
"I don't know exactly what Damar was when I woke up in the morning. I've lost something I take care of the most."
There is no change in appearance as if Iris has been very mengikhlaskan this for Ardo to have.
"You don't want to ask me if I regret it?"
Iris now turned to Damar who did not show a different expression from her.
"Me?" Damar asked while upholding his seat.
Iris nodded.
"As per your question. How did you feel that day?"
"That day, huh?" The iris looks glaring to the ceiling of the house. "If you asked me about how I felt that day,I honestly don't regret it because as soon as I woke up I still found Ardo by my side and he immediately said he would be responsible even the afternoon after he took me to fly to Switzerland to see his parents."
"That day became the official day we started a relationship. It was originally based on a sense of responsibility, but in the end it made us love each other."
"Initially, it was a few months ago when Ardo ran away from his responsibilities."
"Your parents know?"
Iris shook her head. "No."
"No?"
Iris nodded confidently. "Yes, they never even knew until now. There's even one more thing I haven't told you about either my parents or you."
"What?"
"Contraceptive device. I'm wearing it to prevent pregnancy."
"You haven't taken it off until now?"
"Not yet." Iris' expression changed a little. Like regretting his actions.
Seeing the look on Iris's face that had now changed. Damar shifted his chair while taking an empty plate and took it to the sink.
After putting it on the edge of the sink, the room now turns around the table and puts both hands on Iris' shoulders making the woman then raise her head.
"K.are you angry?" Iris asked with an ordinary look as if she was ready if Damar would indeed scold her.
Iris's eyes slightly widened to find the answer he did not expect.
"Why not angry?" Ask Iris in wonder.
"You're angry for what? Can't turn things around either. Disappointment is certain, but to get angry and then decide to part is too ridiculous to do. For me marriage is sacred, once in a lifetime. Unless you're pregnant with that son of a bitch. If that happens I do think about parting ways and handing over the responsibility to her because it's her right. That's if he can take responsibility."
Hearing Damar's answer that was completely beyond his expectations. Iris could no longer hide her hunger.
The woman got out of her chair and hugged Damar tightly.
"Thank you. Thank you for continuing to accept me with all the shortcomings and even the ugliness of the past that I have. I love you."
Iris was silent for a moment. Damar did not reply to his words but even so, Iris could feel a swipe of reply on his back from the man's hand.
"Tomorrow, after work I'll take you to the hospital to remove the contraceptive device you used."
Iris nodded.
After getting the desired response, the room also pushed slowly Iris' body until their embrace was released.
"Go back to the room. Or if you're bored in your room, you can watch tv or do whatever you want."
Iris looked at Damar in surprise.
"Where are you going after this?"
"I had a little need with Miss Rima and she just told me to meet her."
After saying that Damar immediately turned out of the kitchen room and disappeared from behind the wall.
"Where did you meet?"
Iris asked for a few seconds before Damar disappeared from behind the door. Iris's question unfortunately did not get an answer because Damar did not turn his head when Iris was sure the man must have heard it.
"The attitude changed again."
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