Not the Dream Son-in-law

POV Agus

***since that day I tried to calm down especially now that I have both of them who have a reciprocal nature .

Mia who used to be meek after becoming my second wife became a dissident, insulting, never even fulfilled her obligations like to tell at will even my work money was all brought

while the sari he was very patient, well, never complained no matter how much money I gave until now he remained silent, sari someone who worked hard to help the economy of my small family .

he's actually not too bad but my family is not good to him so that his presence is never considered there, really I feel sorry and also guilty to him .

this betrayal has been wrong I should have rejected it but what my mother continues to threaten to do is desperate I did not it happened .

pity sari she is now fighting hard for the sake of making ends meet whereas I am only making her. injured even this wound is very sit healed if she knows all this .

I hope it's not too late to apologize and fix everything before Sari finds out what really happened.

I hope Sari will never leave me after all this I've done and I hope sari will never know about any of this .

" o Lord give me a chance to break through this mistake of mine . I realize I am wrong I have many sins I am dirty but it is not all my will, O God, I do this for the sake of the mother of God" my heart said at that moment the clear water immediately fell unbearably .

tonight I'm discharged from the hospital to visit sari, I hope he's steadfast when he loses his son as well as my son . it's all my fault I was never by her side even when she was lying in the hospital and I left her for work when I didn't .

I went home to my hostel where Mia was waiting with her lazy face.

what a very bad sight and not good to see but how else would she be pregnant with my son at this time.

with a giant step I made myself, with a sense of tight chest continues to condemn my stupidity all this time .

Sarai was like a shining diamond I had with Mia who I found on the side of the road without light.

I sat for a while in front of the boarding room waiting for the meatball seller through it does not feel good to live with Mia . Cook it rarely especially if told to stay at home can not .

it's unfortunate my fate how could mom really like Mia .if mom knew the truth whether she would also tell me to leave mi too .

oh yes master how damned I would be if I did that to him .

I have to put an end to all of this but who I have to let go of can't be sari dai legal wife Ku while Mia she is pregnant with my son.

oh my god, I'm so confused.

if time could be turned back I would change and be even more resolute so that none of this would happen again .

I'll make Sari happy forever.

" sari I'm sorry I realized I was wrong I should be by your side at this time , I want to continue to both live this life with you "the inner Agus is more tormented by his own mistakes***.