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33. GOTTA STOP

“Don't leave dear mama. You are my son. My favorite son. You're my firstborn. Don't go Andi..hiks..hiks “.

Amrita clasped her son's hand, fearing that it would never be touched again. Do not ask how much water has been shed from his eyes. Bagas who also looked very sad, could not say anything but lean his head against the sofa. Staring at the clear sky of the house was obviously not important for now.

The three of them were in the middle room without Indi. Andira poured out the heartbreak she had saved. Arousing without wanting to hurt.

The day Safira and Nick came, Andira overheard their conversation a little. Tired of guessing, Andira finally asked for an explanation to both parents. Amrita and Bagas also did not want to linger long save the reality, before Andira heard it from others.

“Mah..Andira mama's son and will forever continue to be mama's son. Want anyone who has given birth to Andi, mama and papa are Andi's parents until anytime. You're Andi's family. Andi only has you. This house is Andi's home. So don't drive Andi from here mah..pah”.

Andira could no longer hold back her tears. The cry from the pain of seeing Amrita crying over her. It is not the fact that he is not their biological child that makes Andi also shed tears. But because Andi could at least see her mother crying.

“What do you say, son? We'll never kick you out. NEVER WILL.”

Amrita just keeps shedding tears. Bagas now embraces his eldest son. No words could come out of his mouth. A clear crystal dripped from the tip of his eye. Now Bagas saw the figure he was so afraid of. INDIRA

Well. Indi apparently listened to all the talk of his parents with his brother. Indi, who was currently standing, did not take out a word with Arvin behind him. His body trembled with bated cries. If there was no Arvin behind it, maybe Indi had fallen to the floor.

Arvin was still holding Indi's body from behind. Holding Indi's shoulder for a long time felt weak and finally collapsed.

“INDI!!!"

Andira immediately raised her sister's body with worry. Take him into the room and lay him down slowly on a bed with a horned horse. While the mother looked for eucalyptus oil and tried to make her daughter wake up.

Indi started to blink her eyes. Trying to gather awareness. His eyes were immediately fixed on Andira who was currently sitting closest to him. Trying to grab her brother's hand with a weak move.

“Kak...don't stay Indi hiks.

“Do not go kak”

“Kak Andi can only be her brother Indi”

Andira grabbed Indi's body and hugged her. Gently stroked Indi's back. Amrita continued to cry in her husband's arms to see her two children. Arvin, who did not want to interrupt, opted out of Indi's room and sat in the kitchen chair after taking a glass of drinking water for Indi.

“Kakak will never go where Ndi”

“Forwardly sister will be here to take care of you”

“Do not cry again yes. You have to stop thinking that won't happen."

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Today felt so scary for Indi. Today he just went with Arvin to meet his genk. Gather together after school. Watch new movies and also eat at the cafe where Andira works.

Finished business with his friends, Indi home ushered by Arvin. Of course, because they left together. So going home should be together. Moreover, Amrita has given Arvin the confidence to keep Indi today.

Down from the Arvin motorbike, Indi walked slowly to give a surprise to his mother and father. Today is Amrita and Bagas' wedding anniversary.

The shock that would have been so happy for both of his parents ended in a terrifying shock.

Indi had no intention of eavesdropping, but it sounded by itself. Indi continued to listen without anyone being missed in the slightest. How Bagas and Amrita recounted her brother's childhood, which Indi had only known was not her real sister.

Indi did not want to believe that reality. His dear brother, the brother who always looked after him was not his sister.

Indi's fear of Andira who might go to his biological parents, made Indi scared half to death. The guest who almost two months ago came to his house was his biological parents. And Naura is Andira's real sister, not her.

The shadow of the shadow that appeared made Indi's head suddenly dizzy. The image showing her brother's departure had already filled her brain's memory. His eyes were glassy and eventually drained clear circles.

Arvin still faithfully observed the reaction of Indi. He also listened to conversations he should not have heard. It's just that his concern for Indi is much greater. So Arvin decided to stay on his feet to keep things from happening unwanted things.

And it's true. Indi's body could no longer sustain his consciousness. His bones felt taken for granted. Leave the body without the slightest energy.

“Hiks...hiks..kakaak. Don'tgo. Don'tgo. Indi don't want to go it”

Indi crying in the middle of the night. Waking up from his sleep. Her eyes were swollen from crying too much. Indi hid his face between his hands resting on his two bent legs.

Sayup Andi heard the cry of her sister. Straight out of the bed he had just been on. His sleepiness suddenly disappeared. Only a few minutes passed when he decided to sleep in his room. After making sure Indi sleeps soundly. But the prediction was wrong. Indi thought he had left her.

“Syout….Indi is sister. No cry. Brother where not. Brother's not going anywhere. Look.heh.see brother. Brother is here. Heh look”

Andira cupped Indi's face with both hands. Forcing her to look at him. Proving that Andi is still in front of him.

“So don't go well..do not go where. Temenin Indi here”

Indi did not want to release his hand grip on Andi's arm. The fear of her brother's departure made it difficult to close her eyes. Amrita and Bagas only saw their two children from the door.

Bagas prevents Amrita from entering Indi's room. Bagas assures Amrita that Andira, their firstborn, will not leave. Amrita complied and returned to her room. Started to close his eyes that had not obeyed his order to fall asleep.

Andira gave up. Put a small folding mattress on the floor for his bed. Indi can not be left for a second. Indi would instantly open his eyes as Andi shifted her hands. Even Indi was waiting for him in front of the toilet door when Andira was unable to hold her bladder full.

Andira was asleep even before Indi managed to go to dreamland. Indi would probably have stayed up all night, had his body not protested with extreme fatigue. Tired of today and tired of crying.

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Write a chapter divided by 4. The author is whiny, but still less skilled at conveying emotions