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9. THE CUTE GIRL

SIGIT POV'S

As soon as I stepped foot into a house, I saw a little girl sitting quietly

Busy to put the food in front of him without caring if now there are two men walking towards him.

" Mamaaaaa.. Brother take my food" he whined while holding back the cry that would soon break. A middle-aged woman then came and hugged him and then hit the head of the source of the problem from the girl who was sulking.

" You are yes! Why bother your sister so much? " His fixed speech did not let go of the ear pull from Andira, my friend.

"Well, this is Sigit" Andira introduced me.

" Hello aunt, I'm Sigit. Andira's college friend." While reaching out to greet and kiss the back of a mother's typical soft hand.

Surely got a very warm welcome by stroking the tip of my head with a smile.

I turned my gaze to the girl who was still busy with food that made her forget about the surroundings.

So serious is he with a bowl filled with a round-shaped collection of meat. Even when Andira called him and introduced me, he just glanced at me with his mouth full, as well as a sling of food on the edge of his lips.

"Funny" my heart felt so warm, without being able to resist the self-engraved smile.

" He's my brother! " said Andira disperse daydreams and invite me to the middle room to do the tasks that have been piled up waiting to be completed.

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This heart I return to that house. Andira told me to come, because my past work is not done yet. The house does feel very comfortable, unlike my house, of course, which is only filled with loneliness.

I looked at the girl again, this time her eyes were closed with random hair scrambling, with a pile of books beside her.

It seemed like she was also so exhausted that she fell asleep in the place where I was supposed to be sitting with Andira.

Andira carried her faithful sister with her dreams, lifted her small body and moved her to the room.

" Why is her face so cute? " i mumbled unconsciously.

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"Why face? Are you in love again? "Ask Rosita when I stopped by her house just after finishing work with Andira. Rosita and I have been friends for a long time and our age is not much different.

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I didn't stop smiling when Andira asked me to pick up her sister from school because she was still busy.

It's not the first time I've picked up Indi and hugged him on my bike, but this time it feels different, maybe because I have a plan.

"Yes, I want a brother! I want to be Sigit's girlfriend! " That's the answer Indi gave me when I ventured to express my feelings.

I didn't expect that the girl would accept it right away, because all this time she had been hiding away when I was in her house.

Actually I feel bad for Andira who didn't ask her permission just yet. My heart became unsettled as if I had stolen something.

But it was Indi's wish that we didn't want our relationship to be unknown to her brother or anyone else.

I can understand Indi's fear, although I also have to start a cat with Andira.

Days, weeks and even months passed, our relationship was sweet. I loved him so much, wanted to take good care of him, that I became possessive.

Anger immediately pierced my heart as I saw Indi chatting with a man in front of the school gate.

Again Andira could not come to pick up Indi and I was the one who replaced her today, but what did I see?...

I couldn't control my emotions anymore, somehow I was so angry and jealous even if I just saw him talking to another guy. I was afraid that Indi would leave me because we rarely met.

" Sister.don't yell at me, you're scaring me" she cried. Not in a loud voice, but her tears kept flowing.

I pulled and carried her in an embrace, her body shaking with fear. I stroked her head to ease my own anger.

Maybe I am a very selfish and outrageous man. I didn't allow him to socialize with his friends.

I've never acted like this before. It's not my first love story but it feels like the first time I fell in love, a love that might hurt her.

Our relationship that was always hidden or what the backstreet used to say, made me even more afraid of losing my cute girl.

I want to take her wherever I go so everyone knows she's mine. (What's mine? Who's elo! )

"I'm sorry Indi. I'm too jealous" that's all I can say to her who's crying.

Indi's cry finally stopped with her smile that I saw back. I wiped the tears off her cheeks and CUP...

I kissed the tip of his head which of course instantly made him freeze, his face blushing and looking down embarrassed.

As long as we were dating, I did never act beyond the limit. We'll just hold hands or I'll just caress her head and cheeks when I'm anxious.

After I drove her home safely and nothing less than doing nothing to her.

Even though we were just the two of us in my house, plus uncontrollable emotions but I didn't lose my sanity. I'm not gonna ruin it. That was my initial intention to approach him. (Sok alim! hoeck)

I stopped by Rosita's house, which was on her porch. I don't know what happened to Rosita who looks mad at me.

" Why did you come here? Not afraid of jealousy? " Rosita came to talk to me.

" I just sent Indi home, why Ros? " I replied casually while sitting down without waiting for approval.

" Oh, have you been hired as an ojeg?!" ketus added.

" Lo why the hell? Suddenly angry is not clear! PMS again, huh? " I ask who is still trying to be patient.

" ........ " there is no answer.

" It's wrong that I stopped by here, mending me home! " my emotions started to rise because I didn't know what made Rosita change. It's not usual for him to act like this if I stop by his house.

I got up from the chair and intended to pull before my emotions got out of hand.

Today really feels devastated because I have been made emotional by two women.

Rosita's porch light suddenly died, it seems it needs to be replaced. Rosita who was sitting behind me did not see me who started to walk away.

Before my steps got further, I felt a hand start grabbing my waist from behind.

The hand of the woman I considered my best friend, where I confided about Indi who is also still his brother.

I stopped my steps and petrified. I want to take off his brash hands, or I'll sue him for harassment. The abuser is not just a man, right?

"Don't go Sigit! "

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Is anyone surprised? why is it so gini

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