NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE

To the Hospital

"Hopefully we are still given a chance to be together" Farah prayed in her heart and wished she could still be by Raka's side.

"That's it!" Farah saw Raka's car and also the man who was sitting in the steering chair of his car which happened to be next to him at the red light let alone open the car glass.

So it did not make it difficult for Farah to find her husband with a woman.

The light turned green in curiosity as Farah followed until the car entered the airport area.

"Why did they go to the airport? Do they want to go honeymoon?" Farah's mind raged and the locust went nowhere and she thought of something making her chest tight.

Farah still followed the steps of the two of them in a safe distance and it can be severe that the woman held onto Raka's arm without getting any rejection from the man at all.

"They were very friendly," Farah did not see the woman who was with Raka now and thought that it was the new wife of her husband.

Farah's eyes heated up to see the friendly scene, moreover, there was no rejection shown from the gestures of Raka's body, even the man was enjoying being held.

"They've come this far and I, I'm just a fool waiting around with no certainty," Farah chooses to leave the airport and she heads to a place to calm down after learning that her chance to be with Raka again has been sealed.

Before going forward his car Farah calmed down first because he did not want to be rash and drive in a state of crying.

"Where am I going now?" After feeling quite calm Farah drove her car at a moderate speed and she saw a place that if it felt could be used to calm down because to go home was not possible because it did not want to make people old worried.

Until finally Farah contacted her best friend and happened to be invited to meet.

Farah needs a place to pour out her heart and only to her best friend can she vent.

At a restaurant, Farah had just parked her car and entered a place that was not too crowded because it was not lunchtime, now it was still around ten in the morning so there were still only one visitor who came.

"Old Far?" A few minutes Farah waited for her best friend to come.

"No, I just arrived and also I've ordered a snack for us," Farah does not mind waiting especially if he invites suddenly so waiting a few minutes is not a problem.

After all if he did not see Raka with other women then it is impossible for Farah to invite her meeting suddenly like this and of course Farah wants to focus on her treatment first.

"Now you want to tell me what else? Or is it still the same problem that hasn't been solved until now?" Of course the point is the marriage relationship of his best friend who has not been clear position until now whether it can still be continued or ended in the court decision.

"That's what makes me confused now especially I've heard that he already has someone he loves then I've heard him discuss marriage with women and the last I saw he was very friendly at all twins are the same girls at the airport," if you don't remember this in a public place then it feels like Farah is eager to cry and pour out all her grief.

But it is not the time to cry over all that he has done because Farah does all that in a conscious state not in a depressed state or forced to accept a little karma from his actions can not dong him directly slumped.

Though at the beginning of the marriage Raka had asked if she could not consider him as a husband then consider him as a friend but Farah ignored all that so if now Raka changed is not entirely wrong men are because everyone has a limit of patience in waiting and fighting.

"So that means now Lo has actually wasted a man as good as him? And want to improve your relationship but he's been with other women, it's a tragic fate anyway," though in the beginning as a friend he had warned severely but this woman did not want to hear and was still firm on her stance and heartache in her teenage years until now she reaped what she planted by oneself.

Moreover, the love of monkeys in adolescence does not need to be brought in the future which will only damage and cause regret as it is now.

The love of the monkey is just a love that comes suddenly especially the person is good to us then there is a sense of admiration and liking which is just a sense of a moment that is easy to go and come without being asked.

"But from a long time ago I was convinced that after I removed the feeling I had towards him then the hatred I got but as time went on and our togetherness and attention to me, I realized that the feeling that never went away was just that I was covering it all up with the hate I was making up," farah used to be too hypocritical and covered her joy to Raka with the hatred she caused herself but dear time that erased the hatred in her heart when she really hoped for the lost love but even the hatred that goes to stay the love that grows more and more blooming in his heart but the man in question has even prevailed in the heart of the other when he was still hoping in the same heart.

"Though in advance we have commemorated the tablets and now the incident is not regret it is not good but as a friend I pray that your relationship can still be repaired and also if the opportunity exists Never waste, let alone ignore, because second chances are very rare,"although he had heard the whole story from his best friend but deep down he really hoped there was a small chance for Farah to improve their marriage relationship again.

Although he did not justify the treatment of Farah all this time but as a friend who had been together and knew the outside in his best friend then he only hoped that regret could bring them back together.

After a long conversation....

"Why am I suddenly like this, yes" arrived at the house Farah immediately wanted to take her medicine and change clothes to rest.

Even the girl missed her dinner until the morning before she was still at home closing her eyes in her big bed.

Below...

"Where's my sister?" They were all preparing for breakfast together but Farah had not yet come down to join them.

"Maybe soon brother down better breakfast adek first so as not to go late to campus," sarah's car has been serviced and she can leave alone so there is no need to ask to be delivered by Farah.

But after finishing breakfast, Farah did not show her nose and it made them all anxious especially Dean who already knew the condition of his son.

"Adek went to college, let mwma who saw brother to the room," how to say goodbye to both parents to immediately go to campus and Vya walked up the stairs to his son's room because he was also worried about his eldest son who had not come out of the room when this was showing the clock eight passes.

Never the same Farah skipped breakfast especially last night also did not come down to dinner together.

Geck...

"Sister,"

Vya knocked on the door of the room but there was no answer from inside.

Geck...

"So, no breakfast?" Vya put an ear on the door leaf but there was no sound and only silence made her even more anxious because there was no answer from within.

"Why mam?" Because the wife did not go down also Dean up to the top and he can see the wife must be standing in front of his son's room while knocking on the door.

"No idea pa, sister did not answer from earlier," as parents must be anxious to think about the condition of his son.

"Try to open the door who knows who is not in the key," even though they come to the child's own room but can not enter carelessly let alone their children are adults and have their own privacy.

But if the condition is like this then there is no harm in barging in to know the condition of the room owner so that they do not worry too.

"Not in the pa key," Vya turned the door handle and it was unlocked from the inside so it was easier for them to get in.

The couple entered his son's room and when they arrived not far from the usual bed occupied by Farah he saw his son who was still at home curled under the blanket and hugging the bolster.

"Kok still sleeping, pa?'' this is indeed very unusual than usual because of what else Farah came home yesterday in good condition and this morning her son was still sleeping when the sun had gone up even before noon.

"Try to wake mam," according to her husband's request and the woman shook her son's hand but there was no response at all even the hand was weak as boneless.

"There is no response pa," of course he is getting smoother let alone no movement from his son.

"Let's go check on him" Dean checked his son's pulse and he glared because the pulse was weak and they only realized Farah's pale face was like an undead.

"Astaghfirullah pa, Farah," Vya hysterically saw the state of her son who was so pale and weak lying on the bed.

Of course he could not stem his cries and regretted not seeing his son since then and assumed his son was fine in the room.

"Take her straight to the pa's hospital," Vya historically saw her unconscious son and Dean immediately carried her child and walked out of the room to take her son to the hospital.