with my mouth slightly open as he kissed my lips.

The cup!

He came back to kiss me, this time with a little *******. His tongue went into my mouth.

I blinked my eyes a few times. Really, what he did made me almost lose my innards this time. Heart, we fight together, ok!

"Next time, don't be. Your lips challenge anyone who sees them. Lucky because I'm your husband-to-be. So I have a right."

"What's? hey, President! It's not me who challenges kissing, but your brain seems dirty."

"You'll clean it up, later."

"What?"

He's turned. "Relse. Don't let us marry your limp feet." He asked me to go up to his back. I comply. Afraid she'd do something that would make me die an instant.

"Do you want me dead?" she asked as I purposely tightened my arms around her neck.

"Yes, I really want to" I said. Immediately I loosen my hand.

My eyes do not stop looking at his head. What exactly is inside? why should there be such a human being? it feels like a hodgepodge, all the flavors are in it.

I put my hand on his chest. I want to try to hug her body. If the situation is like this, it won't be caught, will it?

"Are you enjoying my body right now? it's really impatient. After marriage, you're free to hug every inch of my body."

"President, are you also a fortune teller."

"Yes, sure."

"What can you predict about my future life? will it always be like this? living under the pressure of others?"

"Your life will be filled with happiness. You just have to see the world with a pure heart."

I don't understand what he's saying. Although the otaku tried to find out, it remained deadlocked.

I'm just going to enjoy what's going on right now. Give up whatever is in your heart, even if it hurts. At least I look lucky in other people's eyes, right?

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