NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE

A Reality

Counted a few days Farah was hospitalized and now her condition has recovered and allowed to go home.

And during that time also Raka is not known news and his whereabouts only office people said if he was out of town but his cellphone number could not be reached.

Now in Farah's room her name is cleaning up everything and put in a bag because soon the doctor will come to do the last check before going home.

"Assalamu'alaikum,"

"Wa'alaikumsalam" the doctor entered Farah's room and examined the girl.

"Everything is normal, though, miss Farah's body can accept new members among them and I ask that the lady should be able to maintain her diet so that something will not happen that will harm her again and hopefully not come to the hospital to stay again," although sick people are a source of sustenance for medical personnel but the number of sick people also makes them concerned so the fall is wrong.

"Thank you doctor," after saying everything was fine, the doctor said goodbye because Farah was also impatient to go home soon she had missed her room and soft bed.

Although here the bed is also good but still the atmosphere and aroma of the Hospital make her uncomfortable especially she keeps thinking about her husband and can not be contacted.

Even during the visit of her sister-in-law Farah had asked Riska for help to contact her husband but the same number of the man could not be reached and was still out of reach.

So Farah concluded it was not only him who could not contact Raka but everyone without exception.

"Let's take our brother home" Farah said, and they came home with the driver because the father could not pick him up because he was helping Arka in the office because Raka was not in place.

Though at the age of Arka and Dean is still so strong to work but the man is already feeling old pretentious and wants to enjoy his old age even though the age has not touched the number five.

Raka was only 23 years old and Arka was married at the age of 22 so it is certain that the age of Arka now only touches the forty-five year mark entering forty-six years.

So it is not natural if at that time Arka said he wanted to enjoy old age because at that age was not old age but mature let alone his youthful stature made him look like an older brother sister if walking together with Raka.

Get home...

"Finally able to sleep in this room again," a week more severely hospitalized and now he can enjoy again sleeping in his comfortable room.

"Better a lot of rest then look for the existence of a brother," although Farah had seen Raka several times with other women but this girl will not be discouraged before getting clarity from their relationship.

After cleaning himself and performing prayers Farah immediately rested because the plan tomorrow he wants to visit the office to ask questions directly and find information about the whereabouts of Raka.

In the dream Farah saw something that was so heartbreaking that even the girl shed tears in her dream.

Farah was unable to speak so shocked at the fact of what she saw in front of her eyes that she did not even expect that all this could happen even she did not know what to say.

Morning time...

"Why can I dream like that even feel so real?" Farah still imagined her dream last night and thought about the impossible cause of all that she dreamed without any clear reason.

But after feeling she began to calm down, the girl began to bathe and prepare to carry out her duties.

Down down...

"Morning ma, here brother help," Farah approached the mother who was preparing to prepare breakfast for all of them.

"Neither brother, sit there wait to really recover first," Vya refused to be helped by his son and then led Farah to sit on the dining table chair.

Moreover, he does not own cooking so he can still be handled let alone his son just got out of the hospital and has not been too recovered so he does not want his son soy sauce which resulted in his condition drop again.

A few days have passed...

Farah felt that she had completely recovered and also she intended to go to Raka's office.

"Where are you going?" Because Farah was no longer working and seeing the girl's appearance this morning was certainly a question mark for them.

"You go to my brother's office" Farah's parents already knew the problems that occurred in his household and it was a debate and a long lecture that Farah got during her life.

(Later discussed yes, what ulti can Farah from her parents ).

They had breakfast quietly and after finishing Farah helped clean the dining table and then say goodbye to her parents went to Raka's office by car.

Farah will still fight and defend her household even though from the beginning she was the only one but there is nothing wrong if she starts fighting.

It is not the fear of being a widow but the love that once never left is only covered with a sense of hate that is deliberately grown but cannot last long.

Get to the office..

"Excuse me, Raka sir is there?" Farah arrived at the office at about ten in the morning. Morning at noon because she had to prepare her best appearance to meet her husband who had once been wasted.

"Thank you, ma'am" Farah walked towards the elevator that would lead her to the room Raka was in.

Get out of the elevator with slow steps and very graceful. The girl wears a mocca-colored tunic outfit with matching hijab as well as black trousers.

"Sorry Mr Raka is there?" Farah approached Raka's secretary's desk outside her room.

"Sorry, Mr. Raka just got out," Farah disappeared slowly because she could not meet with Raka when it was still morning but the man was not in the office just leaving his secretary alone.

"When do you know where he's going?" Do not leave the office as long as you know where Raka went, Farah would infiltrate.

"If it's not wrong to go to the hospital hoping to meet doctor Sania," after getting information Farah said goodbye to the secretary and walked quickly to the elevator because she didn't want to miss to catch up with Raka.

Farah drove her car a little fast because she was also curious why Raka went to the hospital let alone accompany the doctor that Farah was quite familiar with.

Arriving at the hospital Farah hastily parked her car and entered the hospital moreover she already knows where the whereabouts of the doctor's room so it is not difficult and no need to wonder.

"What's going to the hospital?" Farah had to wait for the elevator because she was a few seconds late so had to wait for the next elevator.

The girl waited anxiously and soon entered the elevator filled by several people.

Not how long Farah had been standing in front of the doctor's room in a state of sculpting especially the door of the room was not too tightly closed so it could eavesdrop on their conversation.

"Why don't you tell them?" The doctor asked Raka who was sitting in front of him just limited to the work table.

"I just don't want them to be anxious," only That was the answer given by Raka.

"But at least you told the parents and in-laws because they must have been anxious to think about your situation that was not heard a few days ago," the doctor thought that Raka would keep all this from her family even though she also needed family support but the man preferred to keep it a secret.

"Well, they'll know if I ever donated a kidney to Farah, but not for now let this be a secret,"

Degggggs......

Farah's heart skipped a beat hearing from her husband let alone the words of a kidney donor addressed to her and then unknowingly Farah felt her stomach scar surgery which sometimes still feels painful if she takes it moving.

**So the brother who donated this kidney?**

Farah did not expect her husband to do something this big without her asking and without her knowing.

Though he had hidden about his illness but still found out also even Raka himself who donated the kidney and wanted to be kept secret.

"Once you love her, she's lucky to have a husband as good as you are,"

Deeggg....

At about the same time Farah knew two big facts that were unknown all along.

**fly loves me**

The girl's eyes were heating up holding back the tears that were pressing out.

After one fact if her husband donated a kidney now she knows if the man also loves her without her knowing all along.

"We were both lucky, she was a good girl," Farah shed her tears upon hearing the praise from her husband that not even a hint of resentment or hatred was coming from her mouth.

"When have you loved her? The feeling all along you guys have been ordinary even you seem to avoid it,"

"It has been a long time since I knew what love is since then also the name he has been engraved in the heart but because of that time my cousin said also love him so I was forced to lie if I loved his sister only that in the only one but my choice was wrong,"

Deeggg....

Farah was trained to walk and chose to sit in the chair available in front of this doctor's room.

"So how? Are there any obstacles after I perform this operation?" Raka went to the hospital to check for surgery.

"Everything is safe there are no obstacles, but still take the medicine until it runs out," luckily there are no obstacles from the former surgery that Raka has done.

"All right if that's my excuse" Raka said goodbye to the doctor because there was nothing more to talk about.

Outside the doctor's room.

BBRUKK......