
Arrived when I gave birth, at that time the child in my cage was calm-quiet in my womb, just showed an opening of 1 but did not add, with water, blood, and so on, and the mucus that came out I also panicked, at that time my midwife suggested to go for Cesar's surgery for fear of harming my son if long in follow-up.. On Saturday, 7-11-2020 I was referred to a major hospital for Cesar's surgery, all the Dion and Dion families were waiting in the waiting room.. When in the operating room I was alone there was no Dion accompanying me, when I heard the sound of my son crying, I was very happy.. When I had finished the operation and I was transferred to the patient's room, Dion approached me, kissing my forehead.. I faintly saw Dion's face, but it was clear that Dion's voice was hoarse and disjointed with tears.. I was still affected by the anesthetic, just lying limp with my eyes half closed.. The doctor and nurse who came to see me raised my hand and saw my condition like there was no bone, so limp I thought my whole body, the doctor gave me an injection in an infusion bottle, for hours I was sedated, Dion cried when he saw me.. My mother tried to get me to talk so I wouldn't fall asleep, Dion's family and my mother believed in a myth that she said after giving birth she couldn't sleep, that Cesar's surgery or give birth normally, he said that if the one who gave birth was asleep his spirit would not return to his body again or die.. I, who was feeling so heavy sleepiness, could not hold my eyes, that when my eyes were almost closed, my mother tried to wake me up and my eyes opened again, but only half of them.. Because it was a pandemic, so only 1 person could see me.. One by one Dion's family saw me, but due to the limited number of Dion's family visitors only 5 people saw me and my family only 2 people saw me.. After my anesthesia ran out, I did not feel any pain and anywhere.. I'm the first time the operation is not confused, I think maybe there is no pain after being anesthetized.. For 3 days I was in the hospital there was nothing I felt sick.. I am grateful that God gave me strength and alleviated my pain..
The third day I came home from the hospital... Mixed my feelings at that time, I was very happy but I was also sad because I did not go home at that time to my mother's house.. Because my mother had a heart attack, and my mother also worked in a corporate office, not allowing me to go home to my mother during childbirth.. When I got home why my heart aches so much when I see my own home.. Our return was welcomed by the children of the Dion family.. When I got out of the car I led myself into the house.. It just so happened that we arrived faster than Dion.. I headed to the room where the door was filled with children from the Dion family, I then told them not to go straight into the room if they had played everywhere because the myth will bring things that make the baby's sleep becomes disturbed such as suddenly shocked or suddenly his hands lifted going up quickly and shaking the language in the field was his name gamang..