NOT A PAYCHECK

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Sean was really surprised and did not expect what Zara had just said, so Zara already knew about herself and just kept quiet never asked her.

"Where do you know about this?" sean asked a little worried.

"That room, I'm sorry I saw the contents of that room" explained Zara bowing her head feeling guilty for not hearing Sean's ban.

"I was accidentally, when Mbok Nah was cleaning the room so I could enter the room." explained Zara again and immediately grasped Sean's hand, "But I beg you not to be angry and fire Mbok Nah ya." pinta Zara made Sean want to not mengawum smile.

What's wrong with his wife, he should be angry because he found out he was still displaying photos of Sella at his home but instead feared her maid was fired.

"Are you not upset and angry to see the photo in the room?" sean asked, considering that the room was actually Sean prepared for himself and Sella if married so there are many photos of them there.

Zara bowed her head, She looked very sad.

"Actually I want to be angry, but isn't that the past? I even have a past..."

"Why just, baby?"

"I look like an actor who snatched you from him." Zara replied with a heavy sigh.

Sean smiled, hugged Zara and stroked her head, "I'm sorry I couldn't be honest in the first place" Sean said.

"My family really wanted us to get married, and if I had said everything in the first place maybe you wouldn't have accepted me at that time."

"Are you still with him?" zara asked in astonishment at Sean's confession.

Sean shook his head, "I've already broken off the engagement with him."

"When mas?" Zara lets go of Sean's embrace and looks at Sean asking for answers from Sean.

Sean was silent, refusing to answer.

"When mas?" zara asked again looking very curious.

"When I went to Paris yesterday" Sean replied to Zara.

"So..." Zara's face looked very disappointed, He thought the photo in the room was just Sean's ex-fiancee who had broken up before they were married maybe Zara could still understand it but now heard Sean say if Sean and the woman had just broken up, so Zara was only the third person?

"I'm sorry, honey, sorry I wasn't honest with you in the first place" Sean said.

"So I'm really the actor in your relationship, huh mas?" zara's eyes began to blush wanting to cry.

"No dear, it's not like that. I'm sorry." Sean clasps Zara's hand but is immediately released by Zara.

"What about that woman now? can he accept all this? I'm so mean to have taken you away from her" Zara said looking very sad.

"All of this happened because of his own mistakes, baby, so please don't blame yourself like this."

Zara finally cries making Sean feel even more guilty.

"He who has chosen this to happen, he is more concerned with his career than our relationship, that's what made Papa and Mama decide to match us dear."

"I was wrong for being dishonest in the first place, I'm sorry."

Sean wants to hug Zara, but Zara refuses Sean's embrace,

"I slept first, yes, mas" said Zara immediately got up and left Sean first.

Sean could only resignedly see Zara so angry and disappointed in him.

Sean was lying next to Zara who was on his back, he could still hear Zara's sobs even though it sounded slow.

"I don't even want this to happen."

"So you don't want me?" Zara turned around and looked at Sean disappointed.

"No, not so dear, please don't misunderstand." Sean looks frustrated.

"Don't you just say you didn't want all this to happen?"

"I mean, I have no intention of lying to you let alone hurting like this, so please don't cry anymore, it makes my chest feel tight." said Sean who did feel the tightness of his chest heard the sound of Zara's cry.

Zara stopped her crying, she kept quiet and looked down not looking at Sean's face,

"Did you still love him?"

"Do you still love Panji?" Sean asked back to make Zara blur his lips.

"You still like that pot?" asked Sean again to make Zara want to not smile.

Zara shook her head softly, "Have not thought of him anymore."

"Who are you thinking now?" ask Sean.

"Ck, I already know the answer." Zara replied annoyed.

Sean chuckled, "So much as I am, after you I didn't even think about him for a second. Now all I'm thinking about is how to keep you away from the striped-nose guy who's trying to ruin our relationship and piss me off" Sean said in an annoyed tone.

Zara smiled again to make Sean a little relieved, "Is my wife's smile a sign that I've been forgiven?"

"No, it still feels disappointed with myself mas. I imagine how sick the woman was when I left her. It feels so hard to accept" said Zara no longer staring at Sean.

Sean's sigh was heard, "If you still want to be angry is okay, now I'm relieved because you know everything and there are no more secrets between us."

"Why is this reality so painful? if only I didn't exist maybe the woman was now happy with the mas" said Zara who still felt tight knowing Sean was separated because of her.

"Do you not feel affection, we can be together at this time because it is fate. Because we are a match, so please do not blame yourself because this is not your fault."

Zara fell silent after hearing Sean's words, Indeed what Sean said is true, if not for a soul mate and destiny maybe they will not be together at this time. All is just the past even though Sean belatedly admitted everything but now all passes Zara must start to be able to accept it.

She is not an actor or a usurper, she is an elected woman.

Sean got up from the bed and walked out of the room, Initially Zara ignored but after a long time Sean did not return to make Zara curious and came out of the room.

It turns out Sean was in the next room, out of curiosity Zara finally entered the room.

In the room Zara saw Sean was taking all the photos stuck on the wall and piled it down to become one.

Sean separated the photo from the frame until now it looks like a pile of paper that Sean brought down.

"You want a mas?" asked Zara who had followed Sean's steps earlier.

Sean did not answer and only smiled until Zara finally knew if Sean wanted to burn the photo.

"I should have done this from the beginning we were married, sorry I was late" Sean said, embracing Zara's shoulder.

"Now there is only you, one and forever." Sean kissed old Zara's forehead.

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